Eyes Wide
Shut
(Fourth Installment of Perspectives Series)
By
Minerva
Disclaimers:
One: This story is mine. These characters are a product
of my imagination, which makes them mine. (Raises eyebrow) So, there are really
no disclaimers, but I'll make some up anyway. (g)
Disclaimer Two: There
is some mention of violence, a little subtext, a little tension that I know
all of you love so much.
Dedications: To
Camille (who hates being called that cause I only say her whole name when I'm
upset-LOL); the mother to be and you know who you are; and to Steph a very understanding
beta reader.
Summary: This segment takes place a week
or so after The Eyes Have It. Cory is just now returning to the office and is
planning on going out with Taylor to her world of administration. They are both
faced with doubts and awkwardness concerning their forming friendship.
ChapterX: To New Beginnings. . . well sort of
Taylor shook inky, wind blown tresses back in place as she entered the air-conditioned
building. The sound of her heels reverberated through the empty office before
feet met the carpeting. Ice blue peered around the office and cocked ears awaited
the sound of Shelley's customary bustling. There was nothing but the whir of
the fax machine. She stopped within in the sea of empty cubicles and took a
deep breath, letting the cool air soak into the light cotton shirt and khakis,
which were a testament to the Indiana heat. She looked down at her clothing
with a small smile. It wasn't exactly boardroom attire, but whatever worked.
The admin released the breath. She had a love/hate relationship with board meetings,
hating the formality but loving the stage. The only thing she looked forward
to was maybe just maybe she would have company. The small blonde had missed
a lot, at least in her book. Two new caseworkers had been hired, but fortunately,
the admin hoped to show the blonde caseworker something a little more interesting,
if she decided to grace the office with her presence. It was time for the other
woman to step in her shoes and see through wintry blue.
The raven-haired woman made her way to the back office, but she felt compelled
to stop at one cubicle in particular. It had been a good week since her and
the blonde formed a tentative friendship. Tentative being the operative word.
They had a long way to go. Taylor sighed and wondered if she had the energy
or even wanted this new friendship. The constant arguing and squaring off had
taken its toll. On both of them, she figured. She fingered the Scooby-Doo mouse
pad. It had been a bizarre week to say the least. In the short time since she
had been here, the admin had gotten used to building up extra thick armor before
entering the office. It was strange to leave the bulk of it behind. Taylor bristled,
feeling more than a little exposed. The feelings were unnerving, and it left
her slightly unbalanced.
All because of one little blonde. Taylor shook her head slowly. With the feeling
of unbalance, new ones had seeped out in its wake. She was apprehensive yet
curious---yes that was the right word for it--- and concerned. That damned little
voice had been urging her all week to ask Barb how the blonde was faring, but
the larger part of her consciousness balked at the implications that a simple
question of concern would arise. So, it was best to leave it alone. The admin
had to admit that she was slightly surprised the fiery young woman had stayed
out this long. She had seen the crackle of fire and determination behind the
green eyes and thought that the petite woman was made of sterner and more stubborn
stuff.
Taylor smiled crookedly, spying the Scooby-Doo pencils. The smile turned pasty,
shaky. How had it happened? Where there was only Wendy before now there was
Cory sneaking in through the chinks in the Wilson armor. She took another deep
breath and held it, feeling the intensifying beat of her heart. Letting it out
her mind screamed. 'I'm scared shitless. I'm too old and too set in my ways
to let someone new worm their way into my life.' Ice blue eyes narrowed. 'Of
course, this could be an elaborate game for this woman to get what she wants.
Her job. Her programs.' Nails dug into the rubbery material of the mouse pad,
leaving crescent shaped dents. 'No dumbass, that makes about as much sense as
putting wings on cows. It doesn't fly.' The inner voice interjected.
Long, elegant fingers drummed on the desk, and she let out another sigh in exasperation.
Somehow she knew there wasn't a deceitful bone in the blonde woman's body. Taylor
closed her eyes in pensive thought. The little woman seemed to garner loyalty
from the office without even demanding it. There was something in those green
eyes that drew people; made them believe; made them follow; and made them open
up. 'Perhaps, that's exactly what you need and that's why you let her in.' The
little voice added, sounding remarkably like Shelley. Shocked blue eyes opened,
and she slammed a fist against the desk. "No!" Both sounds almost echoed through
the empty office. Turning on her heels, Taylor marched quickly into her own
office, hoping to outrun the bombarding emotions.
