Legal disclaimer: Donít own 'em, wish I did. Storyís mine though and I promise to return them to their places after Iíve played with them. Well, maybe not Xena... I think Iíll keep her.
Explicit content and sex warning: This alt story features consensual sex between two adult women, the works with all anatomical details. If this kind of love bothers you, please go read some nice, general fiction. If itís illegal where you live, move. Bondage, domination, sadism, masochism and all their pals featured as well, in the name of love.
Extreme violence warning: This is Xena. The old Xena. Need I say more? Where the dark lady kicks butt, thereís blood and bodyparts so in this story, extreme violence and its aftermaths are depicted in a realistic, graphical way. Torture, yes; implied sexual violence but nothing scary, and definitely not between the two lead characters.
Spelling warning: Proper English. Place names are spelled in the official translitteration from Greek so Amphipolis is Amfípolis and so on.
Notes:This is the second part in a trilogy of sorts that began with Penance so I suggest you read that story first. The ten second version: Xena is Conqueror. She is evil and she loves Gabrielle.
My everlasting
gratitude must go to my excellent beta readers, most notably
Alphanumericx and Michal Salat (Virum mihi, Camena, insece
versutum). And thanks to docgirl for help on the torture dept.
B l o o d M e r i d i a n © Penumbra
1999 "Death by evisceration."
The answer was a scream more like that of a wild animal than a
human being. But the look in Galenís eyes was that of a hunted beast,
a gaze that spoke of utter terror. He swung his heavy wrist shackles,
surprising his guard and knocking him unconscious with the chain. The
guard fell to the dusty ground and the prisoner surged forward, only
to be plowed down by another guard. A third one rushed to the scene
and lifted his pike to impale the prisoner.
"Hold it."
The words reverberated across the forum, over the assembled crowd,
echoing back from the marble pillars of the buildings encircling the
plaza. The guardís pike froze over the prisonerís chest, and all eyes
turned from the scuffle to the raised dais and to the occupant of the
high-backed chair in the middle of it.
The Conqueror unhooked her cape from her armour and rose. Gently
brushing a nonexistent fleck of dust from her gauntlet, Xena took a
deep breath and smiled. The sentencing day had been long and dull, but
finally held the promise of some excitement. And as luck would have
it, the one prisoner to oppose her would be Galen -- a thorn in her
side for far too long.
The guard lowered his pike and the prisoner rose to a half-sitting
position. Although he had been addressed, his vocal chords seemed
unable to form any words. He swallowed, his eyes following the
imposing figure. Pacing with the quiet, efficient gait of a predator,
the Conqueror came to the edge of the dais and looked down at him.
"You object?"
The voice was calm, effortlessly penetrating the hush that had
fallen over the forum. The words seemed to wrap themselves around him,
or so Galen felt. All his rage drained away, all that remained
was... fear. The sapphire blue eyes that held him captive were cold,
mute, alive only with darkness in its purest form. It suddenly dawned
on him that evisceration was not the worst way to die.
The eyes were still on him as the Conqueror jumped down from the
platform.
"You murdered."
As if from the thin air a dagger appeared in the Conquerorís
hand. A breeze blew through the square, fanning out the womanís hair
into a halo of inky black. The wind was too feeble to dry the nervous
sweat on Galenís forehead, and for a fleeting moment he wished for the
wind to take away his sprit, to carry him away from that piercing gaze
and that velvelty, detached alto voice.
"You betrayed your polis, your home," Xena continued,
making a sweeping gesture that encompassed both the city and all of
Greece. Her Greece. She stepped closer, crouching down when she
reached the semi-prone Galen. The man flinched when the Conquerorís
long hair brushed his cheek, a hundred claws scraping him and
infecting his flesh with her darkness.
He licked away the fine sheen of sweat on his upper lip when the
dagger descended, guided by a steady hand. The blade stopped when it
reached his chest, its tip resting gently against his shirt. It sliced
the fabric neatly, revealing a heaving chest.
"Most importantly... you betrayed Greece. And I am
Greece."
With that, the dagger drew blood. Galen uttered a small mewing
sound, his hands squeezed into fists. Slowly, evenly, the sharp blade
drew two perpendicular lines -- the Conquerorís X -- before drawing a
circle around them. The wound seeped clear crimson blood, a few drops
leaving their source and travelling down his chest.
"For this," the Conqueror continued, her tone
conversational as she pointed at the new wound, "youíll get
special treatment from Hades. Weíre old acquaintances." She rose
and waved for the guards.
The stupefied man was dragged away and Xena was already back in her
seat, cleaning her dagger, while the guards tied him down to the
scaffold. The executionerís first cut brought him out of his stupor.
The shadows of her palace over the city had grown long
before her day was over. The oncoming spring was making days longer
and fields greener, though nights were still cold; nature was waking
from its slumber, Kórinthos following suit. Xena paused at a
window and looked over her polis, wearing a sad smile.
There was something in her nature that was part of the primal
undercurrent of all living things. Her blood demanded things of her
and rarely could she refuse its calling. Hers was the soul of a
wanderer, her mind always set on tomorrow rather than the moment,
anticipating what was to come. Waiting, relishing change, horrified at
the thought of routine life. And here she was, the ruler of Greece,
watching over the finest jewel of her crown which she had fought so
hard for, and she was bored. What had been a new plaything had become
a burden.
She saw a flock of migrating birds take flight from the rooftops
and gather into a darkening cloud before heading north of the city,
towards their unknown destination. For a fleeting moment she wished
she could join them, before a discreet cough brought her out of her
reverie.
"Yes, Mentu?" she said without turning.
"How was your day today, Mistress?"
She smiled towards the setting sun, feeling the waning rays dance
on her high forehead, and considered. A treaty had been signed, and a
spy executed. "Fine."
"Ah." He paused. "Would you like to have your bath
now?"
She turned, the smile still twitching on her lips. The smile was
mirrored on Mentuhetepís handsome, if wrinkling, face. The man was
dressed in one of the flowing silk tunics he favoured, this one in the
muted green of deep forests, with gold embroidery. There was a faint
air of concern about him, but as far as Xena could remember the man
had always worried because of her. He was a friend, a mentor, a
strategist and a mother hen, all in one package.
"Yes, my friend," the Conqueror said and gently grasped
the manís forearm, drawing him towards her quarters. "And then
you can tell me about your day."
She ran her hand through the vapor, her gaze lingering on
the maze of the light gray vortex of the steam. Such fragile shapes
that disappeared in the blink of an eye, obediently following the
flick of her hand.
The bath was wonderful. It was scented with rose oil and flower
petals, the delicate scent rising from the hot water with the gray
mist. Barely below scalding, the water felt very... pure. Virginal. It
cleansed both her body and her soul, driving away the memories of
blood and black with its quiet insistence.
She heard a door open and close behind her and a familiar presence
permeated her consciousness. She closed her eyes lightly and smiled,
sensing with just the eyes of her heart.
"Hello, my love," the Conqueror hummed, her voice a low
purr. She lifted a leg out of the water and to the edge of the copper
tub, feeling the blast of cooler air as the water sheeted away from
her skin. Warm hands landed on her half-immersed shoulders, and then a
rustle of cloth told her that her lover knelt next to the tub.
"Hello," Gabrielle whispered and slid her hands forward,
breaking the surface of the water with her fingertips. The skin under
the water was slick and smooth and the bard rested her chin on the
edge of the tub, content to enjoy the silent closeness.
Water splashed as the leg on the tubís rim retreated and the
magnificient body turned in the water. Gabrielle was momentarily
entranced by the sight of two muscular buttocks bobbing up and down in
the water, but her attention was quickly drawn away by the Conquerorís
warm breath on her neck.
"Would you join me?" asked the throaty voice she so much
loved. Gabrielle turned her head and refocused on the dark womanís
eyes, now gone stormy blue and narrowed to mere slits. She knew the
depths of the promise that those eyes held. Gabrielle undressed
quickly and perched on the tubís rim, trailing a finger through the
archipelago of multi-coloured petals. It was hot but not too hot, and
so she went in.
Xena purred with delight when the cool, slippery body settled
between her legs. She wrapped her arms around Gabrielle, smoothing her
palms over the smaller womanís ribs before burying her head in the
golden locks in front of her. The scent of her hair was that of
outdoors, a memory of wild apples and sunshine in the errant strands
that tickled her face. She nuzzled into Gabrielleís hair, absorbing
the warmth of their connection.
