~ I See You ~
by Lady D
2011
Disclaimers: All of the characters in this
story are fictional. Two of the characters just happen to resemble
the physical features of Xena and Gabrielle.
Love/Sex: Depicts a loving relationship between
two female teens.
Violence: Not really… well you'll
see.
Notes: PLEASE READ - Hi guys! So, this chapter
is a few pages longer than the previous ones I've written. I'm sure
you're bummed about that! Just wanted to let you know I may fall
behind on the chapter updates. I have family in town this week. But
if I find the time in between, I will post something for you all.
Enjoy Ch. 6!
Please let me know what you thought of my new characters and
their story!
Feedback: leidee87@yahoo.com
Chapter Six
Morgan sat a row behind Jax and his family in the large church.
The atmosphere was heavy with sadness as family members and friends
filled the entire space. The redhead sat between his mother and
father in the front row. His head was down the entire service and
when it was his turn to speak at the pulpit, he couldn't finish
because he broke down in tears. His mother had to guide him from
the front of the church, back to his seat.
When everyone was gathered at Jax's house, Morgan was so unsure
of what to say to her best friend. Not seeing him on the first
floor, she went searching for him upstairs. He wasn't in his own
room, but in Gary's. Jax was sitting on the bed edge of the bed,
staring at the floor. Morgan stood in the doorway for a moment and
knocked lightly on the open door.
Jax looked up, eyes swollen from crying and exhaustion. "Hey,"
he said in a small whisper.
"Hey," Morgan replied, slowly stepping into the room. "What are
you doing?" the brunette asked softly.
Jax glanced around the room and then he looked up at his friend.
"I don't know… just… trying to be close… I
guess."
Morgan nodded and sat next to Jax. They sat there a few minutes
not saying a word to each other.
"This doesn't feel real," Jax whispered, breaking the silence.
"It seems like at any moment he's going to call me or send me a
funny text."
Morgan met Jax's gaze. His eyes were on the brink of fresh
tears. "But he can't… not anymore… not ever
again."
The brunette felt her own tears beginning. "Oh, Jax. I'm so
sorry…"
The two friends embraced and cried into each other's shoulders.
A part of Jax died along with his brother that day and Morgan could
feel it. What saddened her most was that she could do nothing about
it.
* * *
The following day, Morgan practically barricaded herself in her
room, claiming to her family she just wanted to be alone. She was
lying on her bed in deep thought. This had to be the worst week of
her life. First, she found out Dana was dating some loser and then
to make things worse, her best friend's brother dies. Morgan felt
like her head was going to explode.
Suddenly, a soft knock sounded on her door.
"I said I want to be left alone," Morgan replied, in a settle
tone.
"Morgan, its Dana."
Morgan furrowed her brows, not expecting to hear Dana on the
other side of the door. The brunette sat up suddenly and ran her
fingers through her hair, trying to look a bit more decent.
"Come in," the brunette called gently.
The door slowly opened and the blonde stepped into the
room.
"Hi," Dana said, closing the door behind her.
"Hey… what are you doing here?" Morgan asked softly.
The blonde sheepishly took a few more steps into the room.
"Well, I was worried about you. I was wondering why you weren't
answering my calls or texts."
Morgan lowered her eyes. She had purposely ignored the blonde's
messages. Mostly to be there for Jax, but a little part of her
hated that the blonde went on a date. She was jealous and angry,
and wanted to avoid the blonde all together. It was a childish
attitude but that was how she felt.
"Sorry, I've just been," Morgan exhaled heavily. "Things are
kind of messed up right now."
The blonde gave her a look of understanding. "Keri, told me what
happened… with Jax's brother."
Morgan nodded solemnly.
"I'm sorry, Morgan. How is Jax?"
The brunette shook her head. "Not good. He's just…" Morgan
had no words to finish her sentence.
There was silence between them for a moment. "Can I?" the blonde
asked, gesturing towards the bed.
Morgan paused for a second and then nodded. Dana climbed onto
the bed and sat right next to the brunette. Morgan immediately
picked up on the blonde's vanilla scented shampoo and her body
shivered at the blonde's close proximity. Hoping Dana would not
notice, she ran a hand through her hair.
"How are you?" Dana asked sincerely.
The brunette turned her head and looked at Dana. Those green
eyes were so compassionate and caring. She could stare into those
eyes for hours. Morgan swallowed the lump in her throat.