****************
Cory sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the silent phone. Small hands wrung
themselves in indecision. She couldn't do it. She didnt want to face it.
It was too much too soon. What had been synonymous with a weeks worth of bloody
gunfights of the Old West had turned into small smiles and cordiality in a the
span of a few short hours. She had wanted to claw the tall woman's eyes out
and wash the ignorance from her brain, but now she felt only. . . tentative,
wary. It was those feelings and others that kept her out of the office. Most
of the swelling had gone down, leaving only a slight puffiness. She could have
been to work two days ago, but she stayed home, hiding.
Part of her was ashamed at her past behavior and part of her was confused as
to where all the animosity stemmed. Never had she had such volatile feelings
for anyone. It scared her. She couldn't explain it. She couldn't understand
it, but deep down she had to admit that she wanted to explore it. The blonde
bunched the fitted sheet directly under her hands. She needed something to hold
onto while fighting the feeling of being pulled in all directions. All that
needed to be done here was gathering courage. The petite woman grumbled, wondering
if she had it in her, mentally and otherwise, to deal with the older woman.
There was so much to say and do. Then there was also the chance that both of
them could be walking on the proverbial eggshells. One misspoken word or phrase
could push them back into dueling mode. Especially with this deal still in place.
It was her turn to walk in the admin's shoes. 'I don't want things to go back.
I don't think I could take it again.'
There was only one question remaining. Did she want to . . .really get to know
this woman? She was a mass of contradictions. Growling and firing her one minute
and licking her wounds the next. Some part of the blonde caseworker wanted to
know, wanted to understand the emotions as well as the woman that illicited
them. Still, deep down her stomach fluttered in apprehension at the ramifications
of it all. She had never felt this much, this explosive about anybody in her
life past or present, even lovers, but this woman made her feel as though she
was bursting inside. The spontaneous anger had somewhat halted, leaving unchecked
emotion rolling through without a home and with the capacity to end up anywhere,
making her feel even more.
'Am I ready for this?' Cory could hear her mother's voice whistling its way
through clouded thoughts. "Never run away from anything. No mater how much
it hurts or how scared you are." She had gotten past the hurt part and was
knee deep in the scared. Scooting back into the bed, Cory hiked her legs up
and under, sitting crossed legged. The cotton pajamas whisked against the sheets.
Her hands found a worried home in short blonde locks, causing them to stick
up haphazardly. She covered her face with strong forearms and let out a frustrated
growl. ' I have to go. I need to at least try to make this work.' She was after
all a Donovan and her mother's daughter. Stubborn as hell. The small woman hopped
from the bed, shedding her pajamas as she headed for the bathroom.
Chapter XI: Advice, Apprehension, and Coffee
Taylor felt the scowl screwing up her features, but it just seemed to be pasted
there. That's how Shelley found her long minutes later. The older woman peeked
through the adjoining door, catching the baleful glare in blue eyes. The assistant
rolled her eyes heavenward and shook her head. Not saying a word, she went to
the coffee island, fixing the obviously irritated woman a cup of chai tea. Something
was definitely happening. The younger woman had been uncommunicative and reserved
for the past week. Her countenance devoid of expression except for the flashing,
intelligent azure eyes. The scowl, however, was new. The woman sighed. She had
heard about last week's fiasco from Barb, and she had gladly listened with wide
eyes and a slight sense of awe. It had taken all of that just to get them to
see.
Neither Barb nor her really knew what happened at or after the hospital. It
was between those two and whatever God who was listening. From the young admin's
reserved demeanor, during the last week, and scowling features today, Shelley
could only guess that something had drastically changed between them. She shook
her head once more. Maybe she was wrong in her assumption. Maybe now their eyes
were open, but were they seeing? Never being one to pull punches, Shelley decided
it had been long enough. A little more help and a little butting in never hurt
anyone did it? She walked back toward the office with a purpose.