Love. Such an odd feeling, with such odd effects. There seemed to
be a small nook inside her where love resided, showering her with gold
dust whenever the object of her affection came into view. It made her
light-headed, this small pit of warmth always erupting in her
abdomen. She would walk into Gabrielleís room and upon seeing that
lithe, gentle figure bent over a piece of parchment, with just the tip
of a lovely pink tongue showing between her teeth as she scribbled
furiously, Xena, the Conqueror, would feel her face form a smile, her
heart melting into a quivering puddle.
"How was your day, my bard?"
Gabrielle smiled at the gentle voice and rested her hand on a
convenient tanned knee that peeked above the surface of the
water. Trying very hard to ignore the feel of the Conquerorís breasts
and two nipples gently brushing her back, she rapped her fingers
against the knee. My day? Spent in my chambers, dreaming of
you. Half the time thanking the gods for who you are, the other half
wishing you were not what you are...
"The usual," she replied instead. "Went
shopping. Cleaned up my desk and handled your correspondence. Wrote a
poem."
"A poem?"
"Yes," the bard smiled and let her hand fall from the
knee. She followed the length of that beautiful thigh with her
knucles, feeling the small muscles jump as she neared the apex. Her
other hand submerged and found Xenaís forearm, stroking the corded
tendons under the smooth skin, knowing the criscross pattern of scars
on that arm by heart. Like a roadmap, it mapped the comings and goings
of a lifetime. "About you."
"About me?" The arms around her tightened momentarily and
she could feel the Conquerorís soft exhalation on her neck. There was
quiet wonder in the voice.
"You are my muse," Gabrielle said and, sliding a bit
lower, rested her head on Xenaís shoulder. The Conqurorís hand came up
from the water and found her cheek, stroking it gently before turning
it towards her.
The kiss was remarkably gentle, the lips that landed on Gabrielleís
smooth and soft, so unlike the rest of their owner. Gabrielle gripped
the forearms she was holding more tightly as she settled into the
kiss, her blood rising at the feel of the rosy petals on her mouth,
and of the incredible heat that came from the body behind her. She
could feel her body arching into the contact, her heart quickening
when Xenaís hands parted and one slid lower, to slowly brush her
stomach. The muscles over her ribcage quivered under the touch and she
moaned her protest into the kiss when the hand came back up. Higher
still, brushing the underside of her breast before--
They were rudely interrupted by the opening of the door and, more
specifically, by the valet who came in. A boy of no more than fifteen
summers, he was new and had yet to learn the utmost importance of
knocking before entering. Gabrielle broke the kiss upon the slam of
the door and whipped her head around just in time to see the boy
screech to a halt, a colour more suitable to beets than humans
creeping up his neck.
"What?!"
Even the bard flinched minutely at the Conquerorís tone, but the
boy looked as if he were going to faint right then and
there. Gabrielle scooted forward and fought the urge to sink under the
water to cool down the heat she felt creeping onto her cheeks.
The Conqueror, on the other hand, had no such qualms about
modesty. She put her hands on the rim of the tub and pushed herself up
from the water and over the edge, not pausing but striding
purposefully towards the boy. Water cascaded from her hair and off her
body, leaving a wet trail on the marble floor.
"Speak up! What is so important?"
The valet backed up a step and focused his gaze on the tips of his
shoes. That was the safest bet when the Conqueror was in this mood;
she didnít take kindly to oglers.
"Th--" His voice broke and he cleared his throat, trying
very hard to ignore the urge to look up. "Thereís a messenger
from Rome..."
"And it couldnít wait?"
"He, um, he said... it was urgent so..."
Xena waved him quiet and dismissed him. The valet fled in
relief. Not only was his life in less danger now; he was also in
desperate need of a bucket of cold water.
"Hold that thought," Xena said to Gabrielle before
grabbing a robe and heading out in search of Mentu.
Tiberius was an impatient man.
There was a certain barbarian beauty to the city of
Kórinthos, with its history of so many cycles not even ten men
could count with their fingers and toes. But he hailed from the
eternal city, where all roads led and, in his opinion, the centre of
the world. And here he was, having travelled across the sea, forced to
wait while this... Conqueror bathed.
He had heard many tales about the Conqueror, most stories
concentrating on either her beauty or on her cruelty, the majority of
them surely nonsense. But Tiberius had not had that much of a chance
to focus on foreign policy when the inner turmoils of his country were
so intense. The civil war had taken a toll on his family and his
fortune, and now... He shook his head to chase away the sight of the
bloody toga, ashamed of the fleeting sense of glee he felt when
finally, the man responsible for his downfall had payed for his crimes
against Rome.
Why this barbarian ruler of Greece was worthy of this trip was
beyond him. He had been sent away as soon as the deed had been
done. He tapped his foot against the marble floor, glancing at the
setting sun. Now, really. This woman -- woman! -- had the gall to keep
him waiting, and if she didnít have the grace to appear soon, he would
be forced to spend the night in this foreign city.
He paced to a window and, resting his hands on the windowsill,
leaned out. The last rays of the sun shot from across the sea and
bathed the clay roofs of the city in a disturbing colour of rusty
brown, like old blood. Glancing down, he saw that his tunic and the
white toga over it were coloured with a matching shade of faint
crimson.
"You come from Rome?"
The words startled him; he turned and, had he not stood next to the
wall, he would have backed up a step or two. How the woman had snuck
up so close without him noticing was a mystery. But there she stood,
her dark blue silk robe made darker still by the water that ran from
her hair. Tiberius doubted for a moment his decision to disturb the
Conquerorís bath. The ire in the cold blue eyes was plain.
"Yes. I have a message," he said and, cursing the
trembling of his hand, pulled a signet ring from inside the toga. It
held the image of the Gaul cock and a dagger. Brutus does have a
sick sense of humour, Xena thought and received the ring as well
as a roll of parchment. Giving the ring to Mentu who stood silently
behind her, she cracked open the purple seal.
Tiberius watched closely as the Conqueror unrolled the parchment
and scanned through it. He was most surprised by two things; that yes,
the woman was as beautiful as the stories claimed her to be, and that
there was such a wicked intelligence in the pale blue eyes. It was
wisdom of the cruel sort, he deduced when the corners of Xenaís mouth
curved up in a small smile.
"Excellent."
The parchment re-curled by itself and the Conqueror tapped her chin
with it, thinking. Nodding at a decision made, she whispered something
to Mentu who left the room, only to return with a box, tightly sealed
and wrapped in linen cloth. He handed it to Tiberius.
"Take this to Brutus, along with my regards, my
congratulations and," she paused and smiled a crooked grin,
"my commiserations."
Tiberius weighed the box in his hands, finding it heavy. There was
a faintly unpleasant air around it and when he brought it closer for a
sniff, he recognised the stinging smell of embalming fluids. Jerking
his head back, he looked up, cold nausea gripping his gut. There was a
faint, cruel smile on the Conquerorís lips; just the very tips of her
prominent canines were visible, resting on the crimson lower lip.
"Good day to you, my Lord," he said and bowed hastily
before retreating. He had to get out, fast.
Xena bit the inside of her cheek to stifle her
laughter. The pompous messenger had acquired the look of a rabbit
caught in a hunterís torchlight and he fled as quickly as his short
legs could carry him. Turning to face Mentu, she adjusted her robe. It
was clinging to her wet skin, her hair in turn clinging to it. It was
cold, and she still had unfinished business with Gabrielle. That
thought brought a wicked twinkle in her eyes.
"Is my courier ready?"
"He can sail at first light," Mentuhetep grinned. He
loved conspiracies as much as his Mistress did.
"Good," the Conqueror purred and paced to the small
writing desk in the corner of the reception room. Scribbling a quick
note, she sealed it with her crest and handed it to Mentu. "Send
this with the documents we found on Galen. And a flagon of the best
wine. Octavianus will want to toast."
Mentu bowed and left with his instructions. Pouring two goblets of
wine, she felt almost giddy, the palpable feeling of power over life
more intoxicating than the strongest of grappas. The intricacy of the
plan was just too delicious. She had now succesfully gotten rid of a
man she hated more than anything else, and was about to pit two
half-brothers against one another. Rome would be in chaos for moons,
maybe cycles to come. Taking a swig of the heady local product, she
imagined Brutusí face when he would open the gift and find out that it
was not wise to try to outsmart her. Or try to spy on her.
It was such a shame the rest of Galen was in such a disorganised
state. She would have preferred to send him whole but the nature of
his crime had been serious enough to demand that everything of him
below the chin was now in pieces best suited for dog food.
