Legal disclaimer: There's no Xena and no Gabrielle, just a few people who happen to share an amazing likeness to them (wink wink, nudge nudge)... the characters were borrowed for my own amusement only, with no intention of making any profit from this, and I'll put them back when I'm done playing with them.
Explicit content and sex warning: This story features consensual sex between two adult women. The works, OK? If this kind of love bothers you, please read some nice general fiction story instead. If itís illegal where you live, move. Bondage, domination, sadism, masochism and all their pals featured as well. Nothing too perverted and/or illegal though, and no sexual violence.
Drug usage warning: Drugs, their use and effects are possibly featured here. Nothing glorifying and/or disturbing.
Extreme violence warning: Whereís Xena or one of her descendants, thereís violence. Canít help it. If her batting average gets worse than two cracked skulls per day, sheíll get all aggravated and nasty. And we donít want that, right? Right. In this story, extreme violence and its aftermaths are depicted in a realistic, graphical way. Lots of anatomy and blood, since I'm that kind of gal.
Language warning: Proper English, featuring the f-word, the s-word, the c-word and the rest of the alphabet soup. I wonít go on the bleepiní bandwagon even if Scully does it.
This story is the fifth (!) part in The Kink series.
My heartfelt thanks to docgirl for invaluable medical assistance and of course, I'm forever in debt to my wonderful beta readers, Alphanumericx and Michal Salat (mio tesoro).
The Poetics and Politics
of Kink The eyes have to go.
You see the familiar look in them, the fear and the pain and the
depth of a tired soul in the dark chasms that are his pupils. It is
him, and it is not; the look is there, and the agony -- but the brain
behind the eyes is dull.
No worth.
Your enraged scream echoes off the sweating walls, chilly and ugly
as the mottled concrete there. Like a cancerous tumour slowly eating
away the integrity of the structure, mold grows in the cracks of the
old plaster and you see the green disease, nature taking over man's
territory. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, you recite in your
mind and smile at the memory of the priest that helped you through the
dark times, and of how thick and sticky his blood was on your hands.
Ashes to ashes...blood to blood.
The thick red liquid soaks you, burrows into your clothes and
through the leather to stain your sweating skin. It is hard work and
you grunt, the salty drops inching down your forehead and into your
eyes, stinging like hell. His eyes, which widened at your smile, are
dull and white in your grasp, and you poke out your tongue at them. He
screams and screams, but the blood runs into your ears and wets your
lips and you taste the copper on your speed-numbed tongue. The crystal
is the truth, and it makes you fucking sick. Futile.
No reason.
"What in God's name is that?!"
Detective Delaney Covington turned at the exclamation, one arm
already through the sleeve of her t-shirt. Raising an eyebrow at the
finger Constable Mary Cracker was pointing at her, she finished
putting on the shirt before answering.
"What is what?"
"That...thing you have on your back."
"Ah," Della exclaimed and reflexively brushed her shoulderblade
with her fingers. Even through the cotton of the shirt she could feel
the old, uneven ridges that formed an X inside a circle, usually
hidden by her sports bra. This new model she had bought the previous
day, however, did not cover it. "It's my --"
"A bridal mark of Satan, it is."
A barely-contained round of chuckles followed Daisy's bitter
remark. Della bit her lower lip to curb her laughter. Detective Daisy
Wilson was always picking on her and her lifestyle. Ugly rumours said
this was because Daisy hadn't had a man in years, but Della was more
convinced that the real reason was her rather narrow-minded
upbringing.
"Actually, we consider it more an engagement ring of sorts," Della
commented mildly. At Cracker's uncomprehending expression, she
clarified: "It's a branding."
"Ah. I see," said Constable Cracker, obviously not understanding.
"What? You mean you're engaged?"
It was Detective Tyers, better known as Whitey, though her skin was
just shy of midnight black. The beautiful shade highlighted her
flashing white teeth in moments like that one, when she smiled
widely. She was pulling on a pale brown tank top, and she headed
Della's way.
"Yeah. Sort of," Della said, and felt an irresistible smile creep
across her face. She was sure she was blushing -- more so when Whitey
thumped her on the back.
"Congrats, you devil! So you bagged the dark and gorgeous one for
good?"
"Yeah, seems so," Della said as she tackled with the drawstring of
her jogging pants. She smiled at the beaming Whitey and followed her
out of the locker room and into the gym.
After a few miles on the bike she decided on the bench press, and
sat down on the worn fake leather of the padding to adjust her wrist
supports. Tugging the velcro tighter, she let her eyes roam around the
worn, spartan gym, located in the ground floor of the New Scotland
Yard building. It would soon be the time for the women's morning Krav
Maga lesson, so the tatami in the middle of the room was occupied by
women, as was most of the gym. Della didn't take that class because
the training conflicted with her Tae Kwon Do.
When the instructor arrived, Della was already on her second set of
six presses, the veins at her temples bulging dangerously. She liked
taking herself to the limit of her powers, the muscles in her arms
trembling from the effort. She had gathered a lot of bulk in the form
of muscle and she was secretly rather proud of the washboard abdomen
she was developing. Not that she was any contest for Ghis in arm
wrestling, though. Sometimes her lover's exemplary physical condition
could be downright depressing.
The rhythmic slap of bare feet on tatami was her music as she
sweated through her reps and moved on to squats, determined to sweat
off at least half of the food she had consumed over the weekend. She
was in the middle of her stomach crunches with a ten-pound weight when
her beeper went off. Wiping the sweat from her forehead, she fished
the small item from her gym bag and lifted it to the light. The small
viewscreen said only RPRT SQUADRM.
Sticky floors rated high on Della's list of weird shit to
avoid. Whatever exactly the substance was that caused the sharp
sucking noises when she walked, she didn't want to know, focusing
instead on cursing her choice of footwear that day. Next time, wear
the Undergrounds...
"What the hell is this?" a constable asked out loud, lifting an
item from the floor with a pencil. It was a rubber ball about an inch
and a half in diameter with four leather strips attached.
"It's a ball gag," Della said, deep in thought, as she passed the
uniformed man. She missed the odd, surprised look he shot her way for
she had already found something of interest. Crouching, she looked at
a pool of blood, her hand hovering over the dark surface. It was
already halfway to full coagulation, a dark crust forming around the
edges.
"Hullo, Detective Covington. Fancy seeing you here."
The meticulous accent and brisk staccato was very familiar. Della
stood up and brushed her jacket, smiling at the perky, petite figure
of Dr. Dawson, the Queen's Coroner. Or, as she preferred, Medical
Examiner. It had been months since Della had seen her, for the Yard
had a coroner of their own.
"Hello, Doc. How come you're here?" the detective asked.
"The local Deputy Coroner is down with the flu so I'm filling in,"
she answered, gesturing vaguely around the small room with a somewhat
frustrated air. Della knew Dawson to be a perfectionist; her
postmortem examination room was always spotless. Messy, disorganised
crime scenes were bad for her migranes. "If I may ask, what's the Yard
doing here?"
"I have no idea," Della said truthfully. By all accounts the case
was a clear-cut one, and clearly the property of the Metropolitan
Police. Why DCI Pettersson had dispatched her and Detective Yang to
the scene was a mystery to her. "So, what's up?"
"He is," Dawson supplied succinctly and pointed a gloved finger
towards the far wall.
"Yeah," Della murmured and moved closer to take a better look.
In a word, it was a mess. No wonder Dr. Dawson was feeling antsy --
the scene was a residue nightmare. In a three-metre radius from a
corner, almost everything was coated in thickly with blood. It covered
the concrete floor of the basement in uneven pools and lakes, stained
the sparse furniture and the walls, and even the low ceiling held
splotches of the sticky substance. And in the middle of it all,
between a small steel table and a chair, was the source. Della bit her
pencil to concentrate on something other than the heavy smell of death
and decay the room reeked of.
A man, apparently in his thirties, was bound to a gigantic wooden X
with what looked like sturdy leather restraints. He was heavyset, with
extensive body hair. The blood had flowed from the gaping hole in his
chest and onto the carpet of his chest hair, producing a thick soup
that covered most of what was left of his torso. Standing ridiculously
rigid and upright, he stared at the ceiling with unseeing eye sockets,
his mouth agape and brimming with drying blood. His eyes had been
neatly cut out and placed on the steel table, along with a squeaky
clean surgical scalpel.
"Meat hook?" Della asked Dawson, who nodded and, with a gloved
finger, tapped the blunt end of a curved metal bar that protruded from
the victim's chest like a solitary horn that had suddenly grown there.
"Yes. From the looks of it, rather new at that." The examiner stood
on tiptoes and aimed her little Maglite into the empty sockets. "Both
eyes appear to have been gouged out with a sharp instrument, and the
orbs are completely severed from the optic nerve. The degree of
hemorrhage from the severed optic nerves and surrounding conjunctiva
suggest that this injury was inflicted before death, though the main
cause of death is quite evident," she commented dryly and made a
sweeping gesture around the blood-soaked corner. "That chest wound is
so massive he would have bled to death in mere minutes."
"Love the decor," Dawson's assistant, a man with bodily proportions
close to those of Arnold Schwarzenegger, said wryly as he stepped into
the cellar and looked around. "Can I take him down now, Doc?"
"Yeah, sure," the doctor said, her mind already elsewhere. She
snapped on a fresh glove and tugged at Della's sleeve. "There's
something else."
"Hmmm?" The blonde detective snapped out of her trance at the
insistent pull on her arm. She followed Dawson to where a forensics
assistant was busy dusting the metal table for fingerprints. The
doctor dug into an evidence bag and pulled out a bloodied sheet of
white paper inside a plastic sleeve.
"This was on the table, next to the eyes."
It was a sheet of regular copy paper, black text scribbled
diagonally on the faintly red-spotted surface. I'm sorry, it
read. No signature. Della's eyebrows hitched halfway up to her
hairline and she turned her attention towards the doctor with a
wordless question. The doctor shrugged. Until the John Doe on the wall
was processed, she knew as much as the detective did.
"I'll post him first thing tomorrow and have a preliminary report
for you by noon," the doctor said, and snapped off her rubber gloves.
For a November day in London, the weather was unusual. As
Della stepped through the low door that led to the ground floor, she
discovered that it was snowing. A light, featherlike coating covered
the street, the twinkling flakes wafting from the sky to a quick death
for the snow would surely disappear come the next day. But for now,
the dreariest of neighbourhoods in the East End looked almost
virginal.
As she lifted the signal-yellow crime scene isolation tape and
stepped into real world again, she pulled her camelhair overcoat more
tightly around her. The moist air was chilly and she shook her head to
rid her strawberry blonde tresses of the big slushy flakes. Her car
was equally cold and clammy as she got into it. The snow in her hair
melted instantly and as she started the car, small beads of water ran
down her temples.
It was nearing six in the evening as she arrived in Mayfair, and as
she parked she could see the tell-tale bluish glow of a monitor
through the second floor window. She got in and, discarding her coat
to the nearest chair, made a beeline for the kitchen.
