See part 1 for disclaimers
BLESS YOU
Part 2
By
Lois Kay
It was dark when Sigrid finally made it home that day. She had
tried to leave the office early, but a distressed phone call from
one of her church members had changed that plan. Instead of going
home, she headed to the local nursing home when the very elderly
father of the church member had taken a turn for the worse and
Sigrid had been asked to stay with the family at the patient's
bedside, which she had done until the elderly gentleman had passed
away. Now it was close to eight in the evening. To her surprise,
Sigrid's stomach was rumbling and she realized she was hungry. The
half-eaten chicken Panini had been a long time ago. During the last
few hours, the murder in the church had been pushed into the back
of her mind and Sigrid was grateful for that.
"First something to eat," she mumbled, driving her car into the
garage. "Before I lose my appetite again."
The temperature in the garage was slightly above freezing and
Sigrid shivered when she stepped out of the warm car, looking
forward to the comfortable warmth of the woodstove. Of course she
would have to get a fire going first.
Entering the kitchen, Sigrid tossed her car keys on the
countertop and shrug off her coat, hanging it on the hook in the
closet, near the door.
"Minnie, I'm home," she called out, while replacing her heavy
boots with a pair of warm, soft slippers. "Minnie!"
There was a sound coming from the living room and Sigrid smiled
knowingly. Heading for the source of it, she switched on the light
and purposefully walked toward the couch. She was still smiling
when she let herself fall down onto the soft
pillows.
"You know, I wish I could teach you how to cook. Wouldn't that
be great? I'd love to come home to a nice dinner. What do you
think?"
A pair of yellow eyes looked up at her and Sigrid laughed
softly, certain she had just seen an expression of disgust on her
cat's face.
"Oh, come on, Minnie. I work all day. The least you can do is
cook for me."
Minnie stretched and yawned, showing a pair of healthy looking
incisors that reminded Sigrid of the cat's bigger cousin; the
tiger. Slowly getting up, Minnie stretched again, before covering
the small distance between herself and Sigrid. With a soft purr she
climbed onto the pastor's lap, put her head on her thigh and rolled
over, making it very clear she would love to have her belly
rubbed.
"Hedonist," Sigrid muttered, but the friendly purr and the soft,
warm fur was too tempting. With experienced fingers, Sigrid started
to scratch her cat's belly and immediately Minnie's purr became
incredibly loud.
"I'm sorry you've got such a rotten life," Sigrid chuckled.
"But, even though I love the attention, yeah right, we both know
it's you who loves the attention the most, I really need to make
myself something to eat." Sigrid moved the cat off her lap, stood
up from the couch and stretched, feeling the muscles in her lower
back pull. That was where tension usually formed painful knots, but
this time she knew no amount of stretching would help get rid of
it. Her body was still so rigid with stress it would be near to
impossible to relax for a while. During the day there had been
distractions, but right now, being home by herself with only a cat
for company, all the images she had been trying to ignore during
the day, came rushing back in tidal waves. The one that kept
playing over and over in her mind was the one of the dead man's
body sliding off the bench after Sigrid had touched his shoulder,
his mouth half open, as if he was about to say something and dried
blood coating the side of his head.
"Are you sure you want to eat something?" Sigrid asked herself
with a sigh. Her stomach felt like it was filled with wet cotton
and she wasn't sure if food would actually follow the natural path
of digestion.
"Tea. Mint, with honey," Sigrid decided as she walked to the
kitchen.
From the corner of her eye she noticed the light of her
answering machine was blinking and in passing she pressed the
'play' button.
"February twenty-third, nine fifteen
am….."
Unconsciously tilting her head, Sigrid waited for the message,
but all she heard was static, followed what sounded like a sigh.
Then the connection was broken.
"If you want me to call you back, you need to leave a message,"
she mumbled, hitting the 'delete' button. Only then she noticed the
answering machine displayed four more messages.
"Small town, news travels fast," Sigrid muttered, pressing 'play
all'.
"February twenty-third, ten twenty-nine
am…"
Again there was no message and Sigrid shrugged, leaning against
the kitchen counter, waiting for the water to boil.
"February twenty-third, eleven sixteen am. Hi Sigrid this is
Joan Collier, I heard about your…ordeal this morning. I'm
sorry you have to go through that. Call me when you need to talk
about it. I'll try to catch you sometime tomorrow. Take
care."
Sigrid smiled. She liked Joan Collier, who owned the local
hair-salon, but also knew that the woman always was on the lookout
for news and Sigrid definitely had some of that to share, although
it wasn't exactly clear to the pastor how much news she actually
was allowed to share. It wasn't like Charles Benoit and Eva
Clemente had told her to keep quiet about it, but somehow, deep
down inside, Sigrid instinctively knew it was best not to share too
much information yet. At least not until the police would have
given her the green light to do so.