Oh, Hades, Gabrielle cursed and gave up. The ink
on her fingers wouldnít budge, no matter how hard she
scrubbed. Leaning back in the warm water, she took one flower petal
between her forefinger and thumb, crushing it to release its fragile
fragrance. They were the precious petals of springís first blooms, a
luxury few could afford. Gabrielle released the crushed petal back to
the water and pushed it around with her finger, smiling in muted
wonderment. How her life had changed in the past few years -- it was
enough to make her head spin.
With little effort she could see the face of her lover in her
mindís eye. The noble, predatory profile, the proud bearing and the
eyes that missed nothing. The quiet wisdom and the cool, detached
intelligence behind the eyes, and the fierce soul that governed above
all. The Conqueror was a sum of all things wild, polarised to the
extreme. And she, a former slave, a farmerís daughter, was this
remarkable womanís heartís chosen.
Not that I have any choice in the matter, Gabrielle smiled
and let her head loll back. There was a small spot inside her that
ignited whenever Xena touched her, or gazed at her in that inimitable
way that conveyed both dangerous passion and gentle love. In
retrospect, Gabrielle realised it must have been harder for her lover
to make the necessary mental adjustments. Sure, she herself had been
in turn bewildered, ashamed and totally perplexed at the emotions and
feelings that ran inside her, but the Conqueror... many a time, in the
privacy of the night, had the dark woman wept in silence.
The door opened with a barely audible squeak and the bard closed
her eyes, concentrating on that sound, on the rustle of silk and the
sound of wet feet on the floor. They came nearer before stopping
completely and Gabrielle opened her eyes to see the smiling face of
her lover. Xena handed her a goblet before gliding back into the bath.
"Now, where were we?"
Grimacing slightly at the heady taste of the wine, Gabrielle gave
the Conqueror an impish smile before taking hold of Xenaís free hand
and placing it on her breast. "Here," she whispered.
A shapely dark eyebrow rose. The Conquerorís goblet was set on the
tubís rim with a slight chink and she leaned forward. Gabrielle could
feel the hot breath on her cheek and a shiver travelled down her
spine, brought about by the water that suddenly felt cool against her
heated skin, and by the intensity that rolled in waves off the dark
woman. A thumb brushed against her nipple and a whimper escaped her.
Xenaís nostrils flared at the small sound of need and she smiled,
feeling her bardís heightened state in the frantic beat of the heart
under her fingertips. Suddenly, she reached into the milky water and
came back up with Gabrielle in her arms. The bard squeaked in
surprise. Water cascaded off them in a loud rush but neither cared
when lips found one another again, and the world around them
dissipated into a warm haze of desire. Without breaking the kiss, the
Conqueror stepped out of the bath and paced across the floor, carrying
the smaller woman with a casual display of strength. Settling her
precious cargo on the nearest flat surface, a dinner table covered
with a thick linen cloth, Xena finally extracted her lips and tongue
from the enticing mouth.
It never ceased to amaze her. In the almost thirty winters she had
fought and survived, never had she felt this way, never had one person
held such power over her. As she gazed down into the beatific, smiling
face of her bard, she fell in love all over again. The thick mane of
hair, spread around like a halo on the linen and around the beautiful
face, the green eyes gone dark and misty, pupils dilated to two dark
wells, two doors to the soul of the woman who had chosen to love
her. The Conquerorís heart ached with the sweet hurt of thirst never
quenched, and the unfamiliar feeling of... not deserving. A small hand
rose, and a finger traced a bulging vein in her bicep.
"You are so beautiful," Gabrielle whispered, brushing
back over the trail of goosebumps her finger had elicted. The skin was
smooth and taut, small rivers of water running down the elongated,
rounded ridges of muscle.
"No," the Conqueror hummed, brushing Gabrielleís cheek
with the back of her hand. Bending over the bard, she inhaled the
scent of roses and arousal on her lover. "You are."
And then there were no more words save for those spoken in passion.
Idleness was Tartarus.
Xena leaned back in her chair and tossed the quill in the general
direction of its case. She missed and the shaft clattered across the
massive ebony desk and fell to the floor. Entwining her hands, she bit
her lower lip, thinking.
Saba bent down to pick the quill up from the floor and settled it
quietly into its case. Resuming her attentive stand, she met the
Conquerorís eyes, fighting the ever-present urge to turn away her gaze
and run. The blue of the eyes was an icy shade, and with some angst
the small, olive-skinned woman watched the dance of small muscles in
the Conquerorís face. In clear relief they stood against the tanned
skin, bunching and relaxing. Not good.
"Saba. Iím bored."
The words said out loud what the First had been guessing all
along. Boredom was dangerous, especially when it came to Xena. The
Conqueror had the unfortunate tendency to take out her boredom on
others, in the cruelest and most inventive of ways.
Saba thought furiously, mentally flipping through appropriate
answers. Her job as the First was not easy, but she could only blame
herself for it. Since Talasí betrayal and Kadmusí death by the hand of
the traitor Galen, she had been next in line for the prestigious yet
dangerous position of the Conquerorís first in command. But she took
great pride in her job and in the fact that the Conqueror, one of the
most brilliant tacticians ever to grace the Known World, had faith in
her. Damned if she was going to let her commander down. Or lose to
that ever-present slippery, brown-nosing Etor. The man was just too
sleazy for his own good.
Snapping away from the intricate mental maze of palace politics,
Saba smiled at her commander.
"Peace can be frustrating, my liege."
Xena smiled back, raising a good-humoured eyebrow. In the power
struggle that had followed Talasí betrayal and resulting
dismemberment, Saba had proven her blood to be cold enough for this
job. Kadmus had received the job, though, but that was more a sign of
courtesy to the man who had been there for the Conqueror for so many
years. But Saba... the woman understood the soul of battle almost as
well as she did, and so far no complaints. The woman had been probity
itself.
Adjusting the weight of her helmet under her arm, Saba fleetingly
pondered suggesting a training session. But no, that usually ended up
in her getting the bejeezus smacked out of her and Anatoli, her
fiancee, would fuss over her again. Something different...
"A trading ship arrived yesterday," Saba began
tentatively.
"And?"
"They have a dealer of animals with them."
"Oh?" The other dark eyebrow joined its companion and the
Conqueror sat up. An unfortunate mishap on the stable masterís behalf
had killed two of her horses; the animals had gotten chow that had
thorn apple in it. So, shopping for new ones was not a bad idea. And,
since she was feeling wicked...
"Shall I ask him to stop by or...?"
"No," Xena said and rose, tugging her long blue-and-gold
tunic to settle it better. Upon seeing Sabaís confused expression, she
smiled a crooked smile and waved a hand at the nearest
window. "Itís perfect weather for a little stroll."
It was that time of the year when the fragile freshness
of spring is just about to give way to the full, suffocating blossom
of summer; weather was hot, the nights getting warmer, rain coming in
gentle, quick showers. The street was dry as bone, dust rising in
small clouds with every step. People of every profession, gender, age
and skin tone milled about, doing their daily shopping or hurrying on
some errand, seemingly oblivious to the blazing sun and the simmering
heat.
The Conqueror kicked a small pebble and watched it skitter across
the street. Unlike in the centre of the city where buildings and
temples were of marble and streets paved with stone, in this older
area near the harbour the streets were narrower, the buildings made of
sun-bleached red clay and heavy timbers. Kórinthos was an
ancient city, losing in size only to Athína and
Sparta. Before I visited, Xena added with a private smile.
It was debatable whether the town was better off with her influence
than the previous kingís but it was clear that Kórinthos
prospered. The number of inhabitants had grown by a sixth since last
summer, many families moving to fill in the places left by those who
died in the siege, lured in by the added business of having a new army
and a larger court as well as the increased safety in the city. For if
there was something the Conqueror was known for, it was her iron hand
of control. The city had never been so peaceful, so devoid of
criminals. Justice was swift and harsh, and most who contemplated
taking up a life of crime were convinced otherwise by the heads of
highway robbers that decorated the city gates, and by the moans the
wind carried from the murderers and rapists suffering the cross
outside the city gates.
Both the number of languages as well as the volume increased as
they neared the forum. The area was full of people and the Conqueror
pulled her big hat lower. Travelling incognito was imperative and so
both she and Saba had donned a disguise; the First was dressed in the
rough short tunic of a servant, carrying a basket, while Xena had
decided on a travelling salesmanís garb of an old shirt, leather
trousers and a large cartwheel hat to disguise her hair and provide
shelter from the sun and curious gazes.
The animal dealer was spotted easily; he had over a dozen horses
with him, all only semi-tamed. They trotted in their small pen, eyes
flashing and legs still weak from their journey. The Conqueror leaned
against the wooden fence, gazing speculatively at the horses.
"What do you think, Saba?"