"Good… bad I guess… I don't know."
Dana grasped her hand and intertwined their fingers. Morgan
looked at their hands and smiled sadly. The blonde's hand was so
soft and warm. Morgan instantly felt comforted. She took a deep
breath and exhaled.
"You should have seen him," Morgan began, trying to hold back
her tears. "He was just so empty… and I couldn't do anything.
I couldn't fix it." Losing the battle, fresh tears ran down
Morgan's face and she helplessly shook her head from side to side.
"He's hurting so much, Dana." Morgan looked into the blonde's eyes.
"I just want him to be okay… I want Jax to stop hurting
inside…"
"Oh, Morgan…" the blonde pulled Morgan towards her and the
brunette cried into Dana's shoulder. The cheerleader held her close
and gently stroked Morgan's back as the brunette let her emotions
go. "Shh…it'll be okay. He just needs time."
The brunette wrapped her arms around Dana's waist and buried her
face deeper into the blonde shoulder as she cried harder. Morgan
had always been there to fix Jax's problems. She knew how to talk
to him and calm him down in any situation. But death… that
was beyond her reach.
After a few minutes, Morgan's tears slowed and she realized how
intimately she was holding the blonde. Though she felt safe and
indescribably warm inside, she slowly pulled out of the embrace.
"I'm sorry," Morgan whimpered, wiping at her tears. She sat up
and cleared her throat.
"Don't apologize. I know Jax means a lot to you," Dana said
softly. She continued to rub the brunette's back in gentle
circles.
Morgan exhaled a deep breath. "Oh, this
sucks…"
"Yeah, it does…"
They sat there another moment in silence and Morgan felt the
urge to lift another weight off her chest. Her heart was pounding
in her ears as she contemplated on saying out loud what she was
thinking.
"Dana?" she said, before she could stop herself.
"Yes?" the blonde replied, removing her hand from Morgan's
back.
Morgan bent her knees up to her chest and hugged them.
"Um… I want to tell you something. Something about
me…"
Dana placed her hand on Morgan's forearm and squeezed gently.
"It's okay, Morgan. You can tell me anything."
Morgan swallowed nervously and then looked into Dana's eyes.
"I… don't want this to change anything between us. I don't
want you to freak out."
"Morgan, what is it?" the blonde asked, concern in her
voice.
Morgan swallowed nervously and the licked her suddenly dry lips.
"I'm… I'm gay."
The brunette's heart continued to hammer as she waited for Dana
to respond. As they looked into each other's eyes, Morgan could see
Dana processing the new information. Then to her surprise, a bright
smile was on Dana's face.
"Is that all?" the blonde asked sweetly.
Morgan furrowed her brows. What kind of response is that? "Um,
yeah. It doesn't bother you?"
"Not at all." The blonde grasped Morgan's hand with her own.
"Geez, your palms are sweaty. You were that nervous to tell me?"
Dana asked sincerely.
Morgan nodded. "Yeah. I didn't know if it would freak you out or
something."
The blonde chuckled lightly. "It would take a lot more than
that, Wolfie," Dana smiled, playfully bumping her shoulder against
Morgan's.
The brunette exhaled a breath a relief and smiled, blushing
lightly at Dana's nickname for her. At this moment she could care
less if Dana had gone on a date with Patrick. The blonde was a good
person and she felt lucky as hell to have her as a friend.
"Well… now that I got that out of the way… there's
something else."
Dana raised her eyebrows. "You're full of surprises
today."
"I have your birthday present."
The blonde smiled. "You do?"
Morgan shifted off the bed and walked over to her closet. After
she had returned home from the funeral yesterday, she had finished
Dana's painting. She just really needed to get her mind off of
things and she buried herself in her art. Morgan was not even sure
if she was going to give the present to Dana, but now she had a
change of heart.
Morgan handed Dana a flat box with wrapping paper on it.
"Happy belated birthday."
Dana grinned, taking her present with both hands. "Thank you."
The blonde took a closer look at the wrapping paper and laughed. It
was of various cartoon cats with party hats on. "Of course you
picked cats," she giggled. "You're still making fun of
me."
Morgan laughed. "I thought you'd like that."
Dana began to carefully unwrap her gift and Morgan watched with
nervous anticipation. Under the wrapping paper was a white box. The
blonde lifted off the top and removed the paper surrounding the
12x16 canvas. When Dana's finally revealed the image, Morgan heard
a small gasp.