It was another one of the many British customs that she had
adopted. On days like this, there was nothing better than a steaming
cup of tea. She put the kettle on, readying two cups of plain Assam
tea. She knew it would be futile to call out to Ghislaine from the
ground floor; the heavy beat of industrial garage music was making the
glasses jingle in the kitchen cabinet. Her lover was working again,
with the stereo knobs set towards the southeast.
As she waited for the water to boil, she took Ghislaine's mug into
her hand, smoothing cold fingers over the slick ceramic of the
delicate white mug. There was a drawing, a silhouette of a
stiletto-heeled boot and a whip, painted on the mug and Della traced
the graceful curves of the whip with her thumb, smiling at the
fanciful image. She had bought the cup for Ghis, at a small shop in
Soho. Though she wasn't too keen on stiletto heels, the mug had seemed
the perfect epitome of the love of life: black and white, with little
grey in between; stylish to the point of perfection; gentle, yet
deliciously dangerous.
The kettle whistled and Della poured water over the tea leaves. The
steam that rose from the reddish liquid had a faint aroma of scorching
sun and oriental spices and the detective inhaled deeply, almost
feeling the burn of the hot tea in her stomach. Grabbing the two mugs
after stuffing a biscuit into her mouth, she headed upstairs.
From the doorway, all she could see was a flowing mane of ink-black
hair that was spread haphazardly over the backrest of a high-backed
computer chair, and the rectangular halo of the monitor around the
dark head. The tea in the cups rippled a la Jurassic Park, to the
massive bass tunes of the music as Della crossed the room and set her
lover's mug next to the monitor, before hitting the mute button on the
amplifier. The music stopped abruptly and the silence was positively
deafening.
"Hey, hon," the detective smiled and bent down to kiss a pert
nipple. Ghislaine du Plessis, the chair's occupant, let out a grunt of
surprise and, with a hand under Della's chin, guided the inquisitive
lips towards her own. The detective hummed in delight and managing to
set her mug safely on the table without opening her eyes, she placed
her hands on Ghis' shoulders and squeezed the corded muscles under the
warm skin. It was a soft, exploring kiss, Della's finger brushing
along her lover's jawline as she nibbled on the utterly delicious
lower lip.
"Evening, luv," Ghis said when they finally broke the kiss. The
wry, dark curve of her eyebrows made Della chuckle and she
straightened, offering her lover a biscuit. The dark woman took it
neatly between her teeth, taking two of Della's fingers as
well. Valiantly ignoring the lurch she felt in her abdomen, the
detective extracted her fingers.
"Now now. We have an appointment to keep."
Ghis lifted an eyebrow. "Madama Butterfly outranks me?"
"Seeing as how you didn't cost me fifty quid, yes," Della smiled
and sipped her tea. "Not that I wouldn't pay ten times that much for
you if I had to," she added, letting her appreciative gaze travel
along the length of Ghis' body.
"All right," Ghis uttered, smiling, and turned back towards her
monitor, her hands already flying over the keyboard. "I'll just finish
this here and compile, and I'm all done. Seven-thirty, was it?"
"Yeah," Della said, smiling. Ghis' geekiness was something she
found enormously endearing, but of course she would never in her life
say so to her lover. My big bad hacker, the detective thought
and, biting her lip the stop the impending burst of laughter, headed
for the shower.
"Damn, that ending always gets to me," Della sighed, and
dabbed a tear from the corner of her eye.
"Spacagna was in above average form tonight," Ghislaine replied,
and handed her lover a tissue before resuming the struggle with her
opera binoculars. Trying to get the darned things folded was always a
puzzle that made Rubik's cube seem child's play. Finally, the
binoculars were safely inside their case and Ghis straightened. "All
right, let's go."
The blast of cold, clammy air wrapped like a wet towel over their
faces as they stepped out of the comfortable warmth of the English
National Opera. Della let out a brrr and tugged up the collar
of her coat. Ghis glanced at the smaller woman and, smiling dreamily,
extended a long arm around her shoulders. Snowflakes drifted down
sparsely, white specs momentarily marring the black expanse of Ghis'
overcoat before melting and running down the leather in icy rivulets.
The ENO was located only a block away from Leicester Square, so
although they had to dodge streams of people pouring out of the tube
station exits, they arrived early for their late-night
rendezvous. After a few minutes' wait, a familiar bush of platinum
blonde hair rounded the corner from the direction of Charing Cross
Road. Della waved.
"Hi Maria," Ghis grinned and gave the blonde a brief hug.
"Hi gorgeous," the woman replied, smiling like the Cheshire
Cat. Almost as tall as Ghislaine but wiry where the dark woman was
muscular, Maria's Scandinavian heritage was evident in her high
cheekbones and pale skin. Now, however, the skin and the extensive
black tattoos that covered it were thoroughly covered in black
wool. Turning her attention from Ghis to Della, the impeccably
sociable Maria hugged her as well. "Hiya to you too, cutie. I don't
think you and Nikki have met."
Della shook hands with Maria's girlfriend, a beautiful, slender
woman with the unfortunate name of Nikki Starbuck. She smiled back
towards the detective, her white teeth almost painfully bright against
her smooth, ebony skin. "Hi, nice to meet you," Della smiled and
sniffed. "Weather could be better, though."
"Nice t'meet you, too," Nikki answered, a slight accent speaking of
her colourful heritage. "Heard lots about you."
"Nothing too embarrassing, I hope," Della said and stole a glance
towards her lover and Maria, who were already deep in conversation
about Diffie-Hellman over elliptic curves. Great. The geeks are
revving up their engines, Della thought, exchanging a knowing look
with Nikki. If possible, Maria was even more of a nerd than Ghislaine.
"C'mon, let's go find a restaurant," Nikki said, tugging discreetly
at her lover's sleeve as the sleet began turning into rain.
After three courses, Maria and Ghislaine had progressed
to Diffie-Hellman in multiplicative groups, and as dessert arrived,
Della was busy telling war stories to Nikki, who listened with an
enraptured look on her face.
"... so then the guy panics and puts the still-burning spliff in
his mouth and tries to swallow it. Saunders rushes him and tries to
pry open his mouth while I try to stop him from pounding the bejeezus
out of Saunders there," the detective said, waving her dessert fork in
the vicinity of her tiramisu.
"Oh man," Nikki laughed and set her cognac back on the table.
"Saunders ended up with three stitches, the guy got five years for
dope dealing," Della smiled and scooped up some of the
tiramisu. "Mmmm, divine."
"Aren't I glad I'm just a physicist," Nikki smiled and lifted a wry
eyebrow. Her field of specialisation was high-temperature
superconductives and, chuckling to herself, Della wondered what on
earth she and Maria talked of with one another. But then again, I
know as much about cryptology as Ghis does of psychology: zilch.
The restaurant they had decided on was one of the dozens of small
Italian restaurants that dotted the narrow streets of eastern
Soho. After some wafer-thin prosciutto and a generous helping of
delicious linguini with paprika sauce, Della was feeling pleasantly
full and she relaxed easily in the restaurant's quiet atmosphere. The
interior was bordering on tacky without quite crossing the line, with
straw-seated chairs and old framed photographs of the dry hills of
Sicily. But the waiter's accent was genuine and the pasta homemade and
that was all that mattered.
"But why can't you use multiplicative groups of finite fields,
then? Much easier to implement, I assume," Maria was saying, gesturing
enthusiastically.
"Odlyzko has a paper out that states they're not safe for
applications with discrete logs," Ghis replied, her low alto
unobtrusive and warm. Shrugging, she focused again on her cheese
plate, slicing off a hefty chunk of Roquefort to put on her
bread. "But I don't know that much about number theory anyway."
As Nikki excused herself to powder her nose, Della inhaled the last
of her delicious dessert and leaned back in her chair, feeling
positively stuffed. The two ex-lovers' chatting was low background
music to her thoughts as she watched the women.
Initially, she had found Maria's intentions dubious. Hopelessly
nymphomaniac, was Ghis' definition of the platinum blonde, and
that had given rise to suspicion on Della's part. Later on, she had
been slightly ashamed of her bout of jealousy, when both Ghis and
Maria had stated that they were now just good friends and that was
that. The detective could still remember Ghis' endearing, wild
chuckles when she had voiced her insecurities, and the warm,
reassuring words with which she had explained that she and Maria had
long ago discovered that they were incompatible when it came to
domestic life.
"So, Maria... how're things at Relative?" Della asked when the
argument paused momentarily. The woman's dark indigo eyes turned to
regard her, smiling.
"Same old, same old," she said, waggling her hand
sideways. Relative Gravity Inc. was the company where Maria cracked
her computer knuckles professionally, acting as a systems designer,
analyst and all-around whiz kid. "Sal's still gaining weight and Celia
still worries about my hearing." Sal was the rotund, larger-than-life
owner of Relative and Celia was Maria's slightly fussy but
well-meaning assistant who bugged her about her listening habits which
were as appalling as Ghis'.
"Sounds familiar," Della said. Ghis' hand found hers under the
table and she squeezed it, feeling the warm touch of the blue gaze on
her.
Della's beeper went off and as she dug into her handbag to retrieve
it, Ghis extracted her hand and sipped the last of her dark, rich
merlot. "What is it?" she asked, leaning in.
"Damn," the detective groaned succinctly, squinting at the small
fluorescent display. "I'm sorry, I gotta go," she said. She was on
call for the night, and the duty officer wouldn't have paged her if it
wasn't an emergency of some sort. "It was nice to see you again,
Maria... give my regards to Nikki," Della said, gathering her coat and
purse. One last kiss for Ghis and she was out in the cold, rainy
November night.
The redness stains you again, ugly smears of drying
crimson mottling the latex of the gloves. You can feel the sweat
gather the talcum powder inside the gloves into moist clumps and the
rubber sticks to the backs of your hands. The gloves are irritating
but you understand that they are a necessity. After all, if the men in
blue were to catch you, you would never find him.
It wasn't him this time either. The eyes are all wrong; pale blue,
instead of green-tinged dark blue. You can still remember the
colour. It was as if his eyes had stolen a sliver of the Caribbean Sea
and dusted it with brown speckles that glowed under the fluorescent
lights. You haven't been able to stand artificial light since that
day.
The air smells of ozone as cars speed down the street four stories
below you. Leaning back against the brick banister that separates you,
on the gently sloping roof, from the chasm that leads to the wet
asphalt, you listen. The sound of wheels on the street is a curious
whizzz, punctuated by a muted splash whenever a tyre hits a
puddle. The red and blue lights of police cars create odd shadows on
the roof and you smile at the urban ghosts that dance before your
eyes, feeling the clammy roofing felt exhale its moisture into the
seat of your pants. You should go soon, for the place will be swarming
with bobbies in a few minutes, but the eyes keep you enraptured.
Wrong colour.
Shit.
You leave the mementoes on the low brick wall before snapping off
the gloves, stuffing them into your breast pocket and heading for the
emergency ladder, feeling angry and small. Next time you will check
the colour more carefully.