The First stepped closer, casting a sideways glance at the taller
woman. "That young roan has potential, but the rest..." she
trailed off, making a frustrated gesture. The horses were fine, but
not quite as good as the Conqueror preferred. One clearly had a lame
leg, and the rest had obviously suffered from the travelling.
Xena nodded in agreement. Yes, the roan was the only one that was
noteworthy of them but she was still small and would most likely
remain so. Too small to carry her with armour and full gear. But...
"There are other animals."
Saba followed the Conquerorís nod and, true, there was an
assortment of cages on the opposite side of the pen, in the
shadows. Graceful shapes could be seen inside them, skittering,
jumping or prancing about. They walked closer, dismissing the monkeys
and parrots until they came to the largest of cages where two green,
piercing eyes regarded the world with venom. The Conqueror crouched
down, resting a hand on a wooden bar of the cage. The animal came into
motion and stepped into better light, eyes fixed on the Conqueror.
"Itís beautiful," Xena breathed, admiring the play of
muscles under the short, coarse black fur of the young panther.
The cat was wary, approaching with ethereally quiet, slow steps,
hissing at the woman who stared back with eyes as predatory as his
own. Baring his teeth, the cat hissed. The Conquerorís eyes narrowed
and her smile turned into a full grin. The animal had issued a
challenge, he was mocking her with a look of utter contempt, eyes
closed to small slivers of emerald.
"Wouldnít go that close if I were you, mate."
Xena turned towards the wry words, to see a man, the trader. He was
as big as an ancient tree, his legs two poles thicker than an oak and
just as solid. Dressed in just a pair of trousers and a leather apron,
carrying a big hammer, he had obviously been shoeing a horse. Pearls
of sweat dotted his forehead as he squinted down at this prospective
buyer.
"Heís been nothing but trouble since I bought him in Port
Saiid. Nobody wants him since heís untamed. Killed an animal keeper
when we were in Piraeus," he said, pointing with his hammer at
the wiry young animal. "You interested?"
Xena smiled before turning back towards the cage. Raising a
challenging eyebrow, she regarded the panther. He was still young and
though definetely a bundle of trouble, she had never been able to
resist a challenge. "Open the cage."
The trader looked at the Conqueror as if she was
half-witted. "Do you have a death wish?"
"Mistress, is this wise?" Saba whispered but Xena waved
her away. Snatching the keys from the trader, she opened the cage lock
and stepped inside.
The cage was just big enough for her to stand straight, and she did
so, gazing down at the animal. He had resumed his pacing, his eyes
never leaving Xena. The Conqueror crouched down, her concentration
solely on the predator. He was pacing in circles, muscles shifting and
twitching in smooth waves. The green gaze was hypnotic and the small
hairs at the nape of Xenaís neck rose as instincts kicked in. A small,
satisfied purr rose deep in her throat as she surrendered to her
instincts, nostrils flaring.
Suddenly, the panther lunged, jaws wide, claws thicker than a manís
thumb and sharp as awls aimed straight at Xena. But the Conqueror had
anticipated this, making a sideways dodge before launching into an
attack of her own. She caught the animal on his side and wrapped long
arms around the hot torso, the impact strong enough to send them
airborne. They hit the cageís bars forcefully, the wood groaning under
the immense stress. The cat howled in pain and Xena felt pain shoot
through her arm but she paid it no heed. Instead, she let out a roar
of her own and, bracing her feet against the bars, rolled to the floor
with the panther under her.
She was passively aware of the yells and screams of the trader and
Saba but her world was one of musky animal scent, coarse fur and
claws. The paws got her on both shoulders, raking long, bloody furrows
on her back and tearing away her shirt sleeves before she got a better
hold. The pantherís breathing was laboured because the Conquerorís
knee was pressing into his ribcage, and he roared. The Conqueror felt
the hot breath on her cheek, knowing sharp teeth were not far
away. She twisted her head and got the panther on his jaw with her
head. The animal twitched, momentarily dazed, and Xena took advantage
of the situation. Rolling the big body over and mustering all her
strength, she stood up with the panther in her arms. The animal
twisted and turned, frustrated growls accompanying the frantic
flailing of limbs, but in vain.
The Conqueror held on, burying her head in the thick fur and
concentrating. Her arms trembled under the heavy weight, the shifting
of powerful muscles a fluid dance under her fingers. But soon the
animal tired himself out, the powerful ribcage expanding and
contracting rapidly. Xena set the animal down and, before he could
attack again, stepped out of the cage.
"That was... insane," Saba hissed between clenched teeth.
"Yes," the Conqueror replied and aimed one of her
dazzling white smiles at the First. She turned back towards the cage,
baring her teeth to the cat. The animal replied with an equally deadly
smile and concentrated on chewing her hat. Xena laughed in
delight. This one... I have to have. She turned to the dealer
who was now paler than Sabaís tunic.
"How much for the cat?"
"Uh..." he began but was unable to say more. The merchant
had suddenly turned into a woman, a long mane of midnight black hair
free of its confines, blue eyes regarding him with piercing
clarity. He was sure he had seen the woman somewhere before. But
where? This was his first time in Kórinthos.
A tall, thin man followed by a squad of soldiers made their way
through the small crowd that had gathered, shoving people aside with
sharp elbows and well-placed pushes. It took some moments but finally
they reached the battered Conqueror and bewildered Saba.
"Mistress," Mentu said and bowed slightly. There was
gentle reproach in his voice.
"Yes?" said the Conqueror, oblivious to the tone and the
tingle of the long but shallow cuts on her back.
"An urgent message. From Thracea."
Dark eyebrows rose. The northern province had been a constant
source of trouble for the past five years but none of the local
trouble would merit a such a message to the capital.
"Pay this man and arrange for the panther to be brought to the
palace," the Conqueror told Mentuhetep before starting for the
palace, Saba and the troops in tow.
The crowd dissipated quickly. The trader got two gold coins for the
cat, thrice the requested price, and he bit a coin to test its
validity. Sure enough, it was gold. He turned the money in his hand,
wiping the sweat off his brow with one arm. When he flipped it over
again, he knew why the woman was so familiar. It was the same
all-seeing eyes that gazed back at him from the coin.
The twin doors opened forcefully, hitting the wall with a
dull thud. The conversation silenced as if cut with a knife, everybody
turning towards the doors.
"What," the Conqueror growled, waving a piece of
parchment, "is the meaning of this?!" She strode closer to
the massive wooden table of the war council and the parchment hit the
surface, the heavy fist that followed it landing hard enough to make
the quills and goblets on the table jump. An uneasy silence landed,
everybody avoiding the ired ruler.
"Itís Brutus, my liege," said Etor finally,
bowing. Behind Xena, Saba rolled her eyes.
"Of course itís Brutus," the Conqueror thundered, waving
her arm so that half of the council as well as most of the table was
showered with blood from her wounds. There had not been time to attend
to them. "Has he gone insane?"
"Apparently," said Erasmus, a general nearing his
fortieth cycle. He had lost an arm in the Massacre of Cirra, his empty
tunic sleeve tucked discreetly into his Roman-style toga. There was
tired irony in his voice but he was entitled to that; the whims of
rulers had cost him so much already, ever since he had been a young
lieutenant in the Persian rulerís court. An arm, a family, a good
nightís sleep.
Xena grunted in agreement and pushed up the sleeves of her torn
shirt. She hadnít had time to change either so she stood out like a
weed in a garden of sparkling artificial flowers, her simple and dusty
garb so much in contrast to the rest of the council. They tactfully
ignored Xenaís out of place clothes as well as the sluggishly seeping
wounds on her back. The Conquerorís more eccentric excercises were
rarely salutary.
"Status report, then."
Ironically enough, the general responsible for the northern
defences, for Greeceís border against Rome, was a Roman. His name was
Titus, a man whose deviousness was only overcome by his sense of
discipline. He was a beautiful sight to behold: thick, short dark
hair, eyes with lashes any courtesan would have killed for, and the
mouth of a professional debauchee. But looks could be deceiving, his
loyalty was unquestionable. He hated Rome like only a child can hate
an abusive father.
Titus pulled out a map of the appropriate region and anchored it
with two apples and a silver goblet. Pointing with a slender dagger,
he spoke in detached, cool tones.
"The Roman army has crossed the River Zrinos in Dalmatia and
are headed towards the Sar Mountains. My estimation is that theyíre
headed towards Dacia. So, no direct threat to us but..."
"... theyíre stepping on our toes," Xena finished,
leaning towards the map. She took one of the apples holding the scroll
open and carved a slice with her dagger. Chewing on the fruit, she
tapped the map with her finger. "If they do conquer Dacia, our
land route to the continent is blocked."
