Of Karma, Kismet, and Finding the Way
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1
Blake Hudson sat on the hardwood deck surrounding her oceanfront home. The air
had grown slightly cool and the breeze coming in off the Atlantic coast chilled
her fair skin. She watched as a layer of goose flesh appeared on her arms, making
the fine blonde hairs stand on end. Looking out at the occasional jogger or
the infrequent seashell hunter, she smiled. She inhaled the scent the ocean
left lingering on her skin. It was a fresh mist mingled with salt and cleanliness.
'Gods, what beauty lies where you don't see'. She took secret delight in her
new home and her venture to move away from the muck, squalor, and smog of New
York. Her agent had been none-too happy about the move. Raynor Masterson had
been livid when Blake told him about her plans to buy the oceanfront property
in South Carolina. He'd asked her to talk it over with people, but he was the
only one opposed to it. After much persuasion on Blake's part, she convinced
Ray that it was a good move for her. She needed to be in a place that encouraged
her writing, and away from the hectic antics and chaos of downtown New York.
Taking a sip of her coffee, she closed her eyes and took another deep cleansing
breath. The ocean air, mixed with the scent of amaretto coffee, was absolute
heaven.
She finished her coffee and entered the French doors that led back into her
home. She looked around at the inside of the living area. While the home was
only eighteen hundred square feet, it was superbly arranged in a wide-open and
expansive floor plan. The large A-frame design allowed for spacious open ceilings
that were done in teak and dark knotted pine. A tall stone fireplace took up
the west wall. She had furniture spaced out in the living area to promote comfort
as well as coziness. The tones of the furniture were light and neutral to contrast
the dark of the wood that surrounded it. She walked through her living area
toward the front of the house where a surprisingly modern kitchen lay in hiding.
As she entered her kitchen, she looked at the line of windows running the length
of the counter. She looked at the ivory curtains barely contained in their binds
as the wind whipped them back and forth across the window frame. Unlike the
rest of the house, the kitchen lacked the rustic appearance. It was done in
cobalt blue and white. With the floor being set in ceramic tile of the same
colors. She set her coffee mug down on the shiny blue surface and walked to
her refrigerator. After removing the orange juice and a bagel, she went about
preparing breakfast. While the bagel was toasting, she wandered out front to
get the morning paper. Soon she found herself sitting at the breakfast bar in
her immaculate kitchen having a bagel and reading the Charleston paper. After
deciding there was nothing of much interest in the paper, Blake decided to take
a morning run along the nearly deserted beach.
Blake ran for nearly forty-five minutes before stopping on an outcropping of
rocks at the northern end of the island. She stretched her short frame and walked
to the end of the rocks near the water. Looking out onto the ocean she smiled,
she spoke softly, her words nearly drowned out by the crashing of waves against
the line of stone. I know you're out there. And I'm going to find you.
She smiled sadly as she took a lone rock and threw it into a tide pool. She
closed her eyes and remembered a dream in which her warrior had done the same
thing.
They sat side by side on the grassy knoll near the lake. Xena picked up the
stone and threw it into the water. What happens when you do that?
she asked me. I watched as the ripples expanded outward away from the impact
site. I conclude logically that the water returns to its stillness. You look
at me and smile sadly. But the lake is forever changed. I understand
your metaphor and appreciate what you have shared with me. I turned to face
you, noticing your eyes are open and more vulnerable than ever. I understand
that I am your one true weakness. I also understand how that has changed you
forever. I'm happy to be part of that change, and I kiss your lips softly in
gratitude.
Blinking from her reverie Blake laughed at herself. Well, I wanted to
feel closer. I definitely feel that. Taking a last look across the water
she turns back toward her home and begins her trek there.
Returning home, Blake enters the house to find her phone ringing, she considers
letting the machine get it, but then decides it's probably Raynor. Better
toss the guy a bone, or he's gonna have a stroke. She giggles slightly
as she removes the receiver from its cradle. Hello?
Blake? Is that you? Where the hell have you been? I've been calling for
over an hour? Raynor's voice was high pitched and strained as he tried
to keep from screaming.
Blake smiled as she answered, Yes. Yes. Out for a run on the beach. And
why have you been trying for an hour to reach me?
Ray's voice lowered a bit as he realized that Blake was all right. Sighing he
spoke into the phone, Blake, you have a deranged fan out there somewhere.
Don't go anywhere alone. Dammit, if I've told you once, I've told you a thousand
times this is serious.