"If you yawn any wider, your jaw's going to dislocate,"
said Detective Edward Yang and refilled her prized chamberpot-sized
FBI mug when prompted.
"Oh, ha-bloody-ha," Della snarked and sipped at the black poison
before heading back towards her desk. It was her fourth cup of coffee
since six a.m. and the caffeine was making her hands shake. Sitting
with a heavy sigh, the detective noted that it was past nine o'clock
and she still hadn't visited Dr. Dawson about the autopsy. The case
had taken on a new urgency after the events of the previous night.
Della was still clad in her opera clothes, an Ivo Nikkolo power
suit, and her silk blouse, by now completely wrinkled, was sporting
fresh and probably permanent blood stains. Loosening her belt, the
detective sat back and rested the case inventory list on her lap,
thinking.
The scene that had greeted her last night had been eerily
familiar. After half an hour's taxi ride to the station, she had been
whisked to another car and off it had sped, into the dark bowels of
Bermondsey. As she had entered a nondescript four storey house,
feeling quite out of place amidst the gaggle of forensic scientists in
their plastic aprons and detectives in their ubiquitous trench coats,
she'd felt a grim sense of deja-vu. In the bathroom of a second floor
flat, in a bathtub half-full of some transparent, sticky substance,
was a man with no chest and no eyes. The chest, as much as she could
deduce, lay all over the dirty mauve tiles of the floor and walls, but
the eyes were nowhere to be found.
Exactly two hours and six minutes after she had entered the scene,
while busy combing through the flat's numerous wardrobes and boxes, a
uniformed Met officer had entered the room, his face sickly pale, and
handed her an evidence bag. She shuddered as she remembered the soft,
squishy feel of the eyeballs in her hand, like a couple of ordinary
three-minute eggs.
In addition to the victim, his eyes, and as much of him as the
forensics team could scrape off the walls, the evidence had consisted
of numerous items of sexual paraphernalia. S/M paraphernalia, to be
exact. The list was long and included items not even Della
recognised. She had been back at her desk a shade past four-thirty in
the morning and had sent an email to Ghis, saying that she wouldn't be
home until dinnertime. Pressure was heavy on her and her team, for the
first victim had turned out to be an MP's son. That explains
involving the Yard's involvement, but still... this can't be
political. No way. John Doe #2 was still nameless, but if the flat
had been his, it was clear he was not exactly a member of the upper
echelons of British society. Apart from the S/M equipment, the most
expensive item in the flat was the TV and that looked to be almost
twenty years old.
"Poor Muse, what's wrong? Your hollow eyes today / Are full of
nightmare visions, silent, cold," Della murmured, Baudelaire
springing to the surface of her tired mind as she flipped through the
crime scene photos, two thirds of the large glossies depicting the
mutilation the second victim had suffered. Closing the thickening file
with a sigh, she glanced at her watch and rose. It was time to go see
Doc Dawson.
The body appeared pale blue in the harsh fluorescent
light that bathed the tiled the autopsy suite in its unnatural
glare. All the blood had been washed away; the only thing marring the
chest of Eamonn H Pearse, Jr, son of the Hon. Eamonn Pearse, MP, was
an ugly tear the size of Della's fist, and the neat stitching of the Y
incision above and below it.
Leaning against the cool wall, Della rubbed her weary eyes and
tried very hard to focus on the rotation list on the wall opposite
her. But her gaze kept wandering back to the deceased Pearse, into the
gawping holes of his empty sockets, and his mouth, still twisted into
a grimace of agony. She knew the mouth was open only because the
doctor had taken dental photographs, but she had always been gifted --
or, perhaps, cursed -- with a vivid imagination.
"Well, you know about the eyes already," Dawson said and lifted her
gaze from the preliminary report. "The pair found on the table were
his."
"Yeah, as we suspected," Det. Yang said and loosened his tie. He,
like Della, had been on duty since the previous night and his
appearance said as much. But Della was glad she had been assigned to
this case with him, for Edward Yang was meticulous to the point of
anal. He never missed a detail, and despite his irritating habits of
smoking cigars on the scene and playing pranks on fellow officers, he
was one sharp fellow. Besides, his mother made the best Moo Shu
Shrimp; the family business was one of the small restaurants that
dotted Gerrard Street.
Dawson paced to the autopsy table and set the report down. Brushing
a lock of her dark hair under the surgical cap, she pointed to the
chest wound with a red ballpoint pen. "There is a 4 by 6-centimetre
laceration just to the left of midline at the levels of T5 to
6. Significant hemorrhage in the surrounding tissues suggest that this
injury was inflicted before death."
"The meat hook," Yang said quite unnecessarily, and bounced on the
balls of his feet. "How clichéd."
The doctor nodded, though she most certainly didn't catch the words
as she was reviewing her notes. "The left pleural cavity contained 500
ml of blood, while the right contained only 50 ml of blood. Heart,
lungs, and trachea were normal. A large, complex, full-thickness
laceration, measuring 3 by 4 by 8 cm, was noted on the posterior
descending aorta at the levels of T3-5. The laceration was stellate,
and extended laterally approximately half of the circumference of the
aorta, and extended upward 5 cm. Ribs 5, 6, and 7 were fractured
posteriorly, to the left of midline, and there was significant
hemorrhage in the surrounding intercostal muscles."
Involuntarily, Della yawned. Her clothes felt clammy and she once
again remembered how much she hated ceramic tiles.
"Oh, and the hook also penetrated the esophagus, which explains why
he had vomited blood. My take is, somebody extracted his eyes, and
immediately afterward, shoved the hook through him. The wound is large
enough to suggest it was jerked up--," she made an abrupt gesture with
both hands in front of her and Della could almost hear the wet tearing
sound, "--like this, to speed up the exsanguination. Ten minutes,
maximum, and he was dead."
"Lovely," Della murmured dryly and flipped her note book
closed. "Anything on our newest victim there?"
The doctor darted a look towards table four and shook her
head. "Two kids found a plastic bag full of bones near the M25,
that'll keep me busy until tonight. So, tomorrow. The lab replied
already, though..." she added and shuffled through the papers on her
desk. "Ah, here we go. The substance he was immersed in was apparently
a home-made artificial lubricant."
"I... see," Della said, trying to cover her surprise. Lube?!
What on earth...?
Leaving the doctor to her work, the detectives exited. Della felt
that her heels were entirely too loud on the tiles of the corridors of
death there and she tried to walk more quietly, quite
unsuccessfully. They rounded the last corner and the light changed
from artificial to natural as they approached the doors. Beside her,
Della saw Yang yawning. "Let's call it a day, OK? We're too tired and
the boss is still in Yorkshire."
"All right," the detective agreed, raking his hand through his
thick black hair, making an even bigger mess of it. "I need a shower
and some lunch anyway."
Going via the station to dump the preliminary autopsy report on her
overflowing desk, Della headed for the nearest tube station. When she
exited at Oxford Circus, the lunch crowd was at its thickest and, with
tired feet, she dodged the wallowing masses of tourists and shop
salespeople hurrying to grab a bite. As soon as she got off of Regent
Street and stepped into Mayfair, the going was much easier. The black
front door of Ghis' house had never looked so comfortable and homey.
"Hey Lucy, I'm home," the detective called in her best Ricky
Ricardo imitation, and to her surprise, the tall form of her lover
stepped out of the kitchen, sucking on a wooden ladle. "What're you
doing home?"
"Cooking," Ghis drawled and gestured towards the kitchen with the
ladle. "Fancy some spinach cannelloni? Best I can manage."
Della gazed at her warmly and stepped closer, laying a gentle hand
on Ghis' arm. "You're a treasure," she said before giving in to her
cravings and resting her forehead on Ghis' shoulder, murmuring quietly
into the tickling wool of her sweater. The taller woman gathered her
into her arms and held her, gently kissing the top of her head.
"Rough night?"
"You have no idea," Della grumbled and, with a heavy sigh, she
extracted herself from the warm embrace. "Let me take a shower first."
She was halted by a hand on her shoulder. Turning and raising a
questioning eyebrow, she felt her face melt into a smile at the wicked
gleam in her lover's eyes.
"Let's eat first... I've got other plans for the shower part," Ghis
said, the heat in her voice speaking volumes as to exactly what kind
of plans she had. Grinning wildly, Della followed the broad back of
her lover into the kitchen, determined to inhale her lunch.
Skrrrrk.
The sound of the razor was a slight rasp as it was wielded by a
knowing, if slightly trembling hand.
Skrrrrk.
Another patch of white lather was removed, carrying the coarse,
dark pubic hairs along with it to reveal slick skin. The steel was
then rinsed in lukewarm water. Della was very careful not to hit the
edges of the metal basin with the cutthroat razor, because that would
most certainly dull the blade and disturb her lover. Ghis was so
engrossed in a recent copy of Mathematical Models & Methods in
Applied Sciences that if it hadn't been for the additional
moisture that was pooling at the apex of her legs, Della would have
thought she didn't realize what was being done to her. As it was, all
the detective could do was to admire her lover's ability to multitask.
Skkrrrrkr.
The mathematical journal came to rest on Ghis' chest with a faint
rustle of paper, and Della looked up to find a look of utter
concentration on the tall woman's face. She had a faint idea that the
look had little to do with Euler-Poincarè and double bracket
dissipations that were the subject of the cover story of the
periodical. There was a familiar glow to her eyes and as they shone
down on her, their usual coolness swallowed by intensity, Della could
see the dark, stormy hue they had taken on. Her stomach did a jittery
little dance at that look and she had to take a deep breath in order
to refocus on her rather delicate task.
Skrrrrkrrk.
She was almost done now. Earlier on, when she had slowly traced the
outer pubis, first with the lathered badger-hair brush and then with
the gleaming blade the newly revealed skin had assumed a delicate
pinkish hue. Now that skin was glistening with the nectar Della so
longed to taste -- but she knew she couldn't, not just yet.
Skrrk.
Only a few small patches remained near the bikini lines and the
detective licked off the perspiration that was beading on her upper
lip. The amount of patience this task took was something that
dangerously neared her threshold. Patience was usually Ghis'
department, something she excelled at, to the point of being able to
drive Della nuts from desire, pain and pent-up sexual need. She could
make Della beg, scream and grovel before she finally relented,
building up the experience just so that she could see the stars spark
into life as she came, almost crying with relief.
Inhaling shakily to regain her equilibrium, she pushed those
thoughts to the back of her mind. Seeing the quiver of abdominal
muscles above the blade as she positioned the razor over the gentle
swell of Ghis' mound, love blossomed in her heart. The amount of trust
this took, the power Ghislaine was placing on her hands, was something
quite beyond Della's comprehension, even though she so often trusted
Ghis with her own well-being. It was the sum of all things that really
mattered; the casual acts of tenderness, the carefully orchestrated,
elaborate surprises, and the willing concessions. With this sacrifice
of self-control, Ghis was showing the absolute confidence she had in
her.
Skrrrk.