A round of nods went around the table.
"But why?" asked Erasmus.
Xena shrugged. "Brutus is a pompous man. He needs to show that
he and the rest of the conspirators are a better choice than--"
She paused, a crooked smile appearing on her face. "Caesar."
The conversation trailed off to further speculation on the Romansí
motives. The Conqueror sat down to her chair, dissecting the apple
with methodical precision, and followed the tide and ebb of talk
around the table. As usual, Saba and Etor came close to blows; only a
sharp word from Tyra, the councilís eldest, prevented an all-out
fight. The wrinkled woman with eyes cold as two chips of flint
tolerated no ego battles.
Over two candlemarks passed and the wrestle with the panther
reminded Xena of itself in the form of stiffening muscles and the
unyielding pull of coagulated blood in her back. Suddenly she stood
and clapped her hands. The conversation toned down to a quiet hush.
"Motives are not important. Whatís the troop status on the
northern border?"
"About... two thousand footmen and hoplites, six hundred on
horses," replied Titus, after consulting a scroll. "Not
enough," he added, quite unnecessarily.
"Well then." The Conqueror was unable to keep the smile
from forming on her face. It flashed white in the low candlelight, and
she could already hear her blood whispering to her. She drew an
imaginary line on the map with her dagger, before thrusting it into
the table. It swayed gently, throwing nervous shadows over Macedonia.
"War it is."
The shadow of the palace grew heavy, The candles had wilted down to mere stumps, the flames
flickering across the walls. They danced to some unheard tune, the
gentle yellow light throwing nervous shadows over the scroll-covered
desk and high-backed chair, settling in on its occupant.
Gabrielle drained the last drops of her herb tea, rolling the
cooling liquid in her mouth and enjoying the tickle of the leaves
against the insides of her cheeks. Setting the wooden cup and the
scroll on the nightstand, she fluffed the pillows and leaned back, her
gaze settling on Xena. A small pang of worry shot through her chest.
It had been almost a week since the message from the northern
border had reached the capital. Since then, the palace had seen a
veritable stream of soldiers, commanders and messengers, men and women
from every corner of the nation. The bard had been caught in the
torrent as well; her days had been full of cataloguing, arranging and
organising. People knew the leverage she had with the Conqueror and
thus utilised every possible tactic to influence Xena via her. But
Gabrielle hadnít travelled through Greece with the Conqueror without
learning a thing or two.
Pinching the bedside candle, the bard wriggled down in the bed,
sleep heavy on her eyelids. She gazed at her lover, who sat in her
customary chair, hunched over a parchment. The Conquerorís skin shone
dark bronze in the mellow waves of the candlelight, and as she bit the
quillís shaft, the furrows on her forehead deepened like dunes and
recesses in a twilight desert, evidence of her concentration even in
the face of the distraction of recent days.
The quill descended and Gabrielle listened to the scratch of the
lettering. Numerous such notes had left the Conquerorís hand that day
and the air in the palace was tense with both trepidation and gleeful
anticipation. The atmosphere was affecting Xena as well; she had been
a woman of even fewer words recently, her mind caught up in the
intricacies of her art.
War.
Gabrielle mulled over the word, turning it around in her mouth. It
had been almost a year since the Conqueror had covered the last of
Laconía with Spartan blood. A year of change, and a year of a
new life. There had been bad times and good times, and then there were
times when the bard had been sure her heart would burst over her love
for Xena.
She let her gaze linger on her lover. The face that was a bit too
angular to be beautiful in the traditional sense of the word, and the
strong curve of muscular shoulders. The play of tendons on the back of
Xenaís hand as she scribbled on the scroll. The look the dark woman
had was one of tired concentration, and something more. The war fever,
bubbling just under the surface. The minute twitching of her jaw
muscles testified that she was nearing the dark abyss; it was as if
Xenaís blood was commanding her to enjoy the deathly harvest her hands
reaped. Sometimes the message got through and the Conqueror did smile,
but always the smile was the kind that Gabrielle never wanted to
see. It never reached the eyes.
"Itís nearing midnight."
The dark head rose at the quiet words and turned. The unconscious
cruel smile mellowed into a gentler one as the Conqueror set the quill
down. Straightening her fingers, Xena heard the faint crack of her
knuckles. Grimacing as abused bones settled into place, Xena poured
fine sand over the ink and then blew it off before putting the
parchment away. "This can wait till morrow," she whispered
and, changing her tunic to a simple shift, she put out all the candles
save for one and climbed into their bed.
Gabrielle sighed quietly as the bed swayed and she tugged her lover
closer, until the Conqueror reclined next to her. Playfully rubbing
the dark head with her jaw, the bard wrapped both arms around
Xena. The weight of the Conquerorís arm on her chest was reassuring
and she massaged the hard nubs of muscle in Xenaís back, carefully
avoiding the bandages. A small tired purr of delight tickled
Gabrielleís neck and she smiled to the distant ceiling before closing
her eyes.
The room was quiet. From outside, only the distant sounds of
walking guards and the even more distant night birds disrupted the
silence. Gabrielle counted the steps of the guard just outside their
door. One, two, three, four and turn. One, two, three four...
It would continue like so until the morning, the guards changing every
hour.
She felt the woman in her arms shift, the hand that rested just
below her left breast twitching in sleep. The mane of silken hair
tickled her throat and she brushed it gently aside. In the light of
the single, guttering candle the bard could see Xenaís neck cord,
sinews standing out as the Conqueror walked through tortured sleep.
It was well past the witching hour before Morpheus claimed the
bard.
"This... was unnecessary, Helioa," the
Conqueror tsked and rested her sword against her shoulderguard.
The man on the ground coughed as if to reply but the cough just
brought a new gush of blood with it. It trickled past his lips and
meandered down his cheeks in thick, crimson rivulets. His brow
twitched, the muscles there trying to find irony in dying, and then it
was over.
The Conqueror crouched down to close the manís eyelids. With one
bloodied hand she brushed the skin to cover his pale gray eyes, the
pain now gone from them. She sighed, resting the tip of her sword
against the rough gravel and in turn, her forehead against the cool
metal of the hilt. It was sticky but she didnít care; blood washed
away easily enough. Stupid, Helioa. Really stupid. And I had to
kill you for that.
She had once ridden with Helioa, back in the days when she was
nothing more than an upstart warlord driven by hate instead of
reason. The man had been good for her, teaching her what he knew of
battle tactics and she had then repayed him by killing his wife and
stealing his army. No wonder he had attacked. You just picked the
wrong time, she smiled down at the corpse, shaking her
head. Nothingís going to prevent me from reaching
Thracea. Nothing. But you always were naive.
She stood up, wiping her forehead with the back of her
hand. Sweeping the excess blood off her sword between a thumb and
forefinger, she stepped over the body, towards Saba. The sword
slithered into its sheath with a faint scrape of steel against
leather, the sound indiscernible over the screams of the wounded and
dying. The Conquerorís ears pricked at the sound, her dark half
drinking in the music of pain.
"All clear?"
The First nodded in reply to the Conqueror and made a sweeping
gesture over the narrow road and surrounding fields. As far as the eye
could see, all the way to the tree line, the young crops had been
trampled and slashed. The green was no longer green; it was a sickly
shade of reddish brown, the ground littered with bodies leaking their
lifeís essence into the uncaring earth.
Saba turned back to her lieutenants and spoke rapidly. The men
nodded and ran to fulfil their instructions. The necessary aftermath
of a battle. Already, the field healers were furiously at work,
patching up gaping wounds and drugging those few unfortunates who had
lost a limb but had the misfortune of surviving.
"This surprise attack cost us a few men but otherwise, no
problem," the First commented, wiping her hands and neck with a
piece of linen. Her eyes narrowed as she gazed across the
battlefield. "Excellent excercise for the new troops."
"Yes," the Conqueror smiled. Saba glanced at her
commander and she felt the little hairs on her arms and at the nape of
her neck rise. The smile was there again. She had not seen it on the
Conquerorís face since the Battle of Váthia, when the last of
the Spartans had been eradicated. But here it was, mocking the
sanctity of death with its brazen, obvious glee.
"Thereís a small valley about half an hourís march away,"
Saba continued.
"Yes. Send word to the main contingent about this," Xena
said, indicating the battle. "Weíll stop for the night at the
valley." The first bowed and left to find Erasmus, the one other
war council member to ride with the lead troops. The rest were
scattered throughout the various sections of the army, so as not to
place all their eggs in one basket.