Blake frowned slightly as she listened to Ray rant on about the fan and the
safety precautions she should be taking. Ray, I'm not the only author
in the world that has fans that are deranged. I'm fine. I've relocated. The
new book cover doesn't tell where I reside to write my books anymore. I write
under an assumed name for Christ's sake! There is nothing else to do. I'm not
putting myself under lock and key for fear of someone that may just be full
of crap. Blake realized her voice was rising as she talked and she quickly
rebuffed herself from continuing.
Ray resigned himself to the fact that Blake was right. As a top-ten novelist,
she had consistently met with deranged fans, lunatics, die-hard fans, and groupies
alike. She no longer did book tours and her pictures were no longer posted on
the backs of her book covers. They had taken all the measures possible to keep
her safe. He hated it that she was so far away from New York. But she flew to
the city every two months to meet with publishers and editors and the like.
She had met all of her obligations and was now in what she considered a safe
haven. Ray didn't have to like it, and not like it one bit, he did. I
know. I'm sorry. I just worry about you is all.
Blake smiled at the normally terse man's sentiment. Thank you Ray. Now
did you call for anything in particular or just to see how the latest book is
coming?
Ray laughed out loud, Actually I wanted to check on your progress and
tell you that we're almost ready for the printers on this one. We'd like you
to be here next week for the final edit.
Blake placed a finger to her lip thoughtfully and hummed for a moment. I
think I can squeeze that into my busy schedule. She giggled again as she
heard Ray ranting about better being able to fit it in. Have Doris make
the arrangements and send the information to my e-mail. Okay?
All right. Consider it done. I'll see you next week Blake. Take care of
yourself, you hear me? Ray warned.
I will Ray, thank you hon. Blake looked at the phone as the line
went dead. That guy needs a life.
Sighing again Blake headed for the shower. Trailing clothes across her bedroom
and into the bathroom as she went. She took her time this morning, feeling less
interested in work today then usual. After standing in the steaming stream for
nearly half an hour, she decided to get some work done. Stepping through the
hazy fog that had engulfed her oversized bathroom while she participated in
her rituals of hygiene, Blake took a deep breath and stretched her compact frame.
The shower had been invigorating, and she felt much more relieved. As she wiped
the fog from her mirror she smiled as she saw her reflection looking back at
her. At five foot three, Blake didn't consider herself tall, she could reach
the cupboards in the kitchen and the top of the refrigerator if needed. Her
compact frame was lean and well toned from hours of physical exertion. She looked
into verdant eyes that shone more brightly now, and lacked the telltale signs
of lack of sleep. Yes, moving away from New York definitely had its perks. She
no longer had the dark circles or bags under her eyes. Her eyes did belie her
26 years of life, however they did not in any way detract from the beauty. If
anything, it was enhanced by them. Her blonde hair was cut short and cropped
away from her face. She closed her eyes as she remembered her dreams, in many
of them it had been long, like she'd worn it in high school. But now she wore
it in a clipped, trendy manor that actually made her look older than she was.
All in all, she was happy with the transformation of Blake Hudson, post New
York. She smiled again, sadly this time as she realized the only thing missing
now was her mystery warrior. As she closed her eyes again, she conjured up the
image of her hero in her mind. Seeing the tall dark beauty, with sable hair
and eyes that varied on every shade of blue imaginable, depending on her mood,
she smiled again. Someday love. She spoke quietly, Someday,
I'm going to find you. And Gods help you when I do. She placed the towel
on the rack near the shower stall and went to her bedroom.
Chase threw her clothes in the hamper in the bedroom as she shed them from her
run. As she looked around the room, she noticed the message light blinking irritably
on her answering machine. Looking to the ceiling the reticent detective swore
silently, Gods, what do they want now? As she sat down on the side
of her bed facing the machine she quickly jumped back up as a strange sensation
tingled up her right thigh. Her pager had been left on vibrate and was lying
on the bed as she sat down. She looked annoyed at the tiny machine that trembled
in spite of her raised brow. Picking it up, she looked at the number. It was
the station house, and behind it was Travino's extension. What the hell
is he doing at work this early? she mumbled to herself as she picked up
the phone. She dialed the number and impatiently waited as the automated voice
service gave her the option of dialing an extension. Punching the numbers in
quickly she waited for Travino to pick up the phone. She let out a relieved
breath when his deep voice picked up on the other end. Investigations,
Travino. Chase smiled as she thought about the man, swearing like a sailor
until the phone was near his head, then his professional voice took over. Playing
the role of a southern belle, Chase decided to pull his chain a little. Ahhh,
yeahssss. My name is Clara and I'd like to report my dog as missin.