The brunette did not know if that was a good or bad sign. She
lightly bit her lower lip and shifted her weight. Dana carefully
examined the painting. It was of two women. One was Dana and the
other was her mother, Janice. They both had beaming smiles on their
faces, each with an arm around the other's waist in a loose hug.
Dana's mother looked healthy and alcohol free. These were happy
women living a happy life.
Morgan stood a few feet away, hands fidgeting, trying to gauge
the blonde's reaction. Dana said nothing as she sat on the bed,
staring at the painting.
Finally, Morgan broke the silence. "I, um. I don't know," the
brunette nervously sputtered. "I just wanted to give you a nice
image to hold on to. Something that I hope comes true for
you."
Dana lightly ran her fingers over the picture and looked up at
Morgan. Tears were in her eyes. Alarmed by the blonde's reaction,
she took a careful step forward.
"Dana, I didn't mean to make you cry, I…"
"No," the blonde said with a sad smile. "Morgan, this is
beautiful. No one has ever given me something so
thoughtful."
Morgan smiled back, suddenly shy. Before she could say anything,
Dana was off the bed, wrapping her arms around her neck in a warm
embrace.
"Thank you," the blonde whispered in Morgan's
ear.
The brunette exhaled with relief. "You're welcome," Morgan
whispered back, returning the hug.
She was afraid Dana would not like her gift. After a moment,
Dana slowly leaned back and looked into Morgan's blue eyes. The
brunette stared back at her and she thought she would pass out
because they were so close.
Dana's eyes flickered down to Morgan's lips and back up again.
Looking into the blonde's green depths, Morgan saw something she'd
never seen before. It was a want. A question. Her green eyes were
like fire. Their breaths mingled between them, neither one of them
sure what to do next. Their lips were inches apart and the tips of
their noses lightly touched. Just when Morgan thought they were
about to kiss, the closeness was gone.
Morgan opened her eyes. Dana had stepped away.
"I um," Dana ran a shaky hand through her hair. "I should go,"
she said, picking up the painting from Morgan's bed. She carefully
closed it back in the box.
The brunette shook her head slightly and released the breath she
had been holding. "Uh, y… yeah." Morgan
stuttered.
KNOCK. KNOCK. The bedroom door opened to reveal Keri standing in
the doorway.
"Hey, Dana," Keri had a look of curiosity on her face. "My mom
said you were up here. Why are you in Morgan's
room?"
Morgan opened her mouth, but no words formed. Her body was still
tingling from her moment with Dana. She side glanced at Dana,
waiting for her reply.
The blonde shrugged and smiled lightly. "To check on Morgan. You
know with the tragedy in Jax's family… I just wanted to stop
by."
Keri nodded with understanding and smiled sadly at her sister.
"That's nice of you Dana. I'm glad someone was able to talk to
Morgan. It's a tough time right now."
"It is," the blonde replied.
Morgan pushed back a few bangs from her face and gestured
towards the box Dana was holding. "Um, I also gave Dana a late
birthday present."
The blonde slightly lifted the box and gave a small smile.
"Yeah, she gave me a present," Dana replied in a small
voice.
Morgan looked over at the blonde who had a blush on her face.
Dana was clearly trying to avoid eye contact with her. Morgan then
looked at her sister. She watched as Keri slowly looked between her
and the blonde. Morgan felt the anxiety grow in the pit of her
stomach. She knew the gears in Keri's brain were
turning.
The cheerleader frowned. "You guys are acting weird. What's
going on?"
"Nothing." "Nothing." They both answered, a little too quickly.
Keri raised an eyebrow and looked at her sister. Morgan
swallowed the lump in her throat. She hated when Keri would read
her like a book.
Dana chewed on her bottom lip for a moment before breaking the
awkwardness. "Anyway," she smiled. "Morgan, thank you for the gift
and I hope you'll feel better soon." The blonde said all this,
barely looking at Morgan.
The brunette nodded. "Sure, and thanks."
Dana walked towards Keri who was still by the door. "Come on,
Sherlock. You up for a burger?" The blonde asked, stepping out of
the room.
Keri looked after her and then turned back to Morgan. Her face
said, 'We are talking later' before she closed the door behind
her.
Morgan stood, rooted to the spot. Did she and Dana almost kiss?
The idea made her stomach flip flop.