"February twenty-third, four twenty-two
pm…"
For the third time that day someone had called her but had not
left a message. It took about fifteen seconds for the connection to
be severed and in the meantime Sigrid listened to what sounded like
an intake of breath, a few seconds of dead silence, followed by a
sigh. In the background she thought she could hear the ticking of a
clock. Then the 'message' stopped.
After the day she just had, the messages, or lack thereof, made
a cold shiver run down Sigrid's spine and her eyes nervously
traveled between the two kitchen windows that, if it wasn't dark,
showed a view of the woods. It was one of Sigrid's most favorite
views, because she was often able to see deer and bear early in the
morning. Once she had even been visited by a moose and her calf.
Right now the windows were black, gaping holes, making Sigrid feel
exposed and nervous.
"Get a grip, Meyers," Sigrid told herself. "Your imagination is
running away with you. There's nothing out there but trees, some
innocent animals and lots of snow. Relax."
After turning off the stove and pouring hot water in her
favorite mug, Sigrid reached out to grab the honey jar, almost
dropping it when the phone started ringing. With a pounding heart
she slammed the glass jar on the kitchen counter, turned around and
stepped toward the phone, hesitating for a few seconds before she
picked it up.
"Hello," she answered, breathless.
"Sigrid Meyers?" a female voice sounded.
"Yes."
"This is Eva Clemente. I'm sorry to call you this late, but I'd
like to know if it's possible to meet sometime in the
morning?"
"Um…yes, of course," Sigrid stammered, taken off guard by
the unexpected call. "What time do you have in
mind?"
"Nine? At your…um..office?"
"Sure. I'll be there," Sigrid answered, puzzled by the call. But
then, she'd never been part if any police investigation before, let
alone a murder.
"Great, thank you. And again, I'm sorry to call you this
late."
"That's okay, I just came home anyway. Inspector, did you try to
call me before?"
There was a brief silence.
"No, I didn't," Eva Clemente sounded a little surprised. "May I
ask what made you think I might have?"
"Oh, it's just that, according to my answering machine, someone
called me three times, without leaving a message. Of course I don't
know if it was the same caller." Sigrid took a deep breath. "I
guess they could have been local people checking up on me. News
travels fast around here," she added with a nervous smile, knowing
deep down inside that anyone local would have left her a
message.
"Are the messages still on your machine?" Eva
asked.
"Yes, they are."
"Would you, please, do me a favor? Don't delete them yet? I'd
like to listen to them first."
"Oh, sure," Sigrid answered, wondering why the Inspector was
interested in her messages that were no messages.
"I'll come to your house then. Nine o'clock," Eva Clemente
decided.
"Okay," Sigrid nodded. "Do you need directions?"
"I have your address," was the polite answer. "I know how to get
there. I'll see you in the morning."
"Yeah, I'll see you then," Sigrid responded absentmindedly,
before breaking the connection.
"Of course you know how to get here," Sigrid sighed. "You're an
Inspector, investigator, whatever. There's probably not a lot you
haven't already learned about me."
Somehow that thought bothered her and with an annoyed gesture,
Sigrid pulled open a kitchen drawer to retrieve a spoon. All she
wanted was to have her tea, take a long, hot shower, go to bed and
forget about dead bodies in church and an aloof police woman who
thought she knew it all.
###
The house was built to enjoy the view. It was on top of a hill,
its basement dug into the side of the mountain, which, from a
distance, gave the impression the house was defying gravity, barely
hanging on to the granite ledge it was situated on. Large windows
and a wrap- around porch faced the forest-covered hills and the
distant mountain ranges. A man-made pond at the bottom of the hill
was now frozen solid, but during the summer months it was an
attraction to the local wildlife and migrating birds. A
strategically placed telescope on the porch would bring even the
smallest creature up close to anyone willing to get up early enough
to watch the forest wake for another day.
The moon reflected off the snow-covered hills, painting the
house in a soft silvery light. The night-sky was clear and anyone
bothering to look up would be treated to the spectacular sight of a
velvet black sky covered with countless bright stars and planets.
The milky-way was a clearly visible band of white light, seeming
enormous although only a small fraction of it could be admired from
the earth's surface.
Except for a light in the back, the house was covered in
darkness. A Subaru Outback was parked in the driveway, clear of
snow and ice, while one of the double garage doors was
open.
In the brightly lit room, a computer screen cast a faint blue
light on the face of the person sitting in front of it. A digital
camera was connected to the laptop, zooming quietly when its images
were transferred. Even though that process only took a few moments,
fingers impatiently drummed on the desk's surface, waiting for the
transfer to be complete.
As soon as the screen started to display images, the restless
hand grabbed the mouse, while the index finger started to click its
buttons. One particular image was quickly clicked and all of a
sudden it was magnified until it filled the entire screen. A sharp
intake of breath was followed by a soft chuckle.
"Well, well, look at that," a voice whispered. "What a nice
surprise. I'm sure we can be very creative with this." Another
chuckle. "It's all about being in the right place at the right
time."