Travino didn't bite this morning, You'll have to call the central office
ma'am, I'm sorry we don't look for dogs. With that the line went dead.
Chase looked at the now silent receiver and puffed a short breath from her mouth.
How rude! she exclaimed. Then she dialed the number again to wait
for him to answer. Investigations, Travino. Chase decided to try
a more direct approach. Hey shithead. What do you want? She quipped.
Travino's broad shoulders visibly relaxed as her heard Chase's voice on the
line. Chase. Where the hell have you been? I've been paging and calling,
I have a black and white scouring the beach for you now. Chase tensed
in opposition to Travino's now feeling better. What's going on?
She listened as Travino told her of this morning's find. Our killer has
struck again. Abby's here, she thinks the guy is decompensating badly.
Chase scowled as she thought about what Travino had said. The killings had been
well planned and taken place elsewhere and only one a month thus far. Another
killing now, took the killer to two-week periods, unless this was a one-time
deal. Holy shit. She exclaimed. Where's the body? She
grabbed a pen and paper and quickly scribbled the location of the body down
as fast as Travino talked. Okay, got it. I'm on my way. You gonna be there?
She asked. Travino snorted, Why do you think I'm waiting on you Sherlock?
Chase laughed in spite of the situation, a decompensating serial killer was
a bad thing for the public, but it almost always meant a good break for the
police. She looked at the address and told Travino she'd meet him there. Hanging
up the phone she raced to the bathroom to shower and change.
Blake finished the chapter she was writing and emailed it to an editor in New
York to have it proofed. She stretched as she stood from her desk and looked
around the room she used as her office. The room was lined with dark wood along
the walls, with high ceilings. French doors opened out onto a deck on the house.
She kept the doors open most of the time and today was no exception. She smiled
as she watched the cream colored curtains pull against the restraints of their
ties. She thought about those curtains, how simple and light they were. They
wanted nothing more than to blow freely in the wind, but their tethers refused
to be denied their charge. She compared herself to those curtains. With her
work being mostly dictated by editors and publishers, not to mention her overly
protective manager. Blake understood what it meant to want to be free but bound
by something. She closed her eyes and smelled the fresh sea air that entered
through the doors. As her mind wandered it seemed that all of her senses went
along for the ride. It was a glorious feeling to be able to feel a fantasy with
all of her senses. Since she had moved to the beach she had noticed that gift
from the gods, and was thankful for it. Her skin tingled as she pictured the
object of her desires. She could feel the anticipation in her body. She inhaled,
taking the scent of jasmine and leather deeper into her senses. Conjuring up
the dark beauty in her mind was easy; surviving it without going into sensory
overload was another story entirely. She shivered as she watched the warrior
going through sword drills in her mind. She'd done this a thousand times before
in a previous life, but never tired of watching the dark woman's body in action.
She was poetry in motion, absolute beauty. With the combination of the wind,
the ocean's waves in the distance she could picture Xena standing on a cliff
that overlooked the vast ocean. As she watched in her mind her body responded
to the movement of the warrior in front of her.
A funny thing happens to a woman's body when it has been denied too long. It
seems to have irreparable damage done to the sensory portions of the brain.
Blake smiled as she leaned her head back into her leather chair. With visions
of a dark warrior running through drill after drill with her sword, Blake found
herself intensely aroused. Her body tingled with the thought of the dark woman
approaching her. Her skin was hot, and slightly damp with the exertion. Her
lips were warm and unyielding as they met. Hudson's mouth parted slightly in
open invitation of her fantasy lover. She could smell the leather, jasmine and
slightly salty tang of sweat on her lover. Her hands wound familiar paths up
her arms and around her body pulling her tightly to her. Mouths melded, and
a fire was kindled immediately within both herself and her fantasy lover. She
stifled a moan as hands found there way to her most sensitive areas. She felt
the heat of her lover's large hands as they took possession of her. As the hands
slid lower, she no longer stifled the moans, just let the sensations take her.
She imagined the warrior's mouth moving aggressively against the creamy skin
of her neck. She arched her back into the touch and leaned her head further
back to allow her lover better access. She felt her body tingle with new sensations
as hands caressed lower, more intimate spots. Creating a lower more urgent need.
She felt herself begin to spiral away from herself as she arched into the contact.