One last draw with the wickedly sharp blade and the last of the
soap was gone. Cleaning the blade with a small towel, Della inhaled
deeply. The clean, clinical scent of the cream mingled with that of
Ghis' essence, producing a potent mixture that nearly undid her then
and there. She felt the dampness between her legs increase, the need
flaring into white-hot, aching desire. After patting away the last
traces of whiteness, Della kissed the newly bare skin, the feel of it
exotic and soft against her lips.
"All done," she murmured and set the razor down carefully. It would
have been a bad time to cut herself.
"Are you sure?"
The words overrode the faint strains of Turandot, sung with
icy detachment by Joan Sutherland, that reached the bedroom from
downstairs. Ghislaine's voice took on a darker hue when she was in a
heightened state and, as always, Della was reminded of something
primal and wild, power barely contained and raging for an outlet. Dark
with demand, yet gentle in its need.
"Yes," she whispered and brushed her cheek against Ghis' inner
thigh. The muscles there jumped.
"Do make sure," Ghis replied, and smiled down at Della. There was a
definite streak of mischief in the voice and Della chuckled. In the
impatient shifting of the legs she was kneeling between, and in Ghis'
slightly uneven breathing, she could sense the need. Brushing her
fingers over the pinkish, sensitive skin of her mound, Della bit back
a moan as Ghis twitched. Sometimes, she thought, if asked what was the
most erotic thing about Ghislaine, she would have to bypass the usual
and obvious physical attributes and say that it was the way the woman
reacted to her touch, with such readiness and intensity it could
occasionally be described as violent.
"What was it that you were reading, by the way?" Della asked. When
Ghis lifted an impatient eyebrow, she just smiled back and let her
fingers' path wander nearer to her already throbbing sex.
"It was discussing the perturb -- oh fuck!"
The last words, almost a low scream, were largely
incomprehensible. In the middle of the sentence, Della had suddenly
lowered her head and lapped up all her extraneous moisture, her tongue
bold and rough. Ghis' powerful frame jerked beneath her, almost
tumbling off the edge of the bed. Della guided her lover farther onto
the bed, pushing away the damp towel under them, her mouth still
attached to Ghis' centre.
"The perturbation of an E-P system by a special...oh gods, right
there...dissipation term. Oh love..."
Ghis' scientific explanation was a continuous, low growl, her hands
clutching the sheets convulsively. In her mind's eye, Della could see
the powerful tendons cord at her neck and shoulders, feel the tremble
of muscles as she now felt that of the abdominals. Lovingly, she
traced every fold with her lips and tongue, sucking in the pliant
flesh before returning momentarily to the throbbing nub of nerves.
"The...term has a...sweet fucking Christ, Della...has Brockett's
double bracket...formohFUCK!"
The last exclamation of delight came when Della pushed Ghis' knees
up and poked through her sphincter with her tongue. The ring of muscle
gave in and allowed entrance, first to the probing tongue and after
that, a finger. At that move, Ghis' squirming became more frantic, the
added moisture flooding Della's mouth and face and senses with its
richness and with the passion it spoke of. With added fervor, she
moved to Ghis' clit, rolling it between her lips.
Ghis' release was a blind, white-hot fury that consumed her. As she
came, hard, she screamed out her lover's name, the syllables
transformed into a primal roar. Della held on for dear life, riding
the roiling waves with pure stubborn will, and with the help of two
arms around Ghislaine's thighs.
Gulping cool air into her lungs, Ghis laid a hand on the fair head
still between her legs, guiding Della's mouth gently away from the
tortured nerve endings. As the last shards of her release morphed into
the sticky warmth of afterglow, she regained control of her breathing.
"Whoa."
"I never thought mathematics could be this much fun," Della quipped
and rested her chin on Ghis' stomach. Her breasts were grazing all
that lovely wetness between Ghislaine's things and she felt like
squirming herself, her need still burning bright.
Lifting a lazy eyebrow at her smirking lover, the clubowner
gathered her strength and surprised Della by grabbing her shoulders
and flipping her over before resting her heavier frame on top of
her. Delicate, knowing hands meandered down Della's sides and she
moaned into the mattress, reaching out behind her futilely. Her wrists
were grasped in one powerful hand as the other hand found her behind,
kneading the welcoming flesh gently.
"Well, let me tell you more on unstable equilibriums then," Ghis
hummed, her low alto thrumming with promise, before her hand dipped
between the twin globes.
The day had progressed into early evening and the
mathematical journal had been replaced by The Times, the
various sections of the newspaper scattered around the white
sheets. Della snuggled deeper into the warmth of the covers, a
pleasant dose of languor making her limbs heavy. Her head was resting
on a firmly ridged stomach, the muscles contracting slightly whenever
Ghis turned a page, the rest of her at an oblique angle to her lover's
lanky frame. Their bed was king-size, as much to allow Ghislaine a
comfortable fit as to give Della room for the various twitches,
limb-throws and head-butts she executed in her usually very lively
slumber. Ghis, on the other hand, always slept soundly, and more often
than not the detective found her in the same position in which she had
fallen asleep.
The air of the bedroom was warm and sprinkled with sunlight as the
golden orb, low in the sky, had graciously had decided to bestow some
light on them that afternoon. Dame Joan had long since ceased her
faithful but uninspired rendition of Turandot's tragic story and the
only music was the faint rustle of the newspaper's pages.
"Well, this certainly is strange," Ghislaine muttered behind the
wall of paper.
Della rolled onto her side. "What is, hon?"
"Do you recognise him?" Ghis asked and folded the newspaper to a
fourth of its original expanse before handing it to Della. "Top
right-hand corner."
It was, according to the caption, Eamonn H Pearse, Jr, looking very
fresh and lively in his snappy suit and Trinity College tie. Compared
to the blood-drained body that now resided in the forensics
laboratory's fridge, the smiling, prosperous-looking man could have
been from a different planet. Seeing this new picture, something went
click in the detective's fine-tuned brain.
"I've seen him somewhere... where on earth...?"
"It's Mr. Smith," Ghis helped. She retrieved the paper from her
lover. "One of Soli's regulars."
"So," Della said, her eyebrows hitching towards her hairline, "I've
seen him at the club?" Mistress Soli was one of the resident dungeon
mistresses at The Rapture, Ghislaine's establishment.
"Mmm-hmm," her lover hummed before re-folding the paper and
flipping to page 13. She handed it to Della again, tapping an artist's
rendition of the second, unidentified victim (because the autopsy
photos were not something any legitimate newspaper would print) that
was positioned above the Metropolitan Police's announcement and plea
for help in identifying the man. "And the funny thing is, this guy is
a scene regular as well. He's the public whipping post at Torture
Garden, has been for the past two years."
"Don't recognise the face, but no surprise there," Della said,
giving a half-smile, her eyes still on the drawing. "My eyes are
always glued to you."
"Aw, shush," Ghis smiled and play-punched her lover on one
shoulder.
Della gave the picture one last look before setting the paper down
with a sigh. Reaching to Ghis, she captured a lock of the
midnight-black hair and twirled it around her finger. "Any plans for
the evening?"
"We-ell," Ghis said, drawling out the syllables, a grin twitching
on her lips. "We could always do the dishes, and I've got three
months' worth of Software Development issues to flip
through..." As Della's brows drew together, Ghis tickled a convenient
nose and chuckled. "Or, Vertigo is on ITV in fifteen minutes."
"Excellent!" Della smiled and rose, a new bounce in her
steps. "I'll nuke us some popcorn, you go and warm the sofa for us."
Another round of Ghislaine's chuckles followed her steps as she dashed
downstairs.
The dealer shuffles backwards from you, his greedy, beady
eyes flicking back and forth, and you wonder how he can see anything
with his pupils that are barely discernable. Seems he has been
indulging himself a bit too much with his own product. You fight the
urge to test whether the pupils really are the size of pinpricks, as
the common expression says, but after a few fleeting seconds, reason
takes control. He's been easy and inexpensive and while it might be
amusing, such a test would most probably end your professional
relationship with him.
You wet your pinky, dip it into the white powder and put the finger
into your mouth. The tingling feeling spreads rapidly, flooding your
brain with its sharpening senses and piercing clarity. Fucking
A, you grin to the white beast roaming inside you and you feel
like bursting into laughter. A passing Met van, full of bobbies, curbs
your enthusiasm so you just chuckle to yourself and stuff the small
plastic bag into the breast pocket of your jacket.
Tonight's the night, then.
You check your watch. Ten to ten -- such symmetry -- and he is
probably waiting for you already. He is standing naked next to the
sling and sweating and he's grinning under his hood and his erection
is growing and his feet are cold on the concrete floor but he doesn't
care because it's your will that he be there.
Dark blue, dark blue, dark blue... you remind yourself. His
are dark blue, behind the leather hood and the long dark lashes. You
checked.
"Another?" The day was not starting well for Delaney.
"Yeah," DCI Pettersson said grimly and rolled his other sleeve up,
revealing a muscular, if pale, forearm. "Doug and FJ are at the
scene... the Times paperboy found the victim. The door was ajar
and the poor lad decided to investigate. FJ called in and said the
place is a slaughterhouse."
"Great," Della said and sighed. "Anything on the SM aspect?"
"Whitey's on loan from Anti-Terrorism, she's tracing the
paraphernalia found in number two's flat, along with the few items
found on the late Pearse Junior. So far, nothing of note."
"OK. When I'm finished with this," the detective said, lifting her
mug, half-filled with the dark sludge someone with much imagination
might call coffee, "and my mail, I'll start on the past cases
database. See if anything matches the MO here."
"Good. Try to prod the coroner on the autopsy report on number two,
too."
"Aye, boss," Della said an gave a small bow. Pettersson rolled his
eyes, smiling, and headed back into his office. The detective ambled
back to her desk and, after a moment's re-stacking of scattered
folders, cleared enough space to set her mug down.
Two hours later the mountain had finally come to Muhammad: the
Met's vast database had coughed up about two dozen cases that shared
one or more of the details of the case currently in the works -- if
these murders really were committed by the same person. That seemed
like a plausible assumption at the moment, so the cases were being
treated as a probable serial homicide.
Serial. Damn, Della thought as she waited for all the files
to upload. Serial killer was one of the most feared phrases in
the police business, because multiple, similar homicides rarely had a
motive that was clear to the rest of the world but instead, one that
existed solely in the derailed mind of the individual committing the
atrocities. And serial killers were notoriously unpredictable. They
could stop with no discernable reason, only to continue ten years
later, or they could change their modus operandi, again without
apparent reason. But if there was one unifying, consistent thing about
such unblanced individuals, it was the fact that they felt that
they had a reason to commit their acts. That reason might be a
far-fetched one or something quite insignificant, but it was always
there. Fortunately, real-life Hannibal Lecters, people who considered
murder to be merely an exercise of the mind, were few and far between.
When Doug and FJ arrived, Delaney was almost through the case
files. She had discarded about a dozen of them on various reasons,
labeled a few with the word 'unlikely' and the rest as 'maybe'. None
of the unsolved cases directly matched the current ones, but that
would have been too much to expect.