####
Eva Clemente paced her small kitchen, waiting for the water on
the stove to boil so she could make herself a fresh cup of coffee.
The grounds were already scooped into the glass carafe of the
French press and the tantalizing aroma of freshly ground coffee had
filled the air, making Eva impatient for the water to be hot
enough.
A long time ago Eva had resigned to the fact that she was
addicted to caffeine. But then, she reasoned, there were worse
things one could be depending on. The effect of the other things
she saw daily always reminded her of the fact that her life could
have turned out to be so much different.
With a small frown Eva turned off the stove and picked up the
kettle, pouring the steaming water into the waiting glass. She
breathed deeply, enjoying the way the warm, coffee- scented air
filled her lungs and for a brief moment she smiled, looking forward
to sink into her favorite, overstuffed chair, alone in the silence
with only her thoughts as company.
"You're such a loner," the words her sister had once spoken
echoed through her mind and unconsciously Eva shrugged. Leah had
not meant it in a bad way, but nonetheless, the words had stung.
Leah had married her high school sweetheart and at the age of
thirty-three, she had four happy, active children and a husband who
still adored her. Leah was the centre of her family and enjoyed
every minute of it. And she lived close to her
parents.
"That reminds me, I've got to call Mom," Eva muttered to herself
as she sank in a big recliner, carefully sipping on her hot coffee.
Her eyes traveled to the cell phone on the table and silently she
promised herself and her mother she'd call as soon as she would
have finished her beverage. In the meantime, Eva's thoughts already
drifted back to the events of the day. Staring into the distance,
she visited the small church again, investigated the dead body of a
murdered man, dressed in women's clothes, found the wallet that had
been buried in snow and met Sigrid Meyers.
Eva frowned and concentrated on the details her memory was
providing her with. She remembered the cold air in the church, the
way the body of the victim had slumped to the side and slowly she
let her mind wander, curious to see what it would come up with.
Sometimes it reminded her of things she had seen and heard, but
that had never registered on a conscious level. In her mind's eye,
she studied the clothes the victim had been wearing underneath his
thick, down coat. The dress had been black, the fabric soft and
shimmering. A dress a woman would wear to a special occasion, like
a wedding, a concert or some kind of art exhibition. It certainly
wasn't a regular, going out for dinner kind of dress. The first
thing that came to her mind was that the murder victim had been a
cross-dresser, but then, Eva knew that the obvious was not always
the right answer. Besides, the dress had not exactly been as
flamboyant as usually was the case during a cross-dressing show. It
was Eva's habit to approach problems in a rational, logical way,
looking at it from all possible angles. Jumping to conclusions
wasn't one of her habits, which had earned her the reputation of
being thorough and, even if it took her a while, to get to the
bottom of things. It was what had made her a great addition to the
police force.
Eva's eyes narrowed and she sipped her coffee. She had not
realized it before, but there had been a small tear on the side of
the dress and she made a mental to note to check that in the
morning to see if her memory was right. Although there had not
appeared to be any signs of a fight in the church, that didn't mean
there couldn't have been a altercation before the victim, before
Michael Allen Bell, she corrected herself soundlessly, was
murdered. Shot.
Eva sighed and shook her head. Even though she had witnessed
enough results of violent crimes, she would never get used to the
idea that there were people who were actually able to inflict that
kind of pain and suffering on others. Sometimes, the worst
memories, safely tucked away during the day, followed her into the
night and invaded her dreams, until she woke up, soaked in sweat,
with a heart that was beating wildly. It wasn't something she
talked about with anyone. Not even her family. She refused to
transfer the ugly images in her head into the ones of the people
she loved. It was something she had been doing for years now and so
far she had managed, even though, deep down inside, Eva knew it was
a very lonely existence not to be able to share that part of
herself with anyone else. It was like living two separate
lives.
Eva's thoughts traveled back to the moment she and Charles had
knocked on the door of Michael Allen Bell's apartment. The
building, once painted a soft blue, had showed very clear signs of
aging. The paint on the siding was peeling. Some of the doors were
severely damaged, as if they had been kicked in and never repaired.
The windows on both sides of Michael Allen Bell's front door were
dark and covered in cobwebs. They gave the impression they had not
been washed for a very long time. Eva had tried to catch a glimpse
of what was inside, but drawn curtains had made that
impossible.
The landlord had opened the door for them and had politely
stepped aside when they had entered, his voice guiding them to the
light switch. Charles had found it and the moment he flipped it,
the room had been awash with bright light.
Whatever they had expected, it was not an apartment that was
completely devoid of any piece of furniture. With a mixture of
surprise and keen interest, Eva had noticed that the only thing in
the room was an old carpet that had once been a light grey, but the
original color only showed in those places where furniture had been
removed.
When Charles Benoit had motioned the landlord to come in, the
man had been astounded. He showed so much surprise, that both Eva
and Charles decided his response was genuine. Someone had cleared
out Michael Allen Bell's apartment. Completely. And according to
the landlord it had been done recently. And in
secret.