* * *
It had been a few days since Morgan had given Dana her
present… and the almost kiss. It had also been a few days
since they had spoken. She hated to admit it, but it was obvious
the blonde was now avoiding her. Her texts went unanswered, Dana
rarely spoke to her during school, and hell… they didn't even
make eye contact anymore. Not having Jax at her side was bad
enough, but now it seemed her new friend wanted nothing to do with
her.
Morgan was too conflicted to approach Dana about it. The thing
she hated most in this world was rejection. All she wanted to do
was talk to the blonde, but she felt like if she tried, Dana would
feel uncomfortable. Morgan did not want to be a burden to anyone,
especially Dana. So, if the blonde was putting in that much effort
to avoid her, maybe their friendship was not meant to be. That did
not mean it didn't hurt.
To occupy herself, Morgan put extra hours in at the garage. One
reason was to get her mind off of Dana, but the other was to avoid
Keri. Her sister has yet to corner her about the awkwardness she
walked in on the other day.
The brunette was contemplating all of this as she stood in the
steaming hot shower. Realizing she used all the hot water, she
turned off the spray and reached for her towel just outside the
shower. She frowned in confusion, not feeling where she had left it
on the rack. "What the hell?"
She opened the shower curtain and saw her towel was missing.
Suddenly, she heard someone clear their throat. Morgan's eyes
whipped over towards the sound. Keri was standing by the door,
holding her towel, with a smug smile on her face.
Morgan quickly closed the curtain more to shield her nakedness.
"Damn it, Keri. What the hell are you doing? Give me my
towel!"
"Not until you tell me what's going on with you and
Dana."
Morgan rolled her eyes and closed the curtain, creating a
barrier between her and her sister. "There's nothing to tell! Would
you give me the towel please?"
"Nope. Tell me."
Morgan braced her hands against the tiles of the shower and
sighed. "I don't know what you want me to say."
"Well, you're obviously hiding something. Otherwise, you
wouldn't be ducking and dodging me. You and Dana have been acting
weird ever since that day."
"I need my towel, Keri. I'm getting cold," the brunette
whined.
"Tell me something worth giving it to you," Keri
teased.
"Urrgh, okay," Morgan growled. "Maybe… something happened
between me and Dana that day. Something that freaked her out
enough… to not want to talk to me."
There was silence on the other side of the curtain. A few
seconds later, the towel Morgan had been begging for was flung over
the shower railing. The brunette pulled it down and hastily wrapped
it around her shivering body. She pulled back the curtain and
stepped out of the shower, meeting her sister's curious
gaze.
"What happened?" She asked seriously.
Morgan sighed heavily and she felt her heartbeat throbbing in
her chest. Should she tell Keri what she felt for Dana? The
brunette was petrified of how her sister would react. She knew Keri
was cool with her being gay, but what if she knew she was into one
of her best friends?
The brunette swallowed audibly. "Well, first off… you know
that I've been spending time with someone lately."
Keri nodded. "Yeah…"
"And I have a crush on them also."
"Yes… the mystery girl," Keri replied, her eyes swimming
with realization.
Morgan took a shallow breath, afraid of what was going to happen
next. "Well, what if I said… the mystery girl was…
Dana."
The lighter haired brunette raised her eyebrows and gave Morgan
a skeptical expression. "What?" Keri replied flatly. It was more of
a statement than a question.
Morgan shrugged sheepishly.
"Morgan, no. Dana?"
The brunette looked down at the floor.
"Really?" Keri grimaced, raising an eyebrow. She wasn't
disgusted just, shocked.
"Yeah…" Morgan admitted quietly.
"She's the one you went to the carni with? And the one you've
been sneaking off at night with?"
Morgan looked into her sister's surprised eyes and nodded
carefully. Keri lowered her gaze to the floor and furrowed her
brows as if she were in deep thought.
"I've gotta get dressed," the brunette muttered. She brushed
passed her sister and went out the bathroom door.
"So, did you make a pass at her or something?" Keri asked,
following sister into her bedroom. She closed the door behind
her.
Morgan stood near her bed and shrugged.
"Well…no…"
"Then what?"
"It was the opposite actually. Or at least I think it
was…"
"Really…" Keri replied, intrigue in her voice. She leaned
back against the door behind her and crossed her
arms.
"Yeah… uh. After I gave her the present, we hugged... and
then when we pulled back she still held onto me… and then it
seemed like she was leaning in to kiss me."