"Hi, FJ," Della smiled to Florence Johnson. The squad's senior
investigator nodded to her and took off her wet coat before perching
on the edge of Della's desk. She was rubbing her hands together to
ward off some of the wet chill the sleeting weather had given the
great city.
"Morning, kid. Lovely weather, eh?"
"Uglier than a buzzard's butt," the young detective agreed and
sipped some lukewarm coffee. "How was the scene?"
"Bloody awful mess, as expected," FJ grunted. "I'm calling a team
meeting in thirty minutes -- we'll tell you all about it there."
"All right. I'll have the past cases report by then."
This time, one of the eyeballs had been set on the smoked
glass coffee table, next to the TV remote, while the other one was
nowhere in sight. In the crime scene photo, one could just make out
the fuzzy form of the victim as he hung limply in a rope harness,
suspended from an S-hook in the ceiling. The next thirteen glossies
told the whole grim story; this poor fellow had been dispatched with a
traditional Colombian necktie, his whole rope-bound torso drenched in
blood, a condom still over his shrunken member.
"Nice handiwork," Whitey commented behind Della and the detective
turned, smiling a lopsided grin. The team meeting had ended a few
minutes ago, and now everyone was chatting amongst themselves in small
knots of two or three people in the conference room. Della had counted
all of six detectives in attendance, which meant someone was putting
the pressure on DCI Pettersson; few cases got more then three or four
detectives, because they did have the Metropolitan police for help.
"The necktie or the ropes?"
"Both."
Picking up photo #26, Della traced the ropes with a finger. She
easily recognised the replicating diamond pattern. "Well, this is a
Karada body harness, which means whoever did this took at least one
basic course on Shibari."
"Shibari?" Whitey asked, stepping closer. She was definitely
intrigued and the spunky detective's knowledge on all things
BDSM-related was well-known, after an involuntary publicity stint
regarding The Rapture a few months back when a fundamentalist group
had threatened to blow the club to kingdom come.
"Japanese rope bondage," Della clarified and set the photo
down. "So we're talking about a scene pro here. A professional dom
perhaps."
"Right," Whitey muttered, scribbling Della's thoughts down for
later study. "I'll have Doug look into the professional dominant
aspect. We're rounding up some well-known people from the, uh, SM
scene to see if they have any ideas about a connection between the
victims."
"Oh, I think I'll recognise a few of those names," Della said, her
eyes twinkling.
"I think so, too," Whitey said and winked. "All right, time to bite
the bullet. I'll stop by my desk at Anti-T and then come help you with
the past cases for the afternoon."
"All right," Della agreed, and grabbed her copy of the new victim's
case file before exiting in Whitey's wake.
"Here you go, boss," Salome yelled over the music and
handed Ghislaine her two fingers of Ben Nevis, neat. The club owner
nodded to the bartender and leaned against the bar, studying the dance
floor where the sweaty, colourful patrons stormed just a few metres
from her.
There used to be a time when the underground fetish/BDSM scene was
nothing but black on black. Times were changing, or so it seemed; Ghis
nearly inhaled her drink down the wrong passage when a man dressed in
fluffy, bright pink shorts passed her on his way to the gents'
toilet. I'm certainly getting old, she thought and grinned. It
hadn't been until the proliferation of fetish imagery in music videos
and films that the clubbing crowd conquered venues such as The
Rapture. Now, brightly-clothed ravers were almost as common a sight as
the morbid-looking goths that had adopted the scene as their own a
long time ago. Ghis didn't mind, of course; she found the added colour
refreshing and, as always, the new trend brought more business to the
club.
The scotch burned down her throat in warm waves and she adjusted
her tie. Her outfit du jour was simple: white dress shirt with a tie,
complemented by a long, black leather skirt. Eppie was holding court
on the raised dais on the other side of the dancefloor and Ghis
debated momentarily whether to join her or not. A warm voice near her
tilted the decision to the latter option.
"Hi hon," Della said and stood on tiptoes to peck her lover's
cheek. Ghis turned her head so it became a real kiss, albeit a short
one.
"Thought you didn't have time to come," the club owner said,
smiling with a new purpose. Her low, powerful voice carried over the
murderously loud bass beat quite effortlessly.
"The DCI took mercy on me," the detective explained and settled on
a vacated bar stool next to Ghis. "Which reminds me...you got a call?"
"From a Detective Johnson, yes. I'm meeting her tomorrow."
They fell silent for a while and Ghis wrapped an arm around Della's
waist, drawing her near. The alcohol was making her mood mellow and
relaxed, and even through the club's potpourri of smells comprising
mainly rubber, silicone, fake smoke and sweat, she could detect the
faint scent of her lover's shampoo. Wild apples. And something
spicy.
"It's a strange thought, y'know," Della said after a while.
"What is, love?"
"You saw The Evening Standard headline, right?"
"Oh yes," Ghis grunted. "Screaming '90s Jack The Ripper On The
Loose!' in mile-high letters. An Imperial mile, at that."
To avoid public panic, the suspected link between the murders
hadn't been voiced officially by the police but the press had put
together two and two and, for once, had come up with exactly four. The
Standard had gone so far as to print all the available details
on the second and third murder, with customary 'fact boxes' on
sado-masochistic behaviour.
"I meant, this culture," the detective said, gesturing in the
general direction of the dancefloor that, at this peak hour of
partying, was a raging sea of rubber, leather and perspiring human
flesh. "How dangerous it can be, and how easily one can get burned."
"Yeah, it's dangerous and perversely enough, that's one of its main
points of attraction," Ghis replied, downing the last of the rich,
peaty scotch. "But you only get burned if you play with a fire
unfamiliar to you."
The detective murmured in agreement and burrowed deeper into the
loose embrace. "I know what you mean."
Another bout of silence followed and, with a small smile, Ghis
mused a bit about how much of an old couple they were. Their
non-verbal communication had progressed to something akin to
telepathy, and they could spend long stretches of time in comfortable
silence, something one wouldn't have believed of the usually
so-talkative Della.
"How about a dance, my dear?" Ghis asked after a moment. She
extracted herself from Della's side and bowed, her moves effeminate
and graceful.
"Absolument, mademoiselle Ghislaine," the detective said
with a smile brighter than a thousand-watt lamp. Ghis took her hand
and led her to the dancefloor, where they were soon swallowed by the
churning mass.
In the pale daylight, as little of it as there is at this
time of the year, blood looks like rust. You lick at the blotch on
your sleeve and verify that the taste fits the image as well. The
jacket will have to be disposed of. It smells rotten, the scent like
wet leaves overpowering the tang of blood so you can't tell if the
caking stain smells coppery.
Even the crystal is having a bad day. With trembling hands you
light a number and aim your exhalation of the sweet smoke towards the
half-open window, hoping the landlord isn't enjoying one of his
outdoor lager breaks at the moment. He's bound to recognise the scent,
his balcony only a floor above you. But the chances of that are slim.
The eyeball, on the desk and coincidentally enough, at your eye
level, stares at you admonishingly but you just exhale the grass smoke
towards it, obscuring the milky orb for a moment. The floor is hard
but sitting in the desk chair always makes you feel as if you should
be doing something productive, instead of sitting her on the cold
floor and bearing the chills of a bad load with the stubbornness your
daddy taught you.
Hi dad, you greet the eye and salute, nearly torching your
hair with the spliff. It's not really admonishing, the orb, it just
sits there. The meth makes one see things, people say. So true.
The November day wears on and the evil turkey lets go,
eventually. When the placid, orange-hued night of the big city falls
over the drab day, you feel refreshed and, energetically, you bounce
off the floor and to the desk. Picking up the flaccid, cloudy eye, you
place it in a jar of formaldehyde. Eventually, the chemical will
distort the colours, but at least for a while you will have a perfect
replica of the colour you seek.
Blue. Dark blue, with a touch of green around the pupil.
At least the dollar bills have different ugly mugs on
then, Della thought idly as she flipped through her assorted
collection of bank notes of various denominations. The face, hardly in
a league with Lincoln et al. when it came to the 'ugly mug' category,
was that of Her Majesty The Queen, Elizabeth II, staring back at the
detective in various sizes and interpretations. Fishing out a five
pound note, she handed it to the cashier and, juggling her change and
a case folder in one hand, poured an extra helping of milk into her
coffee. If the squad room's black brew was strong enough to melt
spoons, the cafeteria's version was even worse.
Of the past cases in the 'maybe' category, the earliest one dated
back to 1983. Four women were found dead, raped, mutilated, their eyes
poked out posthumously. The perpetrator, one Mick Buelow, had served
thirteen years in a mental institution, from which he had been
released in April, supposedly cured. Della smiled grimly and, lifting
her paper cup gingerly, flipped ahead to the attending psychiatrist's
final report. Buelow had expressed deep sorrow for his deeds and he
had been diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder, a condition
resulting from years and years of childhood beatings, verbal assault
and molestation on his father's part.
"Well, unless the psychiatric treatment turned him gay, I'm not
sure. The MO holds striking similarities, though," the detective said
and handed the folder to Whitey, who was sitting opposite her, the
dark circles under her eyes visible even against her dark skin. The
Anti-T detective lifted a tired, noncommittal eyebrow at her and gave
Della the sad story of Jacob McGilliquay, MBE, OBE, and half of the
remaining alphabet.
The proud head of the McGilliquay clan, an outspoken advocate of
the Scottish independence movement, had been held hostage for
thirty-one days in one of the most publicized cases of the early
90s. The kidnapper had tortured the poor fellow, first cutting off his
ears and nose, sending them to Scotland Yard, before gouging out his
eyes and leaving him to die in a parked van in Manchester, where he
was found three days later, completely exsanguinated through his
eyesockets. Neither the motive (though pro-monarchists had been
suspected) nor the perpetrator of this singular case had been
uncovered to date.
After flipping through the last file on Whitey's small stack, the
unsolved case of four gay men who'd met violent deaths, Della leaned
back, harrumphing. The last case was otherwise conventional: the men
had died of multiple stab wounds to the midsection -- the blade in
question later recovered from a rubbish bin near the last victim's
house -- but with their eyes intact.
Those crimes were linked to a Michael Ryan, a victim of child abuse
who was known to violently hate homosexuals. He had apparently cruised
bars, seeking out men with SM fantasies, and lured them to his
flat. Once there, he had convinced them to be tied, whereupon he had
pulled out a knife and taken out his hatred on the hapless
victims. Ryan had escaped before the police managed to get hold of
him, however, and subsequently he vanished completely.
"Y'know, maybe we're approaching this from the wrong end," Della
murmured, more to herself than to anyone else.
"How so?" Whitey said, taking off her wire-rimmed glasses and
rubbing her eyes.
"All of these cases," Della said, patting the 'maybe' pile, "are
either madmen slashing girls or madmen committing crimes that are more
or less planned. But what I gather from the forensics report, our guys
had been engaged in heterosexual sex prior to death, and the late
Pearse Jr. was a famous womaniser."