Taylor tapped the fingertips of her arched hands together. She could feel the
beginnings of a headache, dull and throbbing behind the left eye, and the day
had barely begun. The dark-haired woman knew that it would only get progressively
worse. Cory. The board meeting. Cory and the board meeting. She had never felt
the need to prove herself to anybody to hell with what they thought, but it
was the only way here to make an amicable marriage between employee/employer.
Baby blues narrowed to blue fire. And prove herself she would to the smaller
woman. She relished the opportunity.
Taylor knew the programs in place were flimsy at best with half-assed out-dated
materials, and she was going to make sure the Board knew it too. With the programs
she wanted to end, the admin wanted to make those frequented such as parenting,
social skills and family groups all the stronger. With this, maybe Cory would
finally understand what she was trying to do, which was the same thing the little
woman wanted to make the community stronger, and that would be that. 'Lies,'
little Shelley screamed at her. There was something else forming and despite
her vehement denial of it. Taylor didn't know how to stop it. Torn from her
thoughts by a presence, Taylor looked up as the life size version of the assistant
sat the steaming cup of tea on her desk.
"Cory must be coming in today. There weren't any messages on the voice mail."
The older woman watched astutely and almost smiled in triumph when the blue
eyes clouded over.
"Mmmm," the admin replied.
"Shall I assume she's going with you today? Going to prove her wrong are we?"
Irritated sky colored eyes snapped up to meet hers. "There's no right or wrong
in this Shelley."
"Really? Then what was all the arguing about?"
The older woman almost laughed at the strained expression.
"Uh," shoulders deflated slightly, "I wish I knew."
"Mmm, so is it finally over?" The assistant chose to ignore the look of panic.
For now.
"God, I hope so. I don't have the energy to keep up. One of us would have to
go."
"I agree, but she is something isn't she?"
Taylor looked up inquisitively.
"The kid. She's in her own class."
"I-I don't really know her," the younger woman remarked, feeling slightly under
the knife.
"No, you don't. Open up and try to rectify that. You two could make quite a
team."
With that, the assistant turned quietly and disappeared behind the adjoining
door. Taylor blinked a couple of times. Subtle. In an economy of words, the
older woman had told her plenty. She cocked her head to the side, knowing listening
was easy. It was the application, the emotions, and the effort behind it that
made it hard.
***************
A short hour later the office was a hub of activity. Standing on the outside
looking in, Cory held onto the door handle, taking one last breath of hot, fresh
air. She brushed her hand over short green skirt and beige blouse, getting rid
of imaginary lint. It was now or never. Upon entry, she smiled at the front
office secretaries as they handed her messages. The more she smiled the more
genuine it felt. Annette, the small red head, stopped her to say hello and pick
her brain for any ounce of gossip. God, she had even missed that. Her laugh
carried through the office as new nicknames were thrown at her. Slugger and
Karate Kid were her favorites. She had missed this place, and no amount of Scooby
Doo could make up for it. Making her way toward the back, she heard Barb before
her friend saw her. She was deep in conversation with she presumed to be another
caseworker. One she hadn't seen before.
Friendly blue eyes looked up to see what the office murmurs were about and met
shining green.
"Hey kid! You look great!" The woman practically screamed.
Cory's smile felt cheek splitting. "Hey yourself, Bard. Did you miss me?"
"Oh God yes. Annette has been trying to lick my ass for information all week."
The blonde's features pursed at the mental picture. "Ew, that's a nasty thing
to think about first thing in the morning."
"Kid, that's a nasty thing to think about period. Uck!"
The sandy-haired caseworker standing beside the two chuckled. He looked from
the older woman back to Cory.
"Oh, sorry Mike. This is Cory. Cory this is Mike, one of the new caseworkers."
"New? You didn't tell me she hired anyone. Hi, Mike."
The man looked on intrigued by the banter between the women.
"Didn't I?" Barb answered. "Sorry, the boss lady has been very busy while you
were away." The woman raised her eyebrows for emphasis. Then bristled at the
frown that darkened her friend's features. "Uh, I'll catch you later Mike."
The man was already forgotten.
"Kiddo? What's wrong? I thought. . ."