"What?!" the lighter brunette practically shrieked. "But she's
straight!"
Morgan shrugged and gave Keri a baffled expression. "From the
look she was giving me in that moment… it didn't seem like
it."
"Wow. So, little Dana might be batting for the other team," Keri
commented with a small smile. "Did you kiss?"
"No. She panicked I guess and then backed away from me. That's
when you came in."
Keri took a moment to take in the information. "Geez, no wonder
you guys were acting so weird."
"Yeah," Morgan wrapped the towel more securely around her body.
"Anyway, can you scram? I need to get dressed."
"So, you haven't spoken to her since?" Keri asked, ignoring her
sister's request.
"No, I haven't... she's been avoiding me so… if she wants
nothing to do with me, I'm not going to try and force myself into
her life."
Keri looked thoughtful. "Hmm… that's very noble of you.
And stupid."
Morgan frowned. "What?"
"You need to talk to her. Find out why she almost kissed you.
Maybe there's something there. Personally, I would be okay if you
guys hooked up. It would take me awhile to get used to it
but… I know you're like… totally in love with her. I
can tell. Every time you talk about her you get--"
"Keri, would you get out!" Morgan demanded, interrupting her
sister's rambling.
"Talk to her."
The brunette huffed and shook her head. "I
can't."
"Well, then I'll talk to her."
"No!"
Keri opened the bedroom door and headed out. "I think I will,"
the cheerleader sang.
Morgan quickly scurried over to her sister, grabbing her arm and
holding her towel around her body with the other. "Keri. Please
don't okay? Don't say anything…I'm begging you. Just…
stay out it. Please."
Keri thought for a moment and then decided to take pity. "Fine,
I won't say anything."
The brunette blew out a breath of relief. "Thank
you."
Morgan expected her sister to back away and leave the room but
when Keri stood there smiling at her she furrowed her brows in
confusion. "What?"
"I was just thinking… you and Dana would make a cute
couple."
"Would you get out!" She pushed her giggling sister into the
hallway and closed the door.
Morgan leaned against the door and sighed. That went well. Keri
now knew about her secret crush on Dana. The brunette was expecting
more of a reaction but Keri said she would be okay with it if she
and Dana dated. The brunette shook her head and began to get
dressed. Her dating Dana? That would never happen. The blonde
wouldn't even talk to her now. Morgan pushed herself off the door
and began to get dressed.
***************
A couple more days passed after Morgan had revealed her feelings
about Dana to her sister. Keri made good on her promise to not talk
to the blonde about it because nothing came of their conversation.
Dana was still making herself scarce whenever Morgan was around and
it was heartbreaking. Talk about girl loses girl.
It was just past noon on a Saturday when Morgan was working in
the garage. She was looking over some paperwork in the office when
her father walked in.
"Hey, Morg. Did you start on that oil change for the
Robbins'car? They're picking it up in an hour."
Morgan nodded and closed the folder of papers in front of her.
"I was just about to start on it."
Fifteen minutes later, Morgan was hard at work under the
Robbins' vehicle. She did not hear the footsteps approaching her.
Suddenly, she felt someone lightly tap one of her legs. The touch
startled her, causing her to lurch forward, hitting her head on
hard metal under the car.
"Ow!" she growled. Hurt and now really pissed off, she quickly
rolled from under the car to see who had interrupted her work.
"Jesus! What the he--" Her words of anger faltered when she saw
unsure green eyes looking down at her.
"Hi."
The brunette lowered her eyes and looked back up again. "Hey,"
Morgan quietly replied.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. Are you okay?" Dana
asked carefully.
The brunette shook her head slightly, feeling a throbbing pain
above her left eyebrow. "Yeah, I'm fine," she replied
tiredly.
Dana's expression went from concerned to alarm. "No, you're not.
You're bleeding."
Morgan went to touch her injury but Dana stopped her. "No, no
don't touch it. Your hands are dirty. You have to clean that so it
won't get infected."
Before Morgan could reply, Dana was pulling her up by her
forearm, helping her off of the creeper.
"Do you have a first-aid kit anywhere?" The blonde asked, taking
charge of the situation.
"Yeah, in the office back here." Morgan led the way and pointed
out where the first aid kit was. As soon as Dana got what she
needed she told the brunette to sit down in one of the office
chairs.