"And these are surely crimes of passion, in a sense," Whitey
finished her thought, leaning over the linoleum table. "Very
emotional."
"Enraged, even," Della mused, taking out a photo of the latest
victim, who had been identified as Jean-Baptiste Mancour, 37, an
employee of a Fortune 100 company in the City, and a well-known figure
in one of London's sado-masochistic niches. "I mean, this guy's head
is almost severed from the rest of him. That takes a lot of power,
especially when the perpetrator is, possibly, a woman."
"Mmmm," the detective hummed, rapping the table with her long
nails. The sound was oddly chilling. "But 99% of serial killers are
men."
"Well, there's always the one percent," Della said and smiled a
crooked grin.
"So, what you're saying is that instead of asking who? we
should be asking why?, right?"
"Yea. After all, even the most seemingly random acts tend to have a
purpose behind them," Della said, her blonde brows scrunching as she
thought. "We need to do a profile on the victims, their habits. Think
this through."
"That's your specialty, hon," the other detective smiled and put
her glasses back on. "I'm better at chasing bad guys and defusing
bombs. Y'know, macho stuff," she added, smiling brightly.
Della chuckled and checked her watch. Quarter past eleven; she was
meeting Ghis for lunch in five minutes. Rising, Della went around the
table and punched Whitey on the shoulder. "C'mon, mister. You've got a
scene personality to interview."
"Right," the detective said and pushed herself up. "Do you know
this Thomas MacAllister?"
"T-man? Sure. That's why I'm not the one doing the interview,"
Della answered as they exited the cafeteria. She did a three-point
throw with her paper cup into the rubbish bin. "He's one of the nicest
guys I know."
"I'll take your word for it," Whitey smiled and started for the
stairs.
The weather had been absolutely beautiful that day. The
cafe's interior was flooded with the cold, piercing light of the
November sun and she momentarily considered digging out the sunglasses
she always carried with her -- an overly optimistic gesture,
considering the normal weather conditions of a London winter. Deciding
against the shades, she shielded her eyes with a hand as she dug into
her roast beef sandwich.
"Strange weather."
In addition to her voracious appetite for tea, one of the
ridiculously endearing British qualities Ghislaine possessed was her
never-ending supply of weather-related comments. Della smiled to her
lover, sitting across the small table and looking absolutely,
breathtakingly gorgeous in her thick, dark blue turtleneck sweater,
her hair falling in electric, shimmering strands over her
shoulders. "Didn't notice."
"Eh?" Ghis uttered, one of her perfect, dark eyebrows rising
inquiringly.
"You are my sunshine," Della retorted, making Ghis splutter into
her orange juice. Wiping her chin and nose with a napkin, the dark
woman glared at her lover, hovering between indignation and
amusement. She compromised.
"Delaney Covington, that was evil of you."
"I know," the addressee replied indulgently and propped her chin on
a fist. "I just love to see you blush," she said as an addendum and to
her delight, the enchanting shade of pink that coloured Ghis' cheeks
deepened.
"Del-la," Ghis hummed dangerously, enunciating each syllable with
utmost care, and fingered her salmon sandwich. Her blue eyes were the
colour of the southern seas in the pale sunlight, glinting with the
fire that burned within the dark woman, topped with gentle
laughter. The detective's gut lurched most disconcertingly and a
sudden pang of desire-rimmed, aching tenderness blossomed in her.
"Love ya," Della murmured and took Ghis' free hand into hers. It
was warm and dry, the beautiful twining of bone and tendon strong and
rock-steady, as always.
"Same here," Ghis smiled and bit into her sandwich, keeping an eye
on Della. The other woman was fidgeting slightly, nervous hands
fiddling with her Coke can. Ghis recognised the signs and bit the
inside of her mouth to stop her smile. "You wanted to ask me
something?"
"Um, what makes you say that?" Della asked, setting down the can
with a conscious effort.
"You always squirm when you have something important to say," her
lover informed her.
"Ah. Well. I hadn't realised I was that transparent," Della
replied, lifting a wry eyebrow. "Anyway. What I meant to ask...would
you go along with an idea I had for a bit of play?"
"I am, as they say, game," Ghis said readily, leaning across the
table and smiling one of her slowly developing, sexy grins that Della
deemed quite unlawful, right then and there. "Please elaborate."
While Detective Johnson was all professional coolness,
Detective Douglas Wells's disposition could have been called
obsequious. Ghis folded her arms across her chest and tried very hard
not to smile.
"How about this person," Johnson inquired, her voice echoing
hollowly in the ugly closet of a questioning room. Earlier, she had
apologised for the cramped space, citing the arrest of two gangs and
their proliferation across all available rooms as the reason for their
sudden shortage of proper space. She set a picture of the third victim
in front of Ghis.
"Mmm. The face rings a bell...ah. Bappy, I believe he was
called. Used to frequent the club. Haven't seen him for about a year,
though," the club owner said, picking up the autopsy picture that,
while being not as gruesome as it could have been, still displayed the
neck wound in all its garish detail. Ghis recognised the dislocated
jaw and wound type immediately. "Colombian necktie?"
"Yes," the detective said, giving her a sharp look that Ghis met
evenly. "And 'the club', in this context, means," she checked her
papers, "The Rapture?"
"Yes."
"So, Ms. Du Plessis, where were you two nights ago, between ten
p.m. and three a.m.?" Detective Wells's question came abruptly as he
sat opposite Ghis. "This is purely routine, you understand," he added
apologetically.
"At home, watching TV." Amongst other things, she amended,
remembering the game of slap and tickle that had caused them to miss
the ending of Vertigo, as well as the better part of the
following three hours.
"Do you have anyone to verify that? Anyone reliable?" Wells
continued.
"Yeah," Ghis grinned and took out one of her business cards. She
had replaced the transparent plastic ones with a new design, dark blue
over light grey paper, to be able to write on the reverse. She
scribbled two phone numbers and handed the slip of thick paper to
Wells. "First one is my alibi, the second is someone who can speak on
my behalf on the matter of my general reliability." The latter number
was that of Rear Admiral Devon, the former...
"But this is one of our numbers," Wells said, his brow drawing into
deep ridges as he stared at the first set of digits.
"That of Detective Covington, if I may hazard a guess?"
Det. Johnson said, coming to sit next to Wells. Ghis smiled to her and
nodded. The detective held her gaze for a second longer before
transferring it to her pad, flipping through the pages. The only
sounds were the quiet humm of the tape recorder and the rustle of
paper. Wells turned the card in his hands a few times before stuffing
it into his shirt pocket.
"Well, I can't think of anything else, Ms. du Plessis," the man
said, loosening his tie even more. He produced his card. "Call me if
you think of anything that might be pertinent to the case."
"I will, Detective," Ghis said and favoured him with a bright
smile.
Upon exiting the interrogation room -- what a barbaric-sounding
term, Ghis thought idly -- she spotted a familiar figure at the
end of the hall, conversing quietly with a detective.
"T!" Ghis' voice carried down the corridor easily enough and the
man's head came around, recognition glittering in his eyes. When she
reached the pair, the man grabbed her hand and shook it energetically,
smiling with his neat row of filed teeth that were, in their
strangeness, in stark contrast to his spiffy pinstripe suit and tie.
"Hey, gorgeous," T-man said, his voice as husky as ever. "Meet
Detective Tyers, here."
"Pleasure to finally meet you," Whitey said and smiled. "Gotta
rush, but congratulations on the engagement." She gave the perturbed
club owner a wink and vanished into the squad room, leaving Ghis to
T-man's mercy.
"Engaged?!" His exclamation was an outraged squeal that turned more
than a few heads in the busy corridor. "And you haven't had the
courtesy to relay the news to me?"
Ho boy, Ghis sighed. "C'mon. I'll buy you a pint," she said
and took the now constantly grinning man's arm, guiding him towards
the stairs.
Blue. Dark blue, with a touch of green around the
pupil. Yeah.
The power in your hands is liberating. You cry of joy and sorrow as
he passes into the afterlife, struggling vainly against the Reaper as
He comes to collect. His bony fingers drain away his power slowly, His
cold presence is pure ice in your veins as you wield the blade. In the
last spark of life in his eyes you see the pain ebb away, going
through the stages you know so well, and your soul flies free as well.
Goodbye, dad.
She coughed. Her voice was hoarse from shouting, 'No
comment!' to the gaggle of reporters that swarmed beyond the
bounds of the yellow crime scene tape, and she felt like she had just
done a double shift on the tatami. One reporter, adamant about getting
a word out of her, had even grabbed her arm hard enough to bruise it.
"The lemmings have found their way to ground zero, it seems,"
Detective Yang said by way of a greeting as he emerged from a ground
floor flat, taking off a slightly bloodied rubber glove. Della's heart
sank; this was the fourth victim inside of a week and their case had
progressed little.
"Our guy again?" Della asked as she dodged another strip of
isolation tape, this one at the flat's door and guarded by a
severe-looking bobby who glowered around the dim hall in the best
Christopher Lee imitation the detective had seen in a while.
"Our lady, according to your profile," Yang reminded her, grinning
a tired grin and handing Della a pair of gloves. "Today's poor lad is
a Mr Simmons, Harold Beauford. Died of a single stab wound to the
abdomen."
The knife was still in Mr Simmons, Della saw as she stepped into
the bedroom of the flat. Around and onto its dark wooden hilt dark,
thick blood had flowed freely, staining the delicately grey carpet,
the nearby bed's matching covers bearing liberally scattered stains of
rusty red. The deceased was standing rigidly in front of his wardrobe,
his dead weight held upright by thick ropes that coiled around his
arms and towards the wrists, finally ending at sturdy hooks that
decorated the sides of the wardrobe, a massive affair in dark wood
with brass hinges. He had rope burns all along the length of his naked
body, especially on his limbs that were all pinioned securely with the
coarse, heavy manila rope.
"And here we go again," Della murmured and pulled on the
gloves. Bending closer to investigate the wound, she caught a whiff of
the residual scent of fear, mingled as it was with that of old
blood. "Anything on the neighbours?"
"Surprisingly, yes," Yang said. That made Della's eyebrows rise and
she straightened, aiming a curious gaze towards her companion, who was
flipping through his little black book. The previous cases had yielded
little on that front; either no-one had noticed any commotion, or they
had conveniently gone deaf at the critical moment. "The next door
neighbour woke up to loud banging at about half past one. Her bedroom
is behind that wall," Yang said, pointing to the white expanse behind
the wardrobe. "I'm willing to suspect that this guy, though gagged and
bound, banged the wardrobe against the wall in his struggles."
"Yeah," Della said, stealing a glance at the victim. Beneath his
bleeding, empty eye sockets and nose, a ball gag similar to that found
at the first scene was stuffed into his mouth.
"About fifteen minutes later, the neighbour, Ms. Hernandez, got up
to pour herself a glass of milk to help her get to sleep again. She
was used to nightly noises emanating from Mr. Simmons's flat, it
seems," the detective continued, smiling a lopsided grin. "Her kitchen
window gives out towards the street."