"Yeah, I know. I'm just a little weirded out. I don't want to say the wrong
thing and end up back in battle square one. Never had a potential friendship
start this wary."
"Ah, considering the outcome of the war, I should hope not, but you can't hold
back what you think or feel about something. That's not the way to start one
either."
"I know that, Barb, but what if. . ."
"Hey, listen if she doesn't understand your views or beliefs try to talk it
out. If she still refuses maybe it wasn't meant to be."
Cory sat on the edge of the desk, while Barb herself plopped down in her seat.
Green eyes stared at the closed office door.
"Yeah, you maybe right." She pointed her chin at the closed door. "You do know
what day it is?"
Barb scrunched her eyebrows confused.
"It's my turn to see what she sees."
"Oh," she paused, "Ohhhh, the deal. Ugh, and I have to abandon you today Kid.
Mike is supposed to be my shadow for the day. You should have told me you were
coming in. Well, I guess I should have called."
Cory felt panicky heat suffuse her body, making her feel over-dressed. Her skin
felt tight and prickly, and breath came out in a whoosh, as if knocked out.
She couldn't breath. She could barely think. Alone. They would be alone. Maybe
for a long time. No buffer. No referee. No mediator. The blonde tried to hold
in the gurgle of fear before it left her throat.
"Cor? Cory can you hear me?" Barb waved a hand in front of the unblinking woman's
face.
The petite blonde shook her head once to clear it.
"Uh, yeah."
"Whoa, I didn't know this scared you so much. Look, just take the chance. What's
meant to happen will happen. I've never known you to back down from anything.
I know you Cor."
Cory couldn't remember either. The last time she had run away from anything.
Never. That was the last time. She had been scared before, but the caseworker
had learned to use the fear in her favor. 'I just need to find a way to do that
here for both our sakes.'
Barb studied her friend. Eyebrows were drawn inward and green eyes had darkened
in concentration. The little chin lifted, and her mouth pursed in determination.
The older woman was satisfied with the resolve and tenacity that had replaced
the panic. This was definitely the Cory she knew.
"Look at it this way kid. At least you're going in with your eyes open."
Cory smirked as confidence filled her blood once more. Making it over to her
own desk, she sat heavily in her chair. Maybe she could learn something. Maybe.
*************
Ray stirred his coffee slowly, envisioning the melting of the sugar crystals.
He took a sip of the hot brew and let the enigmatic smile curve the corners
of his mouth. He had heard the buzz and knew the little blonde was back. He
liked her, and he would go welcome her. After a couple more sips. He took another
sip. This one longer, enjoying the sweet heat in his mouth. His smile became
larger as an idea formed. Turning, he poured another cup and headed for the
back cubicles.
Cory sharpened her pencils to a razor sharp tip, looking up only when the coffee
cup made a thud on her desk.
"Hey Ray."
He took another long sip before answering. Barb looked on intrigued.
Finally, he spoke. "Hey, kid good to have you back." He took a shorter sip.
Knowing about her nose and noticing the slight puffiness around her eyes, he
decided to offer some advice. "You know, if you put damp coffee bags under you
eyes it will get rid of the rest of the swelling."
Cory looked at Barb from the corner of her eye.
"Magic?" The blonde quipped.
"Right, magic," he answered.
Having done his good deed for the office personnel today, the tall, black man
turned to leave. Cory grabbed the coffee cup, moving it toward her. She peered
down into the murky liquid then looked across the isle at Barb. The woman's
eyes were wide with unshed tears, and her mouth trembled with unreleased mirth.
"Uh, what face would that be?" The blonde asked innocently.
Barb bit the inside of her lip, trying to contain the laughter. "Don't know.
It's a new one. I'll get back to you."
"Unh-huh, you do that."
The older woman began to hum the theme to Twilight Zone through a riot of giggles.
"Don't. . ." Cory added with her own laughter, "even go there."
****************
Taylor cocked her head at the sound of laughter. It sounded vaguely familiar.