Morgan watched the blonde's movements as Dana got the kit
supplies ready for use. Was the blonde really here right now? Or
was this a dream. Though Morgan was thankful of Dana's help, she
was still really troubled by the blonde's recent behavior. Why was
Dana now acknowledging her after weeks of silence?
"So, you're talking to me again…" Morgan said, as Dana
cleaned her wound.
The blonde smiled sadly and looked into Morgan's eyes. "I am."
Dana inhaled a nervous breath through her nose and exhaled.
"I… actually wanted to see if you wanted to talk somewhere
private. Like our spot in the park maybe?"
Morgan furrowed her brows. "Dana… you haven't spoken to me
all this time… and now you want to talk?" the
brunette said a bit harsher than she intended.
The blonde flinched a bit and her expression dropped as she
placed the butterfly band-aid on Morgan's cut.
"I'm sorry," Morgan muttered, regretting her slight
outburst.
Dana took a step back and wrapped her arms around herself and
ducked her eyes. "No, I'm sorry. I've been such a bitch to
you."
Their eyes met and what little bit of animosity Morgan was
feeling towards the blonde instantly disappeared. Those green eyes
held sadness and regret.
"That's why I wanted to explain things to you. If you'll let
me," Dana spoke softly.
Minutes later, Morgan was leading Dana through the maze of the
town's junkyard. She stepped over to an abandoned vehicle and
placed her hand on the handle to the backseat.
"Chrysler."
"What?" the brunette asked, turning to the blonde behind
her.
"This is a 1983 Chrysler 5th Avenue," Dana said,
indicating the car.
Morgan couldn't help but smile softly at the blonde because she
was correct. Dana blushed shyly and ducked her eyes trying to hide
her smile. The brunette chuckled lightly, thinking the blonde was
cute whenever she blushed.
She turned back towards the car and opened the backseat door.
"This is where me and Jax come to talk about stuff." She gestured
towards the inside of the car. "After you."
Dana climbed into the backseat of the broken down vehicle. She
scooted over behind the driver's side so Morgan could sit beside
her. The brunette closed the door and exhaled a breath. She was
nervous about what the blonde had to say to her. All was silent
except their settle breathes. The blonde had her fingers laced
together in her lap and was looking down.
"This is kind of cozy," Dana said, breaking the
silence.
"Yeah, it's one of the only cars that Jax and I found that still
has seats in it."
There was another spell of silence between them. Morgan looked
over at Dana, who seemed to be in deep thought. "So," the brunette
began. "You wanted to talk…"
Dana's hands began to fidget a bit. "Yeah, um…" The blonde
finally looked up and their eyes met. "Look, Morgan… I know
lately it seems like I've been avoiding you…"
Morgan lowered her eyes sadly, no longer able to look into the
blonde's eyes.
"Well… I have been avoiding you… and I'm
sorry."
"What did I do wrong?" the brunette asked suddenly.
"Nothing. You did nothing wrong. It's just…" Dana sighed
and met the brunette's gaze. "I really like spending time with you,
Morgan. You're such a good friend."
The brunette nodded slowly and gave a ghost of a smile. She
waited for Dana to continue.
The blonde shyly cast her eyes down to her lap and began to
fidget with her hands. "I feel really comfortable with you…
and safe. I've never felt that with anyone in my life…" the
blonde spoke softly.
Morgan exhaled a breath she did not realize she was holding. The
blonde was saying exactly what she was feeling. "Dana…" the
brunette began.
"…but what happened the other day… when we
almost…"
Morgan nodded and exhaled a breath. "Yeah…"
"I'm just so confused," the blonde grumbled in a
defeat.
The brunette regarded Dana for a moment. "About
what?"
The blonde shrugged. "You. Our friendship. I mean… I don't
know what I mean. This is so hard to explain."
"Try," Morgan said softly. She was becoming confused
herself.
Dana looked down at her hands and was silent for a moment.
Morgan continued to wait patiently. "I'm having these
feelings… feelings that… I usually have for guys. I
mean… at least I thought I had them." The blonde looked at
Morgan. "I've always liked guys."
Morgan's heart constricted hearing the blonde's declaration and
she looked down unable to stare into those green eyes she adored.
"Guys like Patrick," the brunette muttered quietly.
"What?" the blonde asked, not quite hearing Morgan's
words.
"You and Patrick… I know you had a date with him… so
you like him right?" Morgan tried to keep the bitterness out of her
voice.
"I did go on one date with him, yes… but I don't like him.