"Ah," Della said and grinned. Yang handed her Ms. Hernandez's
description of the person leaving the building and Della scanned it
quickly. Dark green army parka, black trousers, sunglasses. Tall,
medium weight, Caucasian of undefined gender. The figure had turned
north at the door so Ms. Hernandez had not had a chance to have a look
at their face before he or she had vanished towards St. Mary's and,
most likely, Old Brompton Road. "Not much, but it's a start," Della
said as she handed the paper back to Yang. "Make sure to send that to
the lab, for comparison with the stuff at the second scene," she
added, pointing towards a small jar that rested on the nightstand.
"The lube?"
"Yeah. Doug should be doing his pharmacy rounds today, following
that tangent. We shall see if he digs up anything," Della said,
snapping off her gloves. The laboratory had returned a full analysis
of the artificial lubricant found in the second victim's bathtub.
"All right," the young detective grunted, stepping aside to let the
forensics team, with their vast assortment of brushes, tweezers and
plastic bags, prowl the scene. Soon the late Mr. Simmons was
surrounded by plastic-aproned men and women dusting and nipping away
the last of his dignity.
Upon their return to the station, the detectives found that
Det. Wells had indeed spent his morning usefully, ringing through the
list of the biggest chemicals manufacturers, most of which had readily
agreed to assist and faxed mile-long lists to the station. While most
of the chemicals needed for the lube were simple and common enough, a
few required the company to record the name of the buyer, when an
individual person instead of a company purchased the said substance.
"Hi Doug," Della greeted the shy, very likable detective, peeking
around the foot-high piles of fax paper that cluttered his usually so
pristine desk.
"Afternoon, Detective Covington," he replied quietly and smiled. In
contrast to the genial, relaxed atmosphere of the squad room, he
always insisted on addressing everyone formally, but it was not out of
rudeness on his part. His upbringing had simply been very
old-fashioned, in the tradition of the British society at its
worst. "I found one possible lead."
"Oh? Do tell," Della said, peeling off her overcoat and coming to
stand next to him.
"Three separate companies, three key ingredients, three bad checks,
one name. Need I say more?" he said, grinning, handing Della a fax
slip that had the name circled in red. "The checks are by one Shayna
Foster."
"And...?" Della prompted, her eyebrows knitting. "Anything on her?"
"She's been in Woodley since 1993," Wells said, his eyes
twinkling. Upon Della's blank look, he leaned forward and clarified:
"It's a mental institution, near Basildon in Essex."
Even in the lead grey deluge of the not-quite-sleet rain,
the Woodley Institute looked little like a mental institution and more
like a maximum-security prison. A flash of her badge at the gate
granted them access quickly enough and Yang steered the unmarked blue
Ford neatly to the parking lot. The rain had started as they were near
Brentwood, and of course both detectives had forgotten their umbrellas
at the station.
"Can I get you some hot tea, detectives?" the institution's chief
psychiatrist asked them, a small smile twisting his thin lips
up. Doctor William Adams-Morris was in his fifties, a tall man with
the bearing of a Royal Guardsman. The photographs and plaques around
his office testified that he had indeed served in the Army during the
Falklands War. His handshake had been warm, his paw enveloping Della's
hand almost completely.
"Yes, please," Della smiled and discreetly shook her head to free
the last droplets of water from her hair. Yang nodded in assent and
the doctor poured them all cups from the kettle perched on the corner
of his desk, which was improbably large for the close confines of his
office. In addition to the desk, the space was cluttered with medical
books and journals that covered every horizontal surface, except the
seats of the two visitor chairs the detectives currently occupied.
"Shayna Foster, eh?" Adams-Morris said, sipping his own tea which
he took laced heavily with milk and sugar. Della could smell the
sweetness of the liquid across the desk. "Yes, she is with us. Of
course, you understand I cannot divulge any information concerning her
patient history."
"Of course," Della said and dug out the fax sheet Doug had given
her. The doctor glanced through it and nodded for the detective to
explain. "We were wondering why checks in her name have been appearing
recently, under most alarming circumstances."
"Alarming?"
Instead of an answer, Della passed the doctor a pre-autopsy picture
of Pearse Junior. Adams-Morris's bushy eyebrows hitched halfway to his
receding hairline and he put the cup down carefully. "I see." There
was no trepidation in his voice, only professional interest. He set
the photo on the desk and steepled his fingers over it. "I understand
your urgency, detective," he said gravely, "but I do not see how I can
help you."
"Ms. Foster hasn't been outside the institution since...?" Yang
prompted.
"1995. She had two days' leave so she could attend her father's
funeral."
"Damn," Della swore under her breath. Another false alarm.
Her eyes were turned towards the Georgia O'Keeffe but she
did not see it, nor did she hear the soft notes of Chopin that flowed
richly around the spacious, sparsely furnished living room of the
Mayfair house. Della's tea was also alone, cooling, forgotten on the
table.
"O'Keeffe isn't that interesting an artist, m'dear."
Ghislaine's voice was low and unobtrusive, coming from behind and
above Della. Two warm hands landed on her shoulders.
"Hm?" Della said, snapping out of her trance. Her neck popped
audibly as she craned it, producing a half-grimace on her face. "Ow."
"Oh, poor baby," Ghis chuckled and came around the sofa to sit next
to her lover. Looking unusually severe in her black turtleneck
sweater, her hair in a braid, the dark woman smiled warmly and reached
out, laying a hand on Della's shoulder. "Does this hurt?" she asked
and pressed at the juncture of her neck and shoulder. Della almost
jumped off the cushions.
"Yessss, it hurts," she hissed to her lover and swatted the
offending hand away. Ghis just tilted her raven head, the ice blue
eyes glinting with mischief.
"Sorry," Ghis apologised and gestured for Della to turn.
"No, you're not."
"You are absolutely correct," Ghis agreed and Della could feel the
radiance of the smile that followed the words. Knowing hands went to
work, kneading at the muscles between her shoulderblades. "Always let
a sadist do your backrubs."
"Why is that?" Della groaned, her head lolling between her
shoulders. Gods that feels good, she thought, but felt too
drowsy to say it out loud.
"Just the right amount of pain," Ghis replied and to illustrate the
point, pressed the heel of her hand against an acupressure point in
Della's back. The pain radiated in warm waves from the point and Della
had to focus consciously to be able to breathe evenly.
"Yeah. Shihatsu is the reason I keep you around," she managed, her
voice sounding pained and muffled to even herself.
"Oh, it's not my cooking then?"
"And then there's that," Della amended with a chuckle, the
weariness of the day draining away. No longer was the bad weather and
the evil of man getting to her. All she felt was the warm, sure touch
on her back and shoulders and the closeness of the woman she
loved. Ghis' comforting scent was around her and in the old Oxford
University sweater she was wearing, the warm, musky fragrance she
would recognise in her sleep.
"So, about this game..."
Della smiled at the casual phrasing. The exact nature of Della's
idea had obviously been tickling Ghis' brain constantly, ever since
she had popped the question at the café. She had divulged only
that it was a surprise that required only Ghis' promise to go along
with it, and let the rest remain a mystery. The dark woman had agreed
but...
"Yes?"
"Can't you tell me anything about it?"
"Nope," Della said firmly and shook her head for added emphasis,
though it was hard with Ghis massaging her neck. "All things come to
those who wait, my love. Next Friday."
"I could just torture the details out of you, y'know," Ghis mused
and pressed another acupressure point at the nape of Della's neck,
making a shiver skitter through the detective.
"Spoilsport."
"All right, I'll wait," Ghis resigned with a sigh and continued
with the massage, kneading away the soreness in Della's lower
back. The smaller woman groaned. "Tomorrow's Saturday. Any plans?"
"How about if we go shopping?"
"Must we?" Ghis' tone was slightly wary; if there was one thing she
loathed, it was crowds. Her anxiousness was at its peak in chaotic
places, mostly because of her military training that had insisted on
inconspicuousness, and for one over six feet tall and as
exotic-looking as she, being invisible was not an option on Oxford
Street on a Saturday afternoon.
"I'll cook tomorrow," Della offered.
"Mmm." Still noncommittal.
"And give you a foot massage."
"You would have done that anyway, ma chérie." Della
could see in her mind's eye the gentle, teasing curve of Ghis' eyebrow
as she said that.
"Lingerie shopping."
"Ooo...now you're talking..."
"Are we clear?"
"Huh?" His skull was obviously thick enough to absorb
neutrinos. Ghis mused that he was yet more living proof of the fact
that for some people, the cubic capacity of their car's engine was in
linear inverse relation to the volume of grey matter in their
head. She took a step closer and he instinctively backed away.
"You do not honk when I'm at the petrol pump," she enunciated
carefully. Another step. "And you do not call me a 'slow cow' without
losing the use of at least two fingers and possibly some
more...valuable organs," she continued, and the next step took her
right next to him. He had no room to back up any farther as his calves
brushed the bumper of his Lexus.
"Um, yeah," he said. Sweat beaded on his upper lip and he looked as
if he needed to loosen his tie, badly.
"And you will apologise, fou," she finished, twirling the
petrol tank's cap in her fingers.
"I'm sorry."
"Of course you are," Ghis said and smiled one of her best feral
smiles, taking full advantage of the three inches in height she had
over him, and of the years of experience she had in the art of
intimidation. The man blanched and almost sat on the gleaming hood of
his car. "I'm going to finish my aborted task and you'll keep quiet."
"Sure," he squeaked, and satisfied, Ghis turned away, her mood
suddenly better. Nothing like a verbal beating of un cretin to
cheer up a sordid, cold November day. She grabbed the pump again and
resumed her interrupted business. She had been only a third of the way
through when the black Lexus had queued behind her and started
honking.
She was just stepping into the antique Bugatti when her mobile
phone rang. Manoeuvring the car off the petrol station's premises with
one hand, Ghis fished the silvery item out with the other. The number
on the screen was a very familiar one.
"Hi hon...yeah...five minutes? I'll be there. Bye."
Miraculously, she found a free spot on Wigmore Street and neatly
slid the gleaming black car into the slot. The engine's loud noise
died abruptly and she took off her driving gloves, tugging her shawl
tighter around her. The day was a very cold one, and that fortunately
meant there were fewer people out and about. She met Della near the
Bond Street tube station.
"Hi love," the blonde woman said, smiling radiantly and waving her
assortment of shopping bags that contained what she described only as
the 'necessary equipment' for her still undisclosed game. "Got all I
need. How about you?"
"Drove around, filled the tank, picked a fight with an imbecile,"
Ghis replied and gave Della's cheek a quick peck.
"Imbecile?" The blonde brows drew together.
"Il a une tête a faire sauter les plaques d'egouts, as
maman would have said," Ghis smiled.
"Oh, gods," Della laughed. "A face that could blow off manhole
covers? That ugly, eh?"
"And that idiotic," Ghis said and wrapped an arm around her lover's
shoulders as they started down Bond Street. "But I didn't hit
him. Honestly."