Eva put her empty coffee cup on the table and stretched her
body, enjoying the way she could feel her muscles pull. With both
hands she rubbed her cheeks and then buried her fingers in her
thick, dark hair.
"So, we have a dead man in a dress. A dress with a tear in it,
if I'm correct. An empty apartment. A wallet with a list of names
and phone numbers," she spoke out loud, something she often did
when she was alone, because it helped her concentrate better. "One
of the names is Sigrid Meyers who claims she did not recognize the
victim. She is a pastor. How did her name get on that list?" Eva's
green eyes narrowed and her fingers drummed on the leather armrest
of the chair. A thought was surfacing and she slowly nodded. "What
if…?" She didn't finish her sentence. With a small frown she
stared into the distance, past the sand-colored wall of her living
room. Random thoughts were bubbling up, like water in a well and
Eva welcomed the familiar tingle of anticipation, knowing it would
give her material to explore.
Too wired to sit still any longer, Eva jumped up and walked to a
small desk in the corner of the room. She flipped open and powered
up her laptop and quickly punched in some codes and passwords that
would give her access to a secured site. Without taking her eyes
off the screen, she used her leg to pull up a chair and, while
typing, she sat down, fully absorbed in the information that was
appearing on the screen.
####
It was still dark outside when Sigrid Meyers stepped out of the
shower. The air in the bathroom was warm and damp, but the pastor
still shivered when her bare feet touched the floor. Outside, the
wind was howling, creating a wind chill of negative twenty degrees
Fahrenheit. It made Sigrid grateful for her double-paned windows.
She usually didn't mind the long New England winters, except when
the days were cold and windy, because then it was so much
harder to stay warm.
"I wish I could stay home in front of the woodstove," she
muttered while she vigorously dried her skin until it was red and
glowing. "Maybe I'll be able to leave early today, come home and
take a nap."
Using a dry corner of her towel, Sigrid wiped the fog off the
mirror, grimacing when she noticed the utter disarray of her hair.
"Attractive," she mumbled. "Especially with those nice, dark
circles underneath my eyes."
The night had been very long and devoid of any sleep. Every time
Sigrid managed to doze off she woke with a start. No matter what
she tried, she could not shake the image of the dead person in the
front row of her church. Although in her profession she had seen
her share of people who had passed away, this had been the first
time she actually had seen the victim of a murder. It had her left
thoroughly shaken.
"You'll have to get over it, girlfriend," she told the
reflection in the mirror. "Maybe today will be a better day. Or
not," she added with a sigh. "Maybe the good inspector will tell me
they have figured out who did what and arrested the perpetrator.
Wouldn't that be nice?"
Wrapped in a light blue, fluffy towel and shaking her head over
her own naiveté, Sigrid darted out of the bathroom, across the
cold hallway, into a slightly warmer bedroom. Her house was heated
through oil and even though she had the capability of heating every
single room in it, Sigrid choose only to use the oil sparingly,
because it was expensive and hard to afford on the salary the small
church was able to pay her. The woodstove in the living room was
able to heat the entire house, but in the morning the fire had
usually died down to ashes, or, if she was lucky, a few glowing
embers she could use to start another one, which she always did,
before leaving the house. Having gone through the nightmare of
frozen pipes once had been enough for Sigrid. The stove did a good
job of keeping the house warm enough to prevent that from happening
again. Besides, after investing a good amount of her paycheck in a
brand new, high tech thermostat, Sigrid knew that if the house
would become too cold, the heater would kick in.
The pastor quickly pulled on a pair of heavy, black jeans and a
white long sleeved t-shirt underneath a powder-blue fleece sweater.
On her feet she put a pair of black smart-wool socks, before
slipping into warm, fleece slippers. She quickly left the bedroom
to throw another piece of wood in the woodstove, smiling when she
was met with happily dancing flames.
"I love the woodstove," she said, giving Minnie, who was
stretched out in front of the fire a quick scratch underneath her
chin. The cat purred in answer and Sigrid laughed.
"Hedonist," she accused the feline, who looked at her as if
saying: "And your problem with that is what?"
"Yes, I know, I'm jealous," Sigrid continued her monologue. "I
wish I could just lay there with some coffee and a good book. I'm
dying to read Nevada Barr's 13 ½." Only after the words had
left her mouth, Sigrid realized what she had said and involuntarily
she shivered.
"That's wrong somehow," she muttered. "Wanting to read a murder
mystery after what happened." A cold shiver ran down her spine and
involuntarily Sigrid cast a look through one of the large living
room windows. The sky was slowly turning into a light grey,
signaling the beginning of daybreak. In the light that fell through
the double paned glass, Sigrid could see clouds of snow being blown
through the air. When the wind was that fierce, the snow was
effortlessly lifted up, twirled around and either taken to wherever
the invisible force would take it, or dumped in a relatively quiet
corner of the porch.