In fact, that was the worst date I've ever been on. We had nothing
in common and it was just, awkward. He didn't even make me laugh
once. And when the date was over all I wanted to do was… talk
to you."
The brunette looked up and met Dana's eyes. "You
did?"
"Yes… because you're the person who I can talk to about
anything and who makes me laugh…"
Morgan smiled softly. She was touched by the blonde's words.
"So, what are you trying to say?" the brunette asked
gently.
"That I like you… and these feelings I have are way
stronger than the ones I've ever had for a guy. I've never really
felt this way before. Not with anyone… just you."
The brunette's heart skipped a beat and she met Dana's gaze. The
blonde looked so vulnerable.
"I don't know why I almost kissed you that day." The blonde's
voice sounded almost pleading. "I thought maybe it was because I
was so touched by that sweet gift you gave me… or because you
had just told me that you were gay and I thought… I don't
know that maybe… you wanted me to."
Morgan shook her head. "Dana. Just because I told you I was gay
doesn't mean I expect anything from you--"
"No, I know. I know that," Dana quickly replied. The blonde
inhaled a shaky breath and slowly exhaled.
The brunette nodded.
"But I can't stop thinking…" Dana's words
faltered.
"What?" the brunette whispered. Morgan studied the blonde,
watching different emotions and thoughts run through Dana's mind.
The blonde lightly bit her bottom lip and slowly released it.
Dana looked into her eyes once more. "That… I really want
to kiss you right now."
Morgan's breath hitched in her chest and she stared into the
green eyes before her. There was that look again. Her heart beat
increased as Dana scooted closer to her on the seat, their eyes
never breaking contact. The brunette's heart fluttered when she
felt Dana lean in and brush her lips against her cheek. The close
proximity of the blonde was making her internally shiver and her
senses where on overload. Dana's vanilla scent, the heat radiating
off her, the feel of Dana's breath on her cheek. It was
overwhelming.
She closed her eyes for a moment and then she slowly opened
them. Soft green eyes were looking back at her. Morgan felt an
overwhelming draw to the blonde and she leaned forward. Dana met
her halfway. Their lips shyly met for the first time and they
shared a gentle kiss. Morgan felt her world turn upside down.
Dana's lips were so soft and it felt so right. Her entire body
tingled and her heart was beating fast. They slowly backed away and
opened their eyes.
No words were spoken. They just stared into each other's eyes,
both feeling the intensity of the moment.
Dana smiled softly and she snuggled her forehead again Morgan's.
The brunette closed her eyes enjoying the intimate closeness. She
was speechless. This was better than any of her dreams and
fantasies. Nothing could compare to the real thing. The blonde
backed away slightly and her eyes landed on the Morgan's bandaged
cut. "I'm so sorry I made you do that," the blonde pouted
sympathetically.
Morgan turned up the corners of her mouth slightly and shook her
head. "Rule number one when you're in a mechanic's shop. Don't
scare the mechanic."
Dana laughed lightly. "I'll keep that in mind."
Dana reached up and gently tracing the injury with her
fingertips, careful not to apply pressure. Morgan closed her eyes
once more as the blonde placed a soft kiss on the band-aid. She
then leaned in a placed a sweet peck on the brunette's lips.
Morgan's heart skipped a beat seeing the blonde act so enduring.
They stared into each other's eyes. "Dana…" she whispered.
Their breathes mingled once more and they both flickered their
eyes down to each other's lips. Slowly, their lips met again in a
tender kiss. Morgan felt lightheaded as the kiss became more
serious. Their lips move more aggressively against each other and
Dana cupped the brunette's face drawing her closer. Morgan
tentatively placed her hand on the blonde's thigh and continued to
kiss the blonde with slow intensity. Dana's hands moved down from
Morgan's face to hook around the brunette's neck.
Morgan moaned lightly when she felt Dana's tongue gently asked
for entrance. The brunette complied and they both whimpered as
their tongues slowly began to dance together. After a full minute,
they both felt the need to be closer. Dana wrapped her arms more
securely around Morgan's neck and the brunette placed both arms
around the blonde's waist. They pulled each other closer so the
front of their bodies touched.
Finally, needing to take breath, they ended the kiss. They
leaned their foreheads together and were breathing
heavily.
Dana let out a breathy chuckle. "Um… that wasn't supposed
to happen…" the blonde smiled. "I just wanted to talk to
you..."
The brunette laughed lightly. "I'm not
complaining."