Saba and Xena had an ongoing argument over whether the Conqueror
should ride in the front or not. Of course, the potential danger was
greater, but Xena wouldnít have missed this for the world. And it was
her duty to be an example to her troops. If they were willing to risk
life and limb for her, surely she must offer the same to them. And the
men respected this. Pausing in their work, they either bowed or
offered shy yet smug smiles to her as she passed them. She smiled
back, occasionally nodding, and then the men strove twice as hard. She
was a leader with honour, and thus it would be an honour to fight and
die for her.
Pausing to wash her hands and get a drink of water, she continued,
walking slowly across the clearing. Her eyes swept the ground,
counting the number of slain soldiers, both hers and the riff-raff
that had been Helioaís troops. And looking for Gabrielle. She knew the
bard had travelled with a smaller group right behind her, and they had
arrived when the battle had been at its worst. Now, the Conqueror
guessed, her love would be in one of the healersí tents, bandaging
wounds and administering herbs.
As it was, her judgement was sound. She heard the soft, musical
voice of the bard coming from inside one of the large tents, soothing
words filling every void between the groans and screams of the
suffering. The Conqueror lifted the flap and stepped into the
tent. Everybody fell silent, even the badly wounded.
"As you were," the Conqueror commanded quietly and the
healers bent to their tasks again, shooting wary glances towards the
tall, dark figure.
Xena paced closer and sat down next to Gabrielle who was bandaging
the leg of a young hoplite. The manís face was pale, from both blood
loss and because he had forgotten how to breathe when the Conqueror
had stepped in. His high commanderís eyes raked over him. The long
gash in his shank hurt like Tartarus but heíd rather endure the pain
than break down in tears before the Conqueror.
"Howíre you doing?"
The bard resisted the urge to roll her eyes but allowed a small
snort of laughter. Sometimes, not often but sometimes, she thought
Xena would make a perfect brooding hen. The way she watched over her
so carefully was occasionally downright amusing. Like now.
"Me? Except for having an aching back from helping to carry
this fellow here," she laughed, gesturing towards the scared
young man, "Iím peachy. You were the one doing the
fighting."
The Conquerorís eyes flickered to the soldier. His other leg jerked
reflexively, as if he wanted to run away. Xena smiled inwardly and
focused on the bard again. There was a small smile on Gabrielleís
lips.
"How was it?"
"Easy," said the Conqueror succinctly. Finishing with the
bandage, the bard patted the manís hand and his pallor lessened
somewhat. Turning towards her lover, the fair-haired woman gave the
bloodied figure sitting next to her a once-over and reached out a
tentative hand. It brushed a swirl of the Conquerorís breast plate,
wiping away most of the blood there and revealing a faintly gleaming
bronze curve.
"Any of this yours?" Gabrielle asked, smearing the blood
between her fingers. Though it was a warm day, a shiver passed through
her -- the vague chill of premonition, and remembrance.
"No," Xena murmured back, lifting a hand and studying the
plethora of small nicks and cuts on her knuckles. It had been a long
time since her hands had looked like this, the stitchery of war sewn
into her hands. "Except for this one cut here," she
continued, twisting slightly to show a shallow gash of about a span in
her side, "Iím unhurt."
The leather was warm, the surface slightly nubbly and moist from
all the blood it had absorbed. Gabrielle rested her hand near the cut
in the tight bodice, feeling the material go taut as the Conqueror
breathed in. The breast plate had taken the lionís share of the
swordís impact, and the wound posed no danger. No stitches. But...
"Iíll put a bandage on it," Gabrielle said and turned to
reach for the linen strips made for that purpose. Her hand was
stopped, however.
"Later. When we stop for the night."
The night embraced her, The Conqueror lay waiting, savoring The black leather had cooled. It was now mute, inorganic,
just an item of clothing.
Gabrielle drew blood as she bit her lower lip to distract herself
from the pain of the needle. It was difficult, pushing the thin sliver
of metal through the thick hide, and her fingers were already reddened
from the work. But only a few stitches to go and the long gash in the
bodice would be closed again. Of course the Conqueror had a spare set
of leathers but the bard had a certain thriftiness ingrained in
her. The last stitch tightened and the bard tied a neat knot at the
end. Setting the leather and the needle down, she rubbed her fingers
to lessen the stinging pain.
The tent was quiet; she had been concentrating on the sewing and
Xena on eating and reading. The Conqueror sat at the other end of a
big table, absentmindedly dabbing at a small bowl of olive oil and
garlic with a piece of bread. Her eyes were riveted on a scroll, the
latest report from Thracia. The candles were lit already, the twilight
indiscernible through the crimson canopy.
A dark head rose from behind her seat and twisted to peer at the
bard with curious, cunning green eyes. It took Gabrielle a few moments
to register the new presence but when she did, she jumped a bit and
scooted swiftly to the other end of her seat.
"Uh, Xena..."
The Conquerorís head rose. "Yes?"
"Iím still not convinced heís safe," Gabrielle said,
pointing discreetly at the animal. The panther chose just that moment
to yawn, his pink tongue lolling out between razor-sharp teeth.
The Conqueror smiled and set the scroll down. "Androdameios
and I have come to an agreement."
The black panther shifted his gaze when he heard his name. Yes,
they had reached a truce, after another round of wrestling. It was
still a rather uneasy one but both knew the limits. He understood that
surviving was good, and he would do so if he became an ally to the
tall, dark human. As an enemy, she had shown her power. Not even the
strongest predator could survive long if he werenít prudent as well.
It was the eleventh day of their journey and already they were more
than half-way to their destination. Having crossed the Thessalian
plain without incident they were nearing the coast of the Aegean
Sea. They followed the River Piníos that flowed between two
mountains, like a border between warring giants; in the distance, the
ever-cloudy tip of Mount Olympus was visible, and behind them was the
shadow of Mount Óssa, following them through the day.
The rush of the river was their background music, blanketing the
noise of the war camp. The main bulk of the army was still residing
near the city of Lárisa, the crown jewel of the Thessaly
region, restocking supplies. The front point of the army was marching
with the Conqueror, waiting for the rest in Pieria.
Gabrielle rose, tentatively patting the animalís big
head. Androdameios narrowed his eyes but let the blonde woman pet
him. She didnít smell of danger, unlike the dark one.
Pacing quietly around the table, the bard came to stand behind the
Conquerorís chair. Leaning in, she kissed the dark hair, lingering to
enjoy the silken, smooth strands and the faint scent of bergamot.
"Can I lure you out for a walk?"
Xena set the parchment down and twisted in the chair. There was a
small, warm smile on Gabrielleís face, her eyes reflecting the candles
into a millions specks of soft, flickering yellow.
"Of course," the Conqueror smiled and gently grasped the
bardís smaller hand in hers. "Iíll get our cloaks."
The guards straightened with a muted clang of armour plates as the
Conqueror emerged from her tent. Xena paused at the flap, waiting for
Gabrielle to pass under her arm before letting the heavy fabric fall
down again. The dark womanís nostrils twitched as the moist, heady
scent of night air tickled the back of her throat. The air in the tent
had gotten a bit stuffy and now, as oxygen flowed freely into her
lungs again, she felt her senses heighten.
"Everything in order, Linus?"
The guard captain blinked the last of the impending sleep in his
eyes away. He had taken the guard duty when one of his men had lost a
finger in the dayís battle. He hadnít expected the Conqueror to be in
the mood for a stroll... but then again, he reminded himself, it was
not wise to assume anything of the Conqueror. Talas had done so and
paid dearly for it. Linus still shivered at the memory of the
mutilated man, a screaming piece of meat hanging on the door.
"Ah, yes, my lord," he stammered and bowed. Xena nodded
and turned towards the other guard. Eustis, if I remember
correctly. The manís posture was almost painfully erect. Giving
him a once-over, she turned back.
"Weíre going for a walk," the Conqueror said. Before
Linus could ask, she raised a hand. "No need for an escort. I
think Iím capable of taking care of myself." Her smile shone
white in the pale moonlight. Linus swallowed his protest and just
bowed again.
The command tent was situated near the centre of the camp, on a
slight rise in the elongated grassy plain. It offered a good view of
the camp, the bonfires of the guards like gigantic fireflies scattered
between the tents. The Conqueror took possession of Gabrielleís hand
as they walked down the gently sloping ridge, taking in the view in
comfortable silence.
If there was one thing Gabrielle never stopped admiring in her
lover, it was her inhuman patience, coupled with an infallible sense
of the surrounding atmosphere. The Conqueror accepted the greetings
and bows from her troops with grace and exchanged a few words with her
officers. She was a commander who took her army and her wars very
personally.