She leaned her head back slightly further, not noticing the slight creaking
in her desk chair as she did. Suddenly she found herself flat on her back staring
at the ceiling above her. She felt herself blush as she quickly scanned the
room. Jesus, Blake, you've got to get out and get laid soon. She
scolded herself as the ceiling silently mocked her. She removed her hand from
her shorts and rolled off the chair in order to return it to its upright position.
That or get a new chair, she admonished, pointing at the offensive
piece of furniture. Oh well, she thought to herself waiting is half the fun,
I guess. She resigned herself to that fact then went back to her writing.
Chase examined the body, as it lay sprawled at an awkward angle beneath an outcropping
of rocks on the unyielding sand. She snapped her latex gloves on as she walked
in the footprints that Travino made when he approached it. The woman was young,
late twenties at the oldest, with blonde hair that was bloodied and crusted
in tight mats against her head. Judging from the looks of her body she had received
severe beatings over a period of several days. Many of the bruises took on a
dark purple hue, buy there were marks on her upper arms and abdomen that were
already greenish yellow in color, indicating that they were several days old.
She looked down at Travino to confirm her suspicions, Kristin Holman?
Travino nodded slowly and Chase had to turn and walk away to avoid kicking something.
Kristin had been reported missing by her boyfriend three days ago. She had been
seen last in a coffee shop downtown four days prior. She had disappeared without
a trace. Chase looked at the picture of the girl that her boyfriend had given
her when they talked to him when he filed MP report. She was five foot three,
blonde hair, green eyes, athletic build; she fit the victims profile perfectly.
She was a graduate student at the local university. They'd been looking for
her for three days. No one had seen her talk to anyone, leave with anyone, nothing
out of the ordinary. Chase sighed in frustration as she threw a heavy stone
into the ocean. Chase heard Abby approach her before she spoke and held her
hand up to stop the words of comfort that she was sure Abby would offer. Don't
Abby. I'm fine.
Abby's hand was soft and warm as it landed gently on Chase's broad shoulder.
You're not fine Chase. This is getting to you. Do you want to talk about
it? She asked easily.
Chase turned to the profiler abruptly, her eyes narrowed and her voice barely
controlled in anger. Talk about what Abby? she threw her arms out
to the side in exasperation. Talk about how frustrating it is to know
that we can pick the victims out in this investigation rather than the killer?
This is getting to me Abby. It's frustrating as hell knowing when I see one
of these girls hit the MP board that they'll be in the morgue by the end of
the goddamned week. I know it's gonna happen, Abby! The only difference is now
it's more frequently! Abby had stepped back from Chase in order to let
the angry detective vent. She had needed to get this off her chest. She stood
quietly for long moments listening to the ragged breaths that Chase expelled.
Finally broken, Chase looked down at Abby, Why does he wait so long to
kill them?
Abby took a deep breath and thought about her words carefully. She knew Chase
needed an explanation, but wasn't sure was ready to hear what she had to offer.
With the descriptions and the girls all being the same, I'd say our killer
has a stalking tendency. Chase looked interested as she nodded her head
for Abby to continue. Well, basically, he has this fantasy life that he
makes up with the victim. In this case it's having an affinity for blondes with
green eyes an athletic builds. He wants to have a relationship with her. Sees
himself as the love of her life or a knight in shining armor. When it doesn't
go as planned he loses control. Soon enough it becomes the focus. He knows the
end result must be death if she doesn't choose him as her knight.
Chase scowled at her next thought. Kind of like a death before dishonor
type of thing?
Exactly. Abby replied, But in this case the death is of his
love. If he can't have her.
..no one will. Abby finished with a
distinct emphasis on no one will.
Chase nodded slowly in understanding. She was putting together a pretty clear
persona to go with what they did know about the killer. Judging by the markings
on the body, he had used no drugs to sway their decisions. He allowed them to
fight back. There were defensive wounds on all of the victims thus far. He seemed
to pick rather spirited women. However, he did use restraint freely. This may
have indicated that he kept them where he had to leave for a time or that he
just wanted the control. Looking back to Abby she asked another question. So
what motivated him to kill again this soon?
Abby pursed her lips in thought for a moment before replying, Well, this
isn't an exact science, but my first guess would be he ran into her somewhere
and thought it was fate. Chase prepared to counter but was stopped by
a hand from Abby. I said guess. It's only one of any number of possibilities.
I don't think this guy is decomping Chase. I think he just ran into her and
didn't have time to plan everything out the way he normally does. He saw an
opportunity and thought of it as pure fate.
Chase waited until Abby had finished before asking. Do you think we could
fake this guy out? Give him a chance meeting with fate?
Abby looked at Chase as if she'd sprouted a second head. You want to do
what?