"Nice weather for a walk, Minnie," Sigrid sighed, deciding to
pick up the newspaper when she would leave, later that morning.
Even though her driveway wasn't much longer than fifty, maybe sixty
yards, bracing the cold wind and blowing snow was not something
Sigrid had in mind. The paper could wait.
Instead, the pastor walked to the kitchen to make herself a
fresh cup of coffee and something to eat. Breakfast was her
favorite meal of the day and Sigrid was not opposed to getting up a
little earlier to enjoy a good cup of coffee and a hearty meal.
This morning though, she didn't have much of an appetite. The
experience of the previous day coupled with the knowledge that,
within a few hours a police officer would be paying her a visit,
made her stomach feel a little queasy. She had no idea what Eva
Clemente wanted from her. The woman had told her she wanted to meet
her, but never really explained why.
Leaning against the kitchen counter, Sigrid stared at the open
door that led to the living room. Through it she could see the
orange glow of the woodstove and the happy cat that was stretched
out in front of it. Usually that sight made her smile, but somehow
her brain did not register what her eyes were seeing. Her thoughts
were focused on the murder that had taken place inside her church
and the reason why a police officer wanted to meet with her early
in the morning.
Maybe they had found something, Sigrid thought, turning to one
of the kitchen cabinets to get her favorite ceramic mug. It was
handmade, round and glazed in a sea green color that always
reminded Sigrid of her grandmother's eyes. She poured in the
freshly brewed coffee, added some milk and slowly walked back into
the living room. Careful not to spill the hot beverage, she sat
down on the floor in front of the stove, absorbing its comforting
heat, pondering all the things the police could have found or
discovered. Sigrid's thoughts tentatively turned back to the
details of the previous day. Eva Clemente had walked her through
those memories step-by-step, but that had been different; she had
not been alone. The different police officers from the forensic lab
had been milling about and Eva had been there also, patiently
waiting for Sigrid to relay what she could remember, looking at her
with calm, understanding eyes.
Sigrid closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths, trying to
relax her body and mind as she often did during yoga training.
Aware of the tension in her body, she put down the coffee mug,
grabbed a pillow from the couch and stretched out next to Minnie in
front of the fire. After wiggling for a few seconds she found a
comfortable position and again she started her deep breathing
exercises, hoping the warmth of the fire would help her relax. It
did. With a small smile Sigrid felt the tension slowly drain out of
her shoulders, her lower back and her legs.
"Now," she mumbled. "Where was I?"
###
Eva Clemente's hands were gripping the steering wheel so tightly
her knuckles were white and the tips of her fingers slowly started
to go numb. She tried to wiggle them, but was determined to keep
her hands exactly where they were. It wasn't snowing, but to Eva
that was just a matter of meteorological semantics; technically, it
wasn't snowing, but visibility was still very bad, because of the
blowing snow, violently picked up and tossed across the roads. Eva
didn't mind winter, although she liked the summer months the best,
but driving in icy conditions when the visibility was close to
nothing, wasn't her idea of having fun. Without taking her eyes
off the road, she tried to loosen her shoulders that were becoming
painfully stiff.
"It should be here somewhere," Eva muttered to herself, peering
through the white, swirling cloud in front of her. "I hope I didn't
miss it."
All of a sudden a dark form appeared in front of her car and in
reaction, Eva slammed the brakes, immediately feeling the tires
skid on the slippery surface.
"Shit," she hissed through clenched teeth, feeling her car slide
toward the side of the road. She wasn't going fast and the worst
thing that could happen was getting stuck in a snow bank, but Eva
was determined to not let that happen. All her concentration was
focused on keeping her car and herself in one piece, so she didn't
have the opportunity to see what it was that had loomed in front of
her, in the middle of the road.
Eva could feel her heart pound inside her chest and she let out
a shuddering breath when her Subaru Outback gently slid against a
snow bank, halting its sideways motion with a soft thud.
"What the…?" Eva leaned forward to get a better look and
narrowed her eyes, trying to make sense of the unexpected road
block. But there was nothing. Investigating for a living required
some level of curiosity and it only took Eva a mere two seconds to
unbuckle her seatbelt and open the door, eager to find out what had
made her slam the brakes. As soon as she stepped out of the car she
could feel the ice cold wind brutally assaulting the unprotected
skin of her face.
"Ugh."
Eva reached inside the car and pulled out a thick, woolen, red
and white striped scarf. Her sister had made it for her for her
birthday, more as a joke than a serious gift, but Eva loved it and
during the winter she always had it in the car with her. Wrapping
the fabric around her neck and face until only her eyes were
visible, she stepped onto the slippery road, heading to where
something had crossed it.
In moments, the back of her jean-clad legs were cold and Eva
knew that it would be a poor choice to stay out in the elements
longer than necessary. A wind chill of negative 20 could only be
braced while wearing proper gear. Peering at the road that was
covered in both fresh and old snow and patches of thick,
sand-covered ice, Eva's eyes immediately found the fresh tracks of
a snowmobile.