Looking at her watch, she walked slowly to the door. It was after nine, and
she should be here. The admin twisted the knob softly, only wanting to open
the door a smidge. Baring straight white teeth, she sent up a prayer when the
door didn't squeak. Opening the door wide enough for an astute blue eye to look
through, she peered at the two back cubicles. Her body pressed against the door
to get a closer look. She was here. Laughing. It made Taylor want to
join in. It sounded so free, so genuine. She opened the door a little more hoping
to get a better view and hear what was being said. At that moment, another set
of blues jerked up to meet hers. Barb smirked knowingly. Taylor resisted the
urge to squeal as she quickly shut the door.
Barb's smile turned inward. Someone was anxious to say the least.
Taylor leaned against the door, feeling like a kid caught peeking by the principal.
She put her hands to her flushed face. That woman saw entirely too much. The
raven-haired woman pursed her lips to hide the smirk, even from herself. The
feelings of wariness and apprehension had ebbed with Shelley's help and the
small blonde's arrival. It was replaced with something just as foreign to her.
Nervousness.
Chapter XII: Building and Revealing a Mystery
Cory looked through the messages and deemed nothing urgent. Firing up her computer,
she checked the case files to make sure they were properly updated. Groaning
inwardly, she realized this for what it was, busy work and avoiding the inevitable.
The blonde pivoted in her chair looking at the closed door. She then cut her
eyes at Barb, who was talking heatedly into the phone. 'Okay, girlie just go
for it. Come on get your ass up.' Without another prevailing thought, she found
herself in front of the door, knocking gently and cursing her fluttery stomach.
"Come." The voice said, and she was suddenly reminded of the Great and Powerful
Oz. 'Silly girl just go.'
Cory found herself standing in front of the large desk, looking precariously
into blue eyes. Taylor tried to hide the surprise. She hadn't expected her to
come looking for her. Swallowing, she hid her hands under the desk. Just in
case they decided to shake. Sure enough, panic ceased her. Realizing she had
no idea what to say, a tight band constricted her lungs and stomach. 'Anything.
Just say something!' Little Shelley screamed.
"Uh, you look go-well."
Cory's brows touched in confusion. It almost seemed that the woman was just
as nervous as she was at this moment. Her churning stomach settled at the thought.
"Yeah, it hurt for awhile, even with the pain killers."
The blonde offered a tremulous smile. Taylor wanted to return the courtesy,
but her facial muscles refused to work.
"Uh, that's good," she replied instead.
Cory flopped down in the chair. They were getting nowhere fast or slow either.
Someone had to take the initiative.
"I've seen your degrees on the wall. I'm sure you can manage a longer sentence
than that." 'Okay we're gonna try humor. It usually works.'
Blue eyes turned to slits as she eyed the other woman. Letting out an involuntary
sigh, internally, she was glad the ice had been broken. Now, on with it. A dark
brow shot upward behind bangs as she leaned back into the plush chair.
"You don't pull any punches do you?"
Cory smiled genuinely this time.
"I thought you would know that about me by now. Come on, I know you're quicker
than that."
The band of tightness eased, and the older woman smirked despite herself.
"Oh, I am. I just like to put feelers out first."
Cory breathed a sigh of relief. It had worked so far, so why not push a little
further.
"Can I ask you something?"
"It's not going to hurt is it?" Taylor answered.
"Nah, we've done enough of that already."
The admin swallowed, remembering the acerbic barbs, digs, and the look on the
blonde woman's face when she fired her. "Way too much I'd say. Ask away."
"Were you as nervous as I was, when I came in here?"
The older woman let out a bark of laughter. She had know idea anyone could be
that blunt. It was refreshing. "Let me put it this way Cory. I could swear this
office was closing in around me."
Green eyes looked at her surprised. "What? You didn't think I would answer you
honestly? After what we've been through these couple of weeks, there is no use
in adding lying to the list."
The blonde pulled her eyes away afraid she had said the wrong thing. She bit
her lip and glanced up again to see inquisitive not angry eyes staring back.
"You're right." Cory paused and said hesitantly. "So, you got that stomach fluttery,
no breathing feeling?"
Taylor laughed again as she shook her head. "Could feel my hands shaking too."
She pulled them from under the desk, showing them.