They walked through the camp, navigating between the tents that
were arranged with precision. It reminded Gabrielle of a ghostly
pantomime, the spectacle created by bonfires that shone through the
white tents, and the silhouettes of soldiers like puppets at a
childrenís theatre. Finally they came to the perimeter guard, men
standing in solemn silence, eyes raking over the surrounding
landscape.
"Would you like to see the river?"
The words startled the bard out of her trance and she turned her
head to smile up at the shadowed face of her lover. Squeezing gently
the hand that held hers, she nodded, her gaze lingering on the
beautiful curve of a cheekbone and the mahogany highlights in the
midnight black hair. "Yes, please."
They found a small ridge where the river and the tree line met, a
short rock face plunging steeply into the river topped by a soft mound
of grass. The Conqueror sat down, resting her back against an ancient
oak before parting her cloak and pulling the bard into her lap.
"Mmmm," Gabrielle sighed, the hum barely discernible
through the constant rush of water flowing below them. She wriggled,
adjusting her back comfortably against Xenaís breastplate and drawing
the long arms more tightly around her.
"Comfortable?"
The warm, throaty timbre of the voice tickled the bardís ears and
she turned her head to the side, resting her cheek against the
Conquerorís warm chest in order to hear the strong, slow beat of her
heart.
"Very."
Xena smiled down towards the fair head, almost white in the pale
moonlight. The moon threw a fluorescent bridge over the mercurial,
nervous surface of the river, the glint of silver on black water
hypnotising. The earth was still warm, the warmth of the day seeping
from the soil into the indigo sky.
Bending her head down, she caught the scent of wild flowers and
herbs, the scent of Gabrielleís soap. So familiar was the smell she
would have recognised it anywhere. Tightening her hold on her love,
the Conqueror sighed deeply. It wouldnít be long before her darkness
claimed her again, and then there would be no time for moments like
these. Already, she could feel the coldness inside her gather,
reaching its icy fingers of death towards her core.
"Xena..." the bard breathed, unsure of how to voice her
thoughts.
"Yes?"
"Iím having... a bad feeling about this." There. It was
out.
"About what?" the Conqueror asked, her brows drawing
together.
"All this," Gabrielle answered, gesturing towards the
north. "The coming war. The world of death weíre entering."
Xena turned the smaller woman in her lap so she half-faced
her. Pushing away an errant strand of blonde hair behind an ear, the
Conqueror placed her hand on Gabrielleís cheek. The bard leaned into
the contact and turned her eyes towards her lover. The Conquerorís
heart lurched at the look of silent, gnawing worry and hesitant fear
in the green eyes, and she bit her lower lip so as not to yell at the
world for putting that look in the eyes of the woman she loved.
"I know. But I must."
"I understand. But..." the sentence trailed off and
Gabrielle turned her eyes back towards the river, envious of natureís
inability to feel. She had slept uneasily, her dreams inhabited by
black blood, blacker death and -- blackest of them all -- she had seen
her love sink into that sea of darkness, swallowed by the liquid more
evil than the waters of River Styx.
"Shhh. Itís going to be all right," Xena murmured,
pressing the fair head against her chest. Caressing the silken hair,
she felt Gabrielleís uneven breathing, knowing the bard was fighting
tears. Her own heart full and overflowing with the fleeting feel of
pain, she began to sing. It was a quiet song, just between her, her
love and the uncaring river.
They sat like that for a long time, the bard cocooned in the arms
of the Conqueror, both smelling the rich scent of gathering dew and
the thriving forest. Apollo rode his silver chariot across the skyís
arc, gathering the stars with him until the moon was at its brightest,
the heart of midnight at hand. Gabrielle had entered a hazy state of
nonexistent time that was not quite sleep, when she felt the arms
around her twitch and then freeze.
"What...?" she began, lifting her head. A finger landed
on her lips, silencing her. There was a new gleam in the Conquerorís
eyes, a shade of slate gray harder than rock. Xena cocked her head, a
listening pose so familiar Gabrielle recognised immediately what was
wrong. Someone was coming, and from the wrong direction.
"Four men. Armed," the Conqueror hissed and unwrapped her
hands from under Gabrielleís cloak. Cool night air hit her chest and
she could feel goosebumps raise there. Smoothing her hand down the
familiar ridges of her cuirass, she extracted her long dagger from
underneath it. Her muscles thrummed with the sudden surge of
adrenaline and she grinned. She could down four men wielding nothing
more than a toothpick.
With hand signals she gestured for the bard to run back to the camp
and alert the perimeter guard. Gabrielle nodded, laying her hand
momentarily on Xenaís forearm. Be careful, she mouthed and
waited for the answering smile before dashing quietly off.
When the bardís footsteps faded away, the Conqueror went around the
tree and closed her eyes to better concentrate on what she
heard. Mentally filtering away the hiss of water and the rustle of
leaves in the gusty wind, she could hear two tell-tale sounds: the
high, faint whine of wind on an unpulled bowstring, and the rustle of
cloth against leather half-armour.
No, three sounds. The rapid beating of hearts was there as
well. She could smell the excitement, fear and tension in the men. She
smiled and started on an intercepting path. There was nothing sweeter
than a pre-emptive strike on unsuspecting attackers.
It took her a little under a quarter of a candlemark to get on the
menís path, so slowly and carefully she treaded. The men were well
inside an arrowís range and would pass her position in moments. So the
Conqueror put the dagger between her teeth and took to the
trees. Settling on a thick branch, she sat down to wait.
The men emerged from the bushes in a small cluster, probably in
direct defiance of their training, but they did not expect guards this
far away from the main camp. Xena smiled and pulled her feet under
her, grabbing a good hold of the limb. She let them all pass and just
as the last man was under the tree, she took a deep breath and swung
down.
She caught the man totally by surprise. He had time to utter half
of a syllable before her feet hit his head. He fell to the ground like
a sack of potatoes, out cold. Xena let go of the branch and hit the
ground rolling, to bleed off the momentum. When she came to a stop,
she straightened and faced the rest of the small squad.
For a fleeting moment, everything was completely still. The three
men had turned at the small sound, to find their comrade on the
ground, replaced by a smiling, shadowy figure in glinting armour. Then
the moment broke and they rushed her.
She dodged the first sword with ease and caught the man with a
jarring blow to his solar plexus. All the air wooshed out of him and
he fell down, trying to catch his breath, while the Conqueror caught
the second sword aimed at her with the hilt of her dagger. Sparks flew
in the darkness and she smiled, twisting to one side and parrying
another blow with such force that the manís sword flew into the
bushes. The dagger plunged into his side and brought with it a thick
stream of blood as it was withdrawn. The man screamed, his leathers
quickly stained by the rich liquid as it flowed out of him to the
frantic beat of his heart. The Conqueror finished him off with another
stab between two ribs, this time aiming at his heart. A horizontal
twist and the organ was sliced neatly in half.
The last man had gotten his bow ready and was aiming straight at
her, his hands shaking. Even in the feeble light Xena could see the
trembling and she smiled cruelly at him before turning towards the
other man, who had gotten his breath back. Before he could lift his
sword, however, the dagger found its mark in his throat. He died with
his lifeís essence showering across the bushes, an agonising wet
scream echoing in the night.
The whisper of feathers as they flew through the air was like
thunder to her ears and she turned lazily, catching the quarrel with
negligent skill. The archerís eyes widened but before he could pull
out his dagger, the Conqueror was upon him. She wielded the arrow like
a knife, parrying his arm with it before embedding it deep into his
thigh. A groan of pain left his lips and he grabbed the thick
shaft. His eyes, filled with pain, lifted and found hers, and all hope
drained from him. The gleam in the deathly blue eyes held no mercy.
"Youíll be the entertainment tonight," the Conqueror
smiled before rendering him unconscious with a jab behind an ear.
"Another."
The interrogator nodded to Xena and wiped sweat off his brow with
the back of his thick glove. Turning towards the bowl of hot coals, he
took a hold of another one of the long, thin spikes. Its shaft glowed
faintly red and white, the smell of hot metal momentarily overpowering
that of charred flesh. He placed it against the prisonerís forearm and
pushed it slowly in.
The Conqueror leaned back in her chair, her eyes drooping almost
closed. She let the manís choked scream wash over her before receding
into the background. His voice was getting hoarse from all the
screaming. Twirling one of the metal spikes in her hand, this one
cold, she stretched her long legs in front of her and stifled a
yawn. The man was just too stubborn for his own good.
"Why are you here, Terminus?"
He shook his head, cursing the moment he had let his name slip from
his lips. The interrogator chose just that moment to twist one of the
long spikes in his arm. The searing pain of freshly-cauterised tissue
tearing open caused another incoherent mewing plea leave his throat
and he bit his tongue in half. To smell the burning of one's own flesh
was something no remotely sane man wished upon even his worst enemies.