"What an idiot," she muttered, shaking her head about so much
irresponsibility. Had she driven a little faster she could easily
have collided with the thing, seriously injuring the driver.
"What were they doing out in this weather anyway?" Eva wondered,
walking to the side of the road where the snowmobile had
disappeared to. It was hidden from plain view, but when she walked
a little closer, Eva saw a narrow track that lead into the woods.
It didn't seem well groomed, but it was easy to see it was used
regularly.
Still shaking her head in disbelief over so much stupidity, she
quickly walked back to her car, hoping her four-wheel drive
wouldn't have a problem getting back on the road again. It didn't,
although it was slow going and within a few minutes, Eva's car was
continuing its cautious journey through the snow. The inspector
knew she would see the turn into Sigrid Meyer's driveway at any
time now, but everything remained covered in white. The snowplows
had been out that morning, she could tell by the fresh scraped snow
on the side of the road in areas where the wind had not covered it
yet with a layer of windblown snow. Still, the pastor's driveway
was still not in sight. When Eva reached a fork in the road she
knew she had gone too far. With a sigh of frustration she turned
her vehicle around and headed back from where she had come,
wondering why she had missed the driveway.
The answer to that question became clear when her eyes fell on a
modest sign that was half-covered with snow. '…yers.' it read
and to make sure, Eva got out of the car again to clear the sign.
"Meyers," she nodded, frowning when she turned to look at the
driveway, or, at least, that part of the driveway that was visible.
Only the stakes on the side of the road were an indication of where
the road ended and the woods began. Obviously, Sigrid Meyers'
driveway had not been plowed.
Next to the sign with the name on it was a dark green box for
the newspaper. It had not been picked up yet and Eva grabbed the
plastic bag with the paper in it, so she could take it up to the
house.
"What's wrong with those people?" Eva muttered, quickly stepping
back into her car and closing the door. "Snowmobiling in a
blizzard, not plowing their driveways."
All of a sudden she was struck by a thought and leaning back
into the comfort of her heated seat, Eva wondered if the person on
the snowmobile had been the woman she was on her way to see. Maybe
the pastor was a hard-core snow enthusiast who loved going out in
bad weather, just for the thrill of it. Somehow though, that had
not been the impression Sigrid Meyers had made on her and Eva shook
her head.
"No, I bet that wasn't her," she decided, before steering her
car onto the unplowed driveway. For the umpteenth time that
morning, Eva Clemente was grateful for her four-wheel
drive.
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It was warm and cozy and very, very comfortable, even though
something heavy was pressing on her chest. Her body was so relaxed,
it almost felt weightless; she was floating through warm air that
surrounded her completely and had no intention to leave her little
cocoon. But around the edges of her subconscious a persistent and
insistent sound had started to intrude the peaceful atmosphere.
With a small frown Sigrid stirred, reluctant to open her eyes. Her
mind was foggy with sleep and her arms and legs heavy with
relaxation. It took a while for her brain to make sense of what she
was hearing, but when it finally did, she immediately shot upright,
launching the cat that had been asleep on her chest into midair and
groggily watching Minnie land on all fours, before the cat shot her
a look of utter disgust, turned around and walked
off.
"Sorry, Minnie," Sigrid muttered, scrambling to her feet. "Crud,
I must have fallen asleep. How embarrassing is
that?"
Again, there was a forceful knock on the door and Sigrid sprung
into action.
"I'm coming," she called out, quickly walking through the living
room, raking her fingers through her hair and hoping she didn't
look like something the cat had dragged in.
"I'm sorry," Sigrid spoke, while opening the door. "I guess I
fell asleep again and..," she paused in mid-sentence and stared
passed Eva Clemente. "It's not plowed," she said,
puzzled.
"I noticed," was Eva's dry response.
"How odd," Sigrid frowned. "Terry is always so punctual. Even
when he thinks he might be late he calls." Sigrid's eyes took in
the snow covered car in front of her house and she grimaced.
"I'm sorry," she said. "I had no idea. Please, come
in."
She stepped aside to let the other woman in and firmly closed
the door behind them.
"It looks brutal out there," she said with a shiver, slowly but
surely feeling the heat of the woodstove leave her body and
severely regretting that.
"It is," Eva nodded, handing Sigrid her plastic wrapped
newspaper, which she accepted with a grateful smile. "Still, I
almost ran into someone on a snowmobile."
"You did?" Sigrid asked, putting the paper on the kitchen
counter and gesturing for Eva to take off her coat, which she then
took and neatly hung in the closet. "That sounds irresponsible in
this weather."
"Do you know anyone who lives around here who'd be that
irresponsible, or adventurous, depending on how you look at
it?"