A momentary silence lapsed between them, but for once it was easy. Cory scratched
the back of her neck and arched her brows in thought. 'How could I have been
so wrong about her? It's obvious that she's intelligent. She even has a sense
of humor to go along with a great laugh. And for God's sake, I've already seen
a caring side to her at the Ash house and in the ring. Stupid. Just stupid.'
At first, Taylor watched the emotions chase themselves across the blonde's expressive
face. Then she got lost in her own. 'Does she always say what she thinks, despite
the consequences? That could explain my first day. It would explain a lot. This
is her. Just her. There's not a dishonest bone in her body. She's truthful in
her bluntness, and the truth hurt me much more than a lie ever could.'
Cory was the first to glance up, and for the first time, she was met with smiling
blue eyes. For some reason, she felt honored. Smiling back, she asked the inevitable
question, "So, where do we go from here?"
Taylor nodded her head in understanding. "The deal is still on because it will
benefit the both of us. I don't know that much about the field and you don't
about administrative duties. We get to know each other. We work together. We
make things better here."
"Sounds like you've been thinking about this."
I've had a week. It was long enough."
"Well, it sounds like a plan I can definitely go with. What's on for today?
I don't have much on my plate right now."
"Good. I would like you to attend a board meeting in Merrilville with me, if
you're game."
"I can do that. When do we leave?"
Taylor looked down at her watch. "In about fifteen minutes." One car left from
the staff parking lot, an Accord.
******************
The ride was filled with quite laughter of previous week's memories.
"Oh my God, Cory, you were covered in gunk. I didn't know a woman could smell
like that!"
"Oh har, har. He was stronger than he looked, and he had a gun."
"Why didn't you use some of that fancy kickboxing stuff on him?"
"I didn't want to get fancy. I was afraid that he was going to shoot."
"You were pretty brave back in that house."
"Ah, it was nothing. I just did what I had to do."
"You do that a lot don't you? Do what you have to," Taylor asked softly.
She got a shrug then an answer. "Somebody needs to care. Everything. All these
problems are bigger than anyone realizes, and they just sit on their asses.
. .
"Whoa, I know. I'm going to try to rectify that in the meeting."
"God, I'm sorry. I just get carried away sometimes."
"Nonsense. You just care at all." Taylor remembered something Barb had said;
maybe the kid does care just a little too much.
They fell into a comfortable silence. Cory was caught by the passing scenery.
It never ceased to amaze her. How could two cities be just a few miles apart
and in the same county be so different. They had passed through many stoplights
and over a few railroad tracks that had signs that worked and warned. She couldn't
remember the last time she had seen a train crossing sign work in Gary. Laughing
inwardly, derisively, she knew the police and ambulance here come on time not
leaving the residents dying, in pain, or in fear. She tried to swallow a ball
of emotion. It stuck, as she bit back the tears. How could no one care? Someone
had to, and it might as well be her.
Taylor looked over, noticing the tenseness in the turned shoulders and back.
Not knowing what this was about and what else to do, she surprised herself by
putting a comforting hand on the blonde's shoulder. She was even more surprised
when a small hand covered her own, squeezing it. Things had changed between
them. Dramatically. Drastically.
Taking her hand away to make a couple of sharp turns, Taylor announced softly
to the pensive blonde, "We're here."
The blonde followed the admin into what she finally saw was the huge Merrilville
Library. They found their way downstairs to a large meeting room with a round
table that took up most of it. Trying to jar herself out of the pensive mood,
Cory watched from the vantagepoint of Taylor's side as the admin talked to the
men and two women standing around the room. They all smiled and said how nice
it was to see her again, but the little woman had to quirk a brow at the Mona
Lisa like grin the admin gave every one of them. She could envision the wheels
turning under the dark hair. Trying to hide her amused curiosity, she shook
hands with each one of them, completely losing track of the names.
After a while, they were seated. Taylor made sure that Cory had a seat beside
her, wanting her to get a good view. Cory watched on as the man whose name she
thought was Burton, started the meeting. Her mind wandered as the man instructed
someone who was obviously the secretary to read the minutes from last time.