"Lucky bastard," Della smiled and took a right turn towards a
lingerie boutique. One dark eyebrow lifted and the detective
winked. "I promised, didn't I?"
After flipping rapidly through the lacy half of the racks, Della
got stuck at the rack of sleeker items. Ghis told her to take her time
and, after gathering an armful of bras and other assorted items, the
smaller woman headed for the fitting room, guiding her lover to a seat
just outside the curtain. Ghis was two-thirds through the latest
Dr. Dobbs Journal, Della on the dark blue garter belt, when the
detective's mobile phone rang.
"Shit," was Della's laconic comment when she looked at the caller's
number.
"Trouble?" Ghis asked, folding the magazine under her arm.
"Work."
"What's in there?" Detective Yang asked, pointing at the
plastic bag Della clutched.
"Two Gossard's Glossies Sheer bras," the detective grunted
as she crouched next to her partner and stuffed the bag into the
pocket of her overcoat -- she had forgotten to leave them in the car
with Ghis. The concrete of the wall next to her felt cold and clammy
to her fingers, and her breath obscured the air in front of her with
small, white clouds. "What's the story?"
"Possible situ in there," Yang said and nodded towards the
three-story building across the street. They were hiding in a narrow
alley between two old houses, the front door of the building in
question directly ahead and what seemed to be half of the manpower of
the London Metropolitan Police, Holloway Division, behind them. "The
neighbour of one Nancy Wittstock called the police. Earlier on, the
neighbour had seen Ms. Wittstock enter her flat in the company of a
young man. A few minutes later, a ruckus started in Ms. Wittstock's
flat -- loud noise, screaming, the sound of someone getting one hell
of a beating, the works."
"And...?" Della prompted and wiped the sweat off her brow
discreetly. It had taken her just under twenty minutes to get to
Islington -- record time, she was sure.
"The neighbour describes Ms. Wittstock as a tall, blonde woman with
a, mmm, less than reputable profession and even seedier hobbies."
"Right. What's the tally now?"
"This is number twenty-four of the even remotely possible tips,"
Yang grimaced and yanked his scarf tighter. The day's newspapers had
carried a description of the suspected murderess and ever since the
first issues had hit newsstands at five a.m., the Met's phones had
been ringing off the hook. Most calls had been, as usual, false
leads. "The best one so far," he added. "That's why I called you in."
"Yeah," Della said, her eyes narrowing as she regarded the
house. "Shall we?"
"Guys in goon gear first," Yang smiled and gestured for the
sergeant of the policemen to go first.
The men and women, dressed in bulky protective gear, bulletproof
vests and all, filed quietly across the street and fanned out, a few
going round the house to secure the back entrance. The sergeant
gestured silently, his helmet bobbing up and down as he checked his
troop status. At the drop of his hand, the front men rushed the stairs
and barged through the door, followed by another contingent of
policemen, before the detectives got in.
"Police! Don't move a muscle!" the sergeant roared as he shot
through the flat's door, the yellow-painted wood parting before him as
easily as balsa. The gaggle of policemen streamed in and filled every
cranny and nook of the small place in the blink of an eye, shouts of
"Clear!" echoing down the hall as the detectives jogged to catch up
with their uniformed colleagues.
Surprisingly, it was the slightly rancid smell of the place that
Della noticed first; old, mouldy food, mixed with the bittersweet,
heavy scent of sex. And...blood. The smell became stronger as she went
down the short hall and turned left into the bedroom.
"Otium cum dignitate..."
"Ma'am?" the sergeant asked, his shotgun not wavering. "I didn't
catch you."
"Nothing," Della sighed and waved a hand to dismiss her ironic but
to-the-point whisper -- for if anything, the scene that opened up
before her was certainly not one of 'leisure with dignity.' She
couldn't decide if the sight of the couple, the man tied to the
trestle and the woman standing rigidly at attention next to him, was
silly or sad. "Lower your weapon, Sergeant."
"Ma'am!" the man protested, his light brown moustache twitching. A
glower from Della did the job and the shotgun barrel lowered, and
along with it, the woman's painfully erect posture deflated as
well. The leather paddle she had been holding clattered to the floor.
"You're Nancy Wittstock?"
"Yes," the woman said to Yang, who had joined Della in the
bedroom. "What...how...I mean, shit..." She trailed off and
shook her head, leaning against the prone man who issued an alarmed
grunt through his gag.
It took Ms. Wittstock a few moments to gather her wits and unleash
her client from the trestle. After a change of clothes, she had
transformed from a leather-clad dominatrix into an ordinary woman and
Della smiled sadly, her eyes travelling around the dingy, sparse
kitchen where they were sitting. Ms. Wittstock drank from a cup of
coffee as if she hadn't had caffeine in three months, though otherwise
she was relatively calm.
"Well, I'm a professional dominant, as you probably guessed," she
said and Della nodded, scribbling nonsense into her yellow pad because
she was expected to write something -- an illusion aimed at giving the
interviewee time to think. "Semi-pro," she corrected herself. "So I
whip people for extra cash. The guy's an old customer...I don't like
to take him during the weekends or in the evenings because he's so
loud," she said, smiling a crooked smile. "He convinced me to make an
exception this time."
"So I gather," Della said, smiling as she lifted her gaze from the
pad. Ms. Wittstock's eyes were a deep, calm brown and very
tired-looking, as if she had already seen everything and that nothing,
not a single thing, could surprise her any more. "So he's a regular?"
"Yeah, I've been beating his ass bloody for the past year or
so. Twice a month, or whenever he has an extra fifty quid," Wittstock
said and fished out a slightly crumpled pack of cigarettes from the
back pocket of her jeans. The cigarette was slightly bent and she had
trouble striking the match with her shaking hands.
"Fifty quid, eh?"
"Better than slaving away at some supermarket for the minimum wage,
that's fer sure," Wittstock smiled and inhaled deeply. Della pushed
the ashtray towards her. "I even pay the bloody taxes for this."
"Really?" the detective asked, both of her pale brows lifting in
surprise.
"Yeah. It's not prostitution. No sex, just your basic whippings and
bondage. Nothing against the law." The thin smell of the cigarette
smoke mingled with that of stale food and Della's nostrils twitched at
the curious mix. "What about my door?"
After Della reassured that the Met would pay for the broken door,
the rest of the interview was routine. On the dates of the two first
murders, Ms. Wittstock had been in Brighton, visiting her sister. The
necessary phone numbers were exchanged, and when Yang entered the
kitchen and shook his head to signal that his chat with Wittstock's
client had yielded exactly zero, it was time to retire back to the
station.
Detectives Wells and Johnson entered the squad room just as Della
was pouring herself a cup of coffee.
"Any luck?" Johnson asked Della as she took off her coat.
"False alarm. Yours?"
Johnson formed a circle with her thumb and forefinger and blew
through the hole, to which Della lifted a knowing eyebrow. "Public
help, my ass," Johnson grunted and leaned against her desk. "Oh, a
doctor with a fancy name called you," she added, handing Della a pink
phone message slip. It read Call Dr. Adams-Morris -- urgent!
The squad room's plaster wall had a coffee stain above
the green filing cabinets which were relics from a bygone era. Della's
eyes were turned towards the blot, the result of Yang flipping through
files with one hand, coffee cup in the other, and an irate suspect who
had refused to co-operate and bounced into him, sending paper and
coffee flying. Sipping slowly at her black poison, staring at the
stain, Della mulled over the strange conversation she had had that
evening.
Dr. Adams-Morris had had an epiphany that morning. Shayna Foster
had had a roommate, Allison Abbey, until last April. The doctor hadn't
disclosed exactly why that information was so urgent, but he had
implied that if they dug deep enough, they would see the
relevance. And so, Della had spent the better part of a lovely
Saturday evening with Ms. Foster.
"Don't know. She was just... weird."
"How so?" Della had asked once again, trying very hard to keep her
patience with the rather sullen Shayna Foster, whose moist, sharp eyes
were staring at her across the small table, their refusal to blink
quite disconcerting.
"She was cool. In a chilly way," Foster tried, gesturing nervously
with her hands. A muscle in her right cheek twitched. "I mean, I never
saw her shout to a guard, and she never picked a fight with anybody. A
loner. Polite, a perfectionist."
"Mmm-hmm," Della hummed, her gaze flickering from Foster to her
notepad. "Did she have any peculiar habits?"
"Except for her fascination with sharp objects, you mean?" Foster
said and smiled suddenly, showing a row of neat, white teeth. "She was
always drawing. Men. Same pose, always. And eyes, sometimes. Not faces
-- just the eyes."
"The eyes?" That caught Della's attention.
"Yeah. She agonised hours on end with her crayons, trying to get
just the right shade of blue. Sometimes, I think she got it too right
and that was always a fallout day. She would rage and scream and then
cry and be in a dark funk for days on end. And then it would start all
over again."
"Crayons?"
Foster smiled again and leaned in closer. "They don't let us have
anything sharper."
"Right," Della answered, tapping her pad with her pen. "She must've
been frustrated, then?"
"Yeah. Made her day when, at Christmastime, we got food that
required a fork and a knife. Every time she tried to nick the knife."
"Did she ever succeed?" Della asked, lifting a lazy eyebrow. Foster
was obviously more observant than she had led them to believe.
"With her and me and a knife, all in one ten-by-twelve room,
there's just one possible outcome... and I'm alive, aren't I?" Foster
asked and fiddled with her earlobe nervously. Della suspected she was
manic-depressive and counted herself lucky that she had caught Shayna
Foster on her manic day. "You do the math, detective."
"Here's the file on Allison Abbey that you requested," Yang said,
interrupting her train of thought. He dropped a folder on her
desk. "Fresh off the printer."
The printout was only thirteen pages long but it took three hours
before Della put it down again. Brushing away a tear, the detective
leaned back, her mind a thousand miles away from the squad room and
the great city outside. Her face was drawn, her palms moist as, with
shaking hands, she dug out the pictures.
"Damn."
The image in the mirror is pale. The crystal is a flesh
eater, the saying goes, and how true that rings right now. Where there
used to be round, smooth flesh, there are now angles. It didn't take
you the expected thirty years of sad existence to develop cheekbones,
as daddy said, but instead, two or a thousand pinches of the magic
dust. Angular, dark circles around the eyes.
The night had yielded nothing. Nobody. None of your regulars had
called, nobody had dared to approach you in the bars you had vainly
scoured. The need burns in your veins, the lust and the irrepressible
draw of the discovery you feel is near, whispering to be stoked and
obeyed and followed. He is the next one. Has to be the next one -- you
can't bear to be alone and disappointed, it is tearing you up
inside. You can feel it, almost smell it in the dusty air of your
flat.
Fuck this shit.
You slump to sit in front of the mirror, bowing your head so that
you don't see yourself any more. You'll be alone, tonight. But
chemistry is still your friend, if man will not be; the pristine,
white dust always has new ideas and new visions to share with you. And
tomorrow is a new day.
© Penumbra 1999
penumbra@clinched.net