"No, not really," Sigrid shook her head. "Besides, everyone in
this area knows that the old track is not in use anymore. Nobody
could be bothered to maintain it, so they let it go. It's a little
weird someone was on there. Dangerous, too," she added. "Please,
have a seat in the living room. It's nice and warm in front of the
fire. If you don't mind, I'll call Terry, my plow guy and see if
he's okay. Would you like some coffee?" Sigrid added, watching how
the other woman took a seat in the rocking chair close to the
woodstove.
"I'd love some coffee," Eva answered with a small smile. "Thank
you."
"I'll be right back," Sigrid replied.
Eva nodded and watched the blonde woman leave for the kitchen.
Curiously she looked around the living room, taking in the two
floor-to-ceiling bookcases that were overflowing, the thick
cream-colored rug on the hardwood floor, the small flat-screen TV
in the corner and the pictures on the wall. Eva's eyes scanned the
backs of some of the books and took in the titles. The collection
was eclectic, to say the least. The pastor had books ranging from
the history of religion, every kind of religion, really, to
cooking, gardening, the joy of keeping chickens, Harry Potter and
murder mysteries.
Eva realized she was surprised, which caused her to be slightly
annoyed with herself. Just because Sigrid Meyers was a pastor,
didn't mean she wasn't a regular person, who liked to read all the
things other people did also.
In the background, Sigrid's voice rose in surprise, Eva could
tell, but she couldn't make out the words.
The inspector's eyes traveled to the bottom of one of the
bookcases, where Sigrid Meyers kept her DVD's. She couldn't
suppress a smile when she discovered some movies she had enjoyed
watching with her nieces and nephews.
"The pastor's into Disney," she chuckled to herself, relaxing a
little more. Until that moment, Eva had not realized she had been a
little nervous. Growing up with parents who attended church every
week, had left her slightly guilty for not continuing that
tradition and she had been a little apprehensive in having to deal
with a member of the clergy. But Sigrid Meyer's collection of books
and DVD's showed her the woman was not all about
religion.
Settling into the rocking chair a little more comfortably, Eva
stretched her legs out in front of her, enjoying the warmth from
the woodstove and stared at one of the pictures on the wall. It was
a painting of a rocky coast, with a white lighthouse in the far
distance. A female figure was standing on the rocks, shading her
eyes with one hand, staring into the distance.
It was a nice painting and Eva leaned forward a little in order
to be able to read the signature in the right hand corner. It was
tiny and she couldn't really make out the name.
"My sister painted that one," a light voice sounded from the
kitchen entrance.
A little startled, Eva looked up, seeing Sigrid leaning against
the doorpost, her hands stuffed inside the pockets of her jeans.
The light behind her in the kitchen, made her hair look a little
blonder and with the still present remnants of sleep on her face,
she looked very young and vulnerable.
"I like it," Eva smiled, gesturing at the painting. "My guess is
that it was painted somewhere in Maine."
"Your guess is a good one," Sigrid nodded. "My sister lived
there for a while, just south of Bar Harbor, to be precise." The
expression on her face was a mixture of sadness and pride and Eva
knew the painting had a story to it.
With a barely audible sigh Sigrid's eyes left the painting and
focused on the inspector instead.
"How do you take your coffee?" she asked.
"With just a bit of milk," Eva answered. "Thank
you."
Sigrid send her a small smile, turned and disappeared back into
the kitchen, to reappear a few minutes later with two steaming mugs
of coffee.
Eva breathed in the scent of freshly brewed coffee and she shot
Sigrid a grateful look.
"I'm afraid I'm a coffee addict," she confessed, carefully
taking a sip.
"That makes two of us," Sigrid chuckled. "It's one of my many
vices." When she saw the curious interest in the green eyes across
from her, she laughed. "Nothing illegal, inspector, I assure
you."
"That's good to know," Eva smiled, feeling herself relax even
more. Maybe this interview wouldn't be as nerve wracking as she had
imagined.
"So, Inspector Clemente, what can I do for you?" Sigrid asked
after a brief silence in which both women sipped their
coffee.
"There are a few things I'd like to discuss with you," Eva
started in a soft voice. "This is a very small town and murders
don't happen here very often. In fact, if the records are correct,
this is the first one since 1832, when farmer Jones found a
travelling salesman in bed with his wife and proceeded to wring his
neck. Quite literally," Eva said dryly, which made Sigrid chuckle.
"I don't think I can blame farmer Jones," the blonde spoke,
seeing the surprise in the inspector's eyes. "What?" she asked. "I
might be a pastor, but that doesn't make me inhuman," Sigrid
sighed. "Of course, wringing the salesman's neck probably wasn't
the best choice, but still, he might have had a bad temper." She
glanced over at Eva who clearly was trying to figure out whether
Sigrid was joking or not.
"I'm sure God forgave him," the blonde continued with a twinkle
in her eyes.
"Are you teasing me?" Eva dared to ask after a brief silence and
Sigrid laughed softly.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't resist. You look like you can't make up
your mind about me. It's okay, inspector," she quickly said when
Eva was about to reply. "I do get that reaction a lot, believe me.