She looked around the room then right in front of her, where she stared into
amused blue eyes. She had been caught day dreaming. Giving Taylor her best innocent
look, Cory was rewarded with a raised brow. The admin leaned over and whispered
quietly, "It'll get interesting. I promise." Her breath felt hot and moist against
her ear, making the blonde caseworker jump. She vowed to pay attention after
that.
Finally, there was a call for new business. Taylor interceded; knowing her proposal
should already be on the table. She looked around the table. "I trust that all
of you got my figures and proposal?"
She took the quiet as an affirmative and moved on. "While the programs we have
in place are good in name they are frail in nature." She smiled inwardly at
the small gasp that went around the room. "The group leaders are using shoddy
and out-dated materials to teach parenting and many other groups. Now, tell
me. How can a parent learn about parenting today from some book that was printed
in the early eighties? It's ridiculous. We're not helping anyone, just filling
their head with archaic ideas."
"Now, Ms. Wilson our numbers show that these materials may still be effective."
"Excuse me Burton, I thought I had the floor." Taylor relished the red, bloated
look on the older man's face. "We can't look at the maybes. You hired me to
get definite. It can be done if some of the programs that are barely attended
get eliminated. The money we save can be used to buy new materials and get real
results." Her eyes narrowed in the direction of the Chairman. "These programs
that I propose we end will not be missed because I have made sure that other
community organizations have them. We can refer clients out. If you look at
the proposal closely, you will see that it's not only feasible but also dependable.
The people in this community will get what they need." Taylor lapsed into silence
and looked back at the blonde sitting next to her. She saw shame, confusion
then understanding darken the jade eyes. Complimenting them was a radiant smile.
She finally understood. She cared too in her own way. They wanted the same thing.
Taylor tore her eyes away and looked around the table. The whispers and murmurs
were as loud as screaming. One of the board members spoke up. "Ms. Wilson, this
sounds too risky to me. Community programming is ever changing what if. . ."
"If you will look closely Myra, you'll see that I made a contingency plan for
that. This is also a college town, and there are many students getting degrees
in psychology, sociology, and social work. They have to do internships, unpaid
internships. They can run the groups while we provide the materials. Either
way we will have the money and the resources."
There was another buzz. She heard the word 'outrage' and 'implausible' and felt
her temper rising. It was a slow burn, inching up her skin and making it red.
Cory stared in trepidation. Somehow knowing the woman was about to pop, instinctively,
she put a calming hand on the taller woman's forearm, feeling the tension there.
She squeezed, kneaded and felt it relax minutely. Taylor glanced down at her
confused but accepting and thankful.
She took a deep breath, noting some semblance of calm. "Look people. I know
you are used to the status quo, but you have to realize that it's not working.
Have you looked around you lately? You hired me to make it work. Now, let me."
There was silence as heads were hung. Burton cleared his throat. "Ms. Wilson,
I think you've said what needs to be said." He gave the young woman a small
smile. "I think we're ready to get a second on the motion. Any one?"
After a long minute, a hand and a voice raised. "I second the motion to change
the programming." The woman smiled widely at both Cory and Taylor. There was
another murmur, and Burton spoke again. "All those in favor say I." One by one
the votes were given. In the end, there were nine votes of yes and two votes
of no. Taylor had her revamped programming.
They walked out the library in silence. Walking by the stoic woman's side, Cory
felt like she was about to burst with excitement. Finally, she did. "I can't
believe it! You were really something in there. God, I can't believe you convinced
them! This is great!"
Taylor glanced at the elated woman. The green eyes glowed, lit from a fire inside.
It pulled her in, making her giddy. She couldn't help but return the other woman's
excitement with a toothy grin of her own.
"Yeah, it was great wasn't it? Hungry?"
The smaller woman blinked at the rapid change of subject. "Well, now that you
mention it. I'm starved."
"Good. Lunch is on me. What do you want?"
Green eyes brightened. "Uh, pizza?"
Taylor laughed again for the third time that day. It was more than she had in
a long time.
Once in the car, Taylor waited until the other woman buckled up before starting
the engine. Concern colored her features, when the blonde jumped and squealed.
Cory's face colored in embarrassment. "Uh, sorry that was my beeper. I had it
on vibrate. It scared the shit out of me."
"Oh, okay. You had me going for a minute." Taylor watched as she fished the
pager from her skirted waist.