Travino jogged over to where the two were standing after hearing Abby's voice
raise an octave. You two okay? He asked looking at Abby first, then
to Chase.
When Abby offered no response Chase looked at Travino. Abby was just giving
me some insight into our perps psyche. I had an idea, she doesn't know about
it working or not.
Abby shot a glare at Chase. This was by far the dumbest thing she'd heard come
from the mouth of the gorgeous detective. And if Travino got wind of it, he'd
be right on her ass, blowing wind in her sails. That's not entirely true
detective, Abby replied icily. She looked to Travino and said, I
think your partner is frustrated. I also think that this case is getting to
her. The criminal mind, such as we have here has three motivations Chase. Manipulate.
Dominate. And control.
Travino looked at Abby, then to a smugly smiling Chase. Whatever had transpired
was gonna be a secret until one or the other gave in and told him. Unless he
put his foot down now, deciding that now would be a better alternative Travino
looked pointedly at Chase. Okay, what's this plan? And why doesn't Abby
think it will work?
Chase looked down at Abby then back to Travino. When Abby merely shrugged then
turned to walk away, Chase took that to mean she'd just gotten the go ahead
to tell Travino. I think we should bait this guy with fate. She
said triumphantly.
Travino looked surprised momentarily; then smiled as a plan started forming
in his head. He nodded slowly to Chase as he directed his thumb back over his
shoulder to where Kristin's body lay broken on the sand. I think there's
something you need to see.
Blake finished the details of the chapter she'd been writing then stretched
her short frame in the leather chair, taking caution not to find the floor again.
She checked her e-mail and found that Ray's secretary had indeed made the appropriate
travel arrangements and planned a quick itinerary for her trip to New York.
She hated New York. Despite its artistic culture, the city was dirty, dank,
hateful, and confining. Blake had grown up in the Midwest. A farm kid with a
knack for writing and a love of literature. She was raised where you couldn't
see another dwelling for miles. She remembered lazy July Sundays and you had
barbecues that didn't involve people being toasted in homes or cars. She remembered
laying on a blanket of clover in her grandpa's back yard. She made do with a
pillow of hay and nothing but sky and stars to cover her. Closing her eyes she
could still remember the smell of fresh cut hay and clover as it bloomed in
the fields. In New York, you had to drive for hours just to find grass. Not
the landscaping grass used by companies in the city; but real honest to goodness,
make you sneeze when you mowed, grass. The smog and buildings did little to
enhance her creative needs. She needed to focus on her writing, but in the
concrete jungle it was to no avail. She'd written and published more than
ten books in the last eight years. Critics had said her latest book was cramped
and restrained. She'd taken the hits as always with critics like those in New
York, arrogant and insightful in their own minds. But she knew deep down inside
that this one was right on the money. She'd taken the hint and moved to the
ocean, where she didn't feel cramped and restrained. Mysteries had been her
bread and butter, but the squalor and suffocating confines of the big city had
finally taken their toll on the young writer. Then one night, she'd had a dream
about a warrior in leather, with sable hair and eyes of the deepest blue. She
dreamt she'd fallen into a large pit, she was falling so fast the air had been
forced from her lungs. Just when she thought she couldn't take another second
of the fall, she had been stopped. A large hand had grasped hers and pulled
her back to safety. For her own mystery had just been opened and she vowed to
see it through. The ocean had beckoned her to find this lost piece of a previous
life. If this soul mate were truly out there, she would find her.
Chase studied the bottle pieces intently. It was the same glass that she had
found the previous notes in. The letter that was crumpled beneath the girl's
body had saturated with saltwater and had sand plastered to it. The cork was
no where to be found. The bottle, broken into small fragments around Kristin's
body. It was apparent that the killer had used it to bludgeon her to death.
A slightly startled Abby approached the pair as they looked at this unusual
clue left behind by their killer. As Travino meticulously placed the pieces
of the bottle in an evidence bag, Chase looked to Abby, her face pale, Abby,
what do you make of this?
Abby looked at the parchment then at the remnants of the bottle. Thinking about
the possible connection, Abby asked Chase. What's the note say?
Chase shrugged a reply, We won't be able to read it until forensics is
done with it for possible prints.
Abby looked at the parchment as Travino slowly and delicately placed in a brown
bag to be processed. Well, when we read the note maybe I'll know more
to tell you about our killer. But he definitely went against his normal MO here.
Nodding to what she already knew, Chase decided against saying anything about
the matching bottles that were tucked securely in a drawer of her desk at home.
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