It's okay."
"It's just that…," Eva sighed and raked her fingers
through her thick, dark hair. "All clergy I've ever met
were…"
"Old," Sigrid provided helpfully.
"Well, that too," Eva nodded. "But they were so…serious
and…official." That last sentence was spoken so carefully
Sigrid laughed out loud.
"It's alright, I'm not laughing at you, inspector.
I…"
"Eva, please."
"Eva," Sigrid nodded. "I'm not laughing at you. But you have no
idea how many people are surprised when they find out what I do for
a living. It's funny, really. Sometimes I think there would be less
amazement if I'd tell them I race cars for a
living."
"I think it's safer to be a pastor," Eva responded with a
smile.
"Until yesterday morning I would have believed that, too,"
Sigrid sighed, pushing her hair away from her forehead. "Now I'm
not that certain anymore."
Eva nodded and sipped her coffee, while her eyes took in the
woman who was sitting in the recliner opposite from her. The
light-blue sweater she was wearing set off the blue in her eyes. To
Eva, Sigrid looked very North European, but during her years on the
police force she had learned never to assume things. The twinkle
had left the pastor's eyes that were now clouded with
worry.
"It must have been a very frightening experience for you to have
found a murder victim in your church," Eva spoke and there was
genuine warmth and understanding in her voice. She clearly
remembered the first time she had seen a person whose life had been
taken by violence. It hadn't been pretty and the image had haunted
her dreams for a long time.
Sigrid nodded and pressed the warm coffee mug against her cheek.
"It was," she admitted. "It's…I don't think it would have
made a difference if I'd walked into the…the…victim
somewhere else. It would have been just as horrible, but what
really gets to me is the fact that I thought he was alive when I
came in that morning. I can't help thinking that, if I'd gone over
to him right away, he might not have died."
"But he would have," Eva calmly spoke. "He was dead before you
entered the church that morning, Sigrid. The medical examiner
estimates the time of death to be between midnight and about four
in the morning." She paused for a moment. "The cause of death was a
bullet through the head, which would have killed him immediately,"
she added softly, noticing Sigrid's wince. "I apologize if that
sounds crude."
"It's the truth, though," Sigrid spoke. "Do you…Have you
any idea who he…is…was?"
"Actually, we were able to identify him," Eva nodded. "That is
one of the reasons I wanted to talk with you this morning. Does the
name Michael Allen Bell sound familiar?"
Eva's eyes studied Sigrid and she wasn't disappointed when the
expression on the pastor's face was one of genuine denial.
"I don't know anyone by that name," she answered. "Was
that…?"
"That's the victim," Eva nodded, leaning back in the rocking
chair.
"That doesn't mean I'd never met him," Sigrid continued. "I just
don't recognize the name, so I don't believe he's a
local."
Eva reached into her pocket and withdrew a copy of the driver's
license picture. Without speaking she handed it to Sigrid, who took
it and looked at it for a long time. Again, Eva studied the
expressions on the other woman's face. Sigrid frowned in
concentration while focusing on the picture and after a long
silence she let out a sigh.
"No, he doesn't look familiar at all," she spoke, sounding
almost apologetically. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be," Eva replied, putting the picture back in her pocket
and shooting the pastor a quick smile.
"There are a few more names I'd like to run by you, if that's
okay?"
"Sure," Sigrid nodded.
"Do any of the following names ring a bell?" Eva took a deep
breath, her eyes focused on Sigrid's face. "Devon Brown, Alistair
Harvey, Melinda Jacobs and Connor Laughlin."
Sigrid's face had turned pale after the first two names, but
when Eva had mentioned all four of them, she was as white as a
ghost. A nervous tingle made itself known in the pit of Eva's
stomach and all of her senses were on high alert. It was clear the
names were familiar and now she had to wait for a reaction. Would
Sigrid Meyers tell her the truth?
"Where…how…where did you get those names?" Sigrid
finally asked and there was an audible tremble in her
voice.
"I'll tell you in a moment," Eva promised, not unfriendly.
"First I'd like you to answer my question. Does any of these names
sound familiar?"
"All of them do," was the answer. Sigrid took a deep breath and
looked Eva square in the eyes. The inspector was surprised to see a
shadow of anger in the clear blue.
"Where did you get those names and why are you asking me if they
are familiar?"
"They were written on a piece of paper we found in Michael Allen
Bell's wallet," Eva explained, putting her empty coffee mug on the
low table beside her.
"They were?" the look on Sigrid's face was one of astonishment
and Eva saw the anger slowly dissipate, leaving confusion on its
wake.
"Yes, they were," Eva nodded. "Can you tell me who these people
are?"
"Were," Sigrid answered softly.
"Excuse me?"
A pair of pained blue eyes looked up at her and the expression
in them made Eva realize her investigation was about to become a
little more complicated.
"Were," Sigrid repeated. "Those four people you just mentioned?
They're all dead."
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