"Thatís just nine spikes. We can go to triple digits before
you die."
The prisonerís breathing was erratic and a coughing sob escaped his
lips. Squeezing his eyes shut so that he wouldnít see his forearm,
which was beginning to look alarmingly like a hedgehog, he grunted
something in his native tongue. The Conqueror leaned forward, tapping
the manís knee with the spike she held.
"Cave quid dicis, quando, et cui, Terminus," she replied
to the manís curse, smiling at the surprised look in his eyes. "I
have many skills."
He cursed and yanked feebly at the bindings that pinioned him to
the chair. Every move shot a jarring jolt of pain through him but it
was of no consequence. The eyes that he had met were filled with a
promise of more. Darkness itself had gazed at him, and he felt his
blood grow cold. The pain in his arm and in his head from the kick all
receded back, to be replaced by despair. He knew he wasnít getting out
of this chair alive.
He inhaled unevenly and reopened his eyes. His gaze was drawn to
his arm, the narrow metal spikes like gigantic sewing needles
quivering with the tremor of his abused muscles. There was little
blood since the searing heat closed the wounds immediately. His
stomach twisted.
"You are trying my patience," Xena sighed and rose. The
spy was more stubborn than he looked, and more idiotic. She already
knew why they were here; it didnít take a genius to determine they
were Roman spies. The leather armour and the bow threading, so
different from the Greek norm, were all tell-tale signs. But of course
she had to be sure.
"Another."
It was on the seventeenth day of their journey when the
front ranks of the army left the central Macedonian plains and headed
north towards the mountains. The terrain was getting rougher, rolling
hills and sparse woods making the progress difficult. That night they
made camp along the Vardar, the river feeding into the Aegean Sea near
Thessaloníki.
The sun was but a few degrees above the tree line when the
Conqueror reached the advance troops sent to build the
camp. Dismounting her horse, she stretched her aching legs, the
muscles trembling from the strain the dayís ride had put on them. She
was nearing her target and impatience was taking control.
"Good girl," Xena murmured to her horse, scratching the
sensitive nose. The steedís nostrils twitched and she bumped her
mistress gently with her big, shapely head. The Conqueror butted back,
laughed and gave a final pat before handing the reins to her stable
master. "Be good to her today, Scyleia."
The woman nodded and patted the mareís side. Her hands were as big
as a bearís paws and Xena had once been a witness to an occasion when
Scyleia had arm-wrestled and drunk most of her honour guard under the
table, no mean feat even for an Amazon.
Xena watched the retreating woman and horse, hiding a sad
smile. She had been spending less and less time with Argo and the mare
was obviously missing her mistress, as much as the Conqueror was
missing her. It was good to spend some time with her horse, and the
mare was excited as well, performing with agility and stamina unheard
of in a horse her age.
Casting one last glance towards her noble honey-coloured steed, the
Conqueror turned away and started for her tent. She could see the
crimson canopy above the troopsí tents, the bright red made almost
coppery by the warm, tinted light of the setting sun. The ground was
soft and trampled by a thousand men and horses, the upturned soil
yielding under her boots as she silently paced the narrow lanes
between tents, stopping near a cluster of men who immediately silenced
and turned upon seeing her.
"Evening, my liege. I hope your ride went well," Erasmus
said, bowing, his captains echoing the gesture.
"Yes," Xena smiled and gestured for him to rise. Erasmus
was in command of the front troops, having arrived at the river in the
early afternoon. "Any news from the front?"
Resting his hands on the hilt of his sword, the general squinted
towards the sun, calculating the time. "I sent a messenger a few
candlemarks ago, to see the front scouting party. She should be
--" He paused, his eyebrow lifting. "Speak of Hades,"
he continued, pointing upstream.
Xena turned just in time to see a small boat hit shore near the
camp and a small, lithe figure scramble up the slope that led to the
water. Here the river was almost an elongated lake, the surface dead
calm, making the water the best way to travel. The messenger ran the
last quarter league, slowing down as she reached the small cluster of
officers. Her eyes darted uncertainly from Erasmus to the
Conqueror. She surely hadnít expected the high commander herself to be
here.
"My lord," she said a bit breathlessly and knelt in front
of Xena. Glancing a bit warily up at the tall womanís face, she took a
deep breath and pulled out a scroll from underneath her tunic.
Cracking the seal quickly, the Conqueror unrolled the parchment and
scanned through the message. As she progressed downward, her grin
grew, until it was a full-fledged smile. The parchment re-curled
itself and Xena tucked it inside her riding
cloak. "Excellent. I--"
She was cut off by the sound of a high brass horn; a signal that
another messenger had arrived. As it was, soon a willowy man emerged
from between the tents, running as if Charybdis were at his
heels. "Message from Rome," he wheezed before handing
another scroll to the Conqueror.
"Even better," Xena said after taking a quick look at the
contents. She turned back towards Erasmus and tapped his shoulder with
the scroll. "War council meeting in a candlemark. Inform the
others."
"Surely we cannot divide our troops like that!"
Etor exclaimed, gesturing wildly with his big hands.
"Oh shut up, you idiot," Saba growled in reply, barely
resisting the urge to stick her dagger into his throat. Instead she
gripped it harder, pressing her thumb against the blade with such
pressure that she drew blood.
"Well, if we were to do so, how do you suggest we deal with
the gaping hole in our back sector," the man with the
carrot-coloured hair sneered, his face taking on a matching shade as
he tweaked Sabaís patience. The First raised an eyebrow and decided
not to take the bait.
"If we donít attack my way, the Romans will get away. As
simple as that," she replied calmly, putting away the dagger and
sucking on the wound in her thumb. Shouldnít get that agitated over
him, the First reminded herself, risking a glance at the
Conqueror. The ruler was remarkably calm, her head resting on the
backrest as she stroked her pantherís head. The animal still made Saba
feel uneasy.
"How can you say that?" Etor persisted, getting the fish
eye from the First.
Plucking away a small piece of straw from Androdameiosí head, the
Conqueror focused on the conversation again. The air was tense as Etor
and her First went on with their usual verbal slugfest. Even the
animal was sensing the mood, his velvety green eyes darting around the
table. He was agitated as well, a small growl coming from deep within
his throat. Xena felt like growling herself. Verbal clashes forged
brilliant plans but this was getting to be a bit too much. She cleared
her throat.
A snappy reply died in Sabaís throat so she just shot another
homicidal glance at Etor before turning towards the Conqueror,
flinching minutely at the cool, mute blue of the eyes. A dark eyebrow
lifted, tempting her, but she held her tongue. Damned if she was going
to show weakness before her ruler by apologising.
"Iím sorry, my lord," Etor said and Saba bit the inside
of her cheek to keep from laughing. The man was not dumb, but
sometimes his perspicacity in situations was way off-kilter. The
Conqueror didnít like her war council members to be grovelling
lackeys.
"Shut up," Xena said brusquely to him. He paled and his
mouth snapped shut. "And you too," she continued to
Saba. The Conqueror rose to her full, formidable height, her armour
clinking mutedly. Pacing closer to the table, she was given room
immediately, as much because Androdameios was following her as because
of the waves of dark ire flowing off her.
"Titus, whereís the main army now?"
"Camping outside Thessaloníki, as they should be, my
lord," the man replied immediately.
"Good. And the Romans?"
"Now stopped for the night, the southern branch is about five
candlemarksí march away, here," Tyra told her, tapping at the map
with her finger. There was but a low, craggy plateau between them and
the Romans. "Terrain is rough so the sensible thing would be to
follow the river along the side of the plateau and circle behind
them."
"That would be the five candlemarks?"
"Yes, my lord," Tyra confirmed. The elderly woman knew
not what the Conqueror was getting at but it was of no
consequence. Tyra had complete faith in her commander.
"But... if we go there, what about the rumoured
reinforcements?" Etor ventured. He got a cold smile from Xena who
dug out a parchment and set it on the table.
"No reinforcements for the Romans. Brutus has another set of
troubles back home."
"Oh? What kind of trouble, may I ask?" Titus queried,
scepticism heavy in his voice.
"Nothing like brotherly love," the Conqueror smiled, her
eyes twinkling with cold mirth. "Octavianus is forming a second
triumvirate."
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Chaining her to the
city,
The quiet of the campfire lost
In the fog of battles
won
And yet to come.
Covered her darkness with its
own;
Morning lay hidden
Behind an uncharted ocean
Of
star-crossed time.
The scent of roses and
Gabrielle.