Dana grinned and shook her head. "I guess… you should head
back to work, huh?"
Morgan's eyes moved back down to Dana's inviting lips and she
unconsciously nodded in agreement. "Yeah…"
Within seconds, Dana's lips were crashing against her own. They
just couldn't help themselves. Morgan had now found an undeniable
addiction. Dana's kiss.
After several more minutes of exploring each other's mouths,
they finally sat back. Morgan's chest was heaving, trying to catch
her breath. She looked over at Dana. The blonde raked a hand
through her hair and her face was flushed. Morgan thought she
looked very hot in that moment.
"Okay… we should really head back now…" the brunette
breathed, already wanting a third round of making
out.
The blonde nodded inaudibly and reached a shaky hand to the
car's door handle. "Yeah…"
Finding the willpower, they both exited the back of the vehicle
and stood on wobbly legs. As they approached Morgan's barracuda,
the blonde stopped in her tracks. Morgan turned to Dana
confused.
"What's up?"
"We're going to one car to another," the blonde pointed
out.
"Um… yeah, that's only way we can get
back."
The blonde grinned. "I know. But are you going to be able to
keep your hands off of me long enough to drive?"
Morgan chuckled lightly and shook her head. "I think I can
resist. Can you?"
The blonde sauntered over to Morgan and stood in front of her.
"I definitely can," Dana whispered inches from the brunette's lips
before heading to the car.
The brunette shivered at Dana's flirtatious tone. "W…well
fine!" Morgan sputtered, whipping around to follow the blonde. "But
you're the one who started it in the Chrysler!"
"What? That was so you!" the blonde exclaimed, in a playful
voice.
"Now I know you're kidding yourself," the brunette smiled,
looking at Dana across the top of the car.
Dana pointed an authoritative figure at the brunette. "Shut it,
Wolfie."
Morgan laughed and hopped into the car.
During the ride back to the garage, Morgan had to resist the
urge to hold Dana's hand. Hell, she had to resist touching Dana
period. One touch from the blonde would probably make her stop the
car and attempt to kiss Dana more. No… she had to stay cool.
She glanced at the blonde's hands resting in her lap and they
looked very inviting and "hold"able.
Suddenly, the blonde reached over and grasped her right hand and
held it. Morgan looked over at Dana who shyly smiled at her and
Morgan's chest expanded with pride. They intertwined their fingers
and stayed that way the rest of the ride.
When they finally made it back, Morgan pulled up next to Dana's
car in the parking lot and cut the engine. They were still holding
hands, both reluctant to lose contact. Morgan rubbed her thumb
gently over the blonde's hand.
"So…" the brunette smiled, not really knowing what to
say.
"So…" Dana repeated, with a teasing tone in her
voice.
"I'm glad you came to talk to me."
The blonde laughed, which was quickly followed by Morgan. "Me
too."
"Although I would like to stay here all day and hold hands with
you, I believe your lunch break is over."
"But I don't want you to leave," the brunette pouted, pulling
their intertwined hands on top of her thigh.
Dana smiled softly before leaning in and placing a tender his on
Morgan's lips. "Call me later."
"Okay."
The blonde slowly slid her hand from Morgan's. Before she could
open the door the brunette placed her hand Dana's forearm.
"Dana…" the brunette took a nervous breath and exhaled.
"Do you um… do you like… want to go out on a date? With
me…"
Not hearing a reply, Morgan looked up meeting the blonde's eyes.
Dana's face broke into a sweet grin and the brunette
blushed.
"I would love to go out on a date with you."
"Really?" Morgan replied happily.
"Really…" The blonde smiled and cupped Morgan's cheek. She
then gave the brunette a lingering kiss that made Morgan moan
lightly. Dana broke the kiss and they smiled at each other.
"Call me," the blonde said, before exiting the
car.
Morgan sat there and watched Dana get in her car and drive away.
She was so floored by this unbelievable turn of events she couldn't
move. Dana really liked her. Dana wanted to date her. She just
spent her entire lunch break making out with… Dana. Morgan
closed her eyes and smiled, leaning back in her seat. She could
still feel the blonde's lips on hers.
Suddenly, loud knocking on her window jolted her out of her
thoughts. Morgan opened her eyes and looked out the window. Her
father stood there with a not so happy look on his face. She was
supposed to be back there over 15 minutes ago. Uh oh. She
cringed internally before opening the door.