"Crap, it's the office. Can I use your cell?"
"Yeah, sure." The admin waited to start the car wanting to see if it was an
emergency.
"Donovan here."
"Hey kid," Barb replied in a hoarse voice.
"Oh, hey what's wrong?"
"You'd better get to the women's shelter on Shore Drive fast."
Fear crept up her spine. "Wha-why what's happened?"
"Just get here."
After hanging up, she turned to look at Taylor. "We need"
"I heard. Just give me directions."
They got there in record time, only to be greeted by two police cars and an
ambulance.
"Cor, I thought this place was supposed to be secret?"
"It is. Something's happened."
The both exited the car to be confronted by the police. With a few well-placed
words, they were let through. Cory frowned in confusion when she saw a completely
covered body being wheeled toward the ambulance. Her eyes swept the perimeter,
searching. Her heart stopped when she heard the yelling. The man's voice, it
sounded so familiar. She swung around to see James Ash flailing his arms in
an attempt to elude the officers that reached for him. The pieces fell into
place, and her heart fell to the pit of her stomach. Bile rushed up, sour and
thick, into her throat. "Oh, God. . .
Taylor reached out a hand to touch her, trying to understand what was going
on. Then she remembered the man's face behind the .38 that he held to her face
just a couple of weeks ago. 'Oh no.' Cory pulled away, running for the front
of the house. She didn't have to run far. Barb and Mike walked out slowly. One
carrying the small baby girl, the other leading the oldest girl with a hand
to the back of her neck.
"Oh, God no!" Her plea was hard to hear over the cacophony of the police. "I-it
can't be!" She looked forward, a catching Barb's eye. It was a confirmation.
Time stopped as she stood still on the sidewalk. Guilty pain ripped through
her abdomen. She grabbed her gut in an attempt to stop it. Blood roared through
her ears, making her deaf to the people calling her name. Her eyes bobbed rapidly
not seeing until they came in contact with dead brown. The oldest child. Her
eyes. There was nothing in them. Anger tore it's way through the despair, shaking
her. Anger at the world and anger at herself. She had saved them only to let
them die at his hands later, and no one cared. The world would go on like Tina
Ash never existed. She felt a strong embrace from behind, lifting her. She fought
it.
Taylor ducked the sharp blows, lifting and cuddling her from behind with brute
strength. She had never seen the other woman this way. It scared her. More than
that it terrified her.
Hot tears burned a path down the blonde caseworker's cheeks. She sobbed and
wailed as Barb and Mike made their way towards them. A deep rumble started somewhere
in her chest, and it exited her mouth as a scream. "Noo!" Somehow breaking free
of Taylor's strong hold, Cory ran toward the children. Barb was taken aback
by the display. The kid. She hurt for them all. This time it was too much. Saddened,
all she could do was shake her head as her friend ran towards them.
She made it to the group, as they were about to descend the last stairs. Not
bothering to wipe the tears from her face, she kneeled in front of the little
girl, making sure they were the same height. The girl stared into her, through
her, seeing nothing. With a gentle hand, Cory touched a dry, soft cheek. Leaning
in, she kissed the little girl then whispered in her ear, ensuring that only
she would hear. "I care." Pulling away slightly, she peered again into the youthful
features, but this time there was a difference. Twin tears fell from brown eyes.
Somehow she had reached the girl. Barb and Mike watched in awe, unable to believe
what they saw. The little girl reached for Cory, and the caseworker picked her
up, cradling her in deceptively strong arms. She rubbed the small back and made
comforting noises into the sobbing child's ear.
Turning tear soaked eyes to Barb, she asked, "What happened?"
The brunette's mouth moved, but nothing came out. Trying again, she cleared
her throat. "Someone with a lot of money posted his bail. We don't know how
he found her. The Casemanager was sure she didn't call him, but he must have
found her by chance and followed her. From what the witnesses say, she was on
her way to the door, and they heard loud bangs. Then they saw her fall." Barb
pointed with her eyes. "She was holding her hand the whole time."
Cory closed her eyes and felt more tears fall. Silent ones. "We need to make
sure they get to a facility right away. I don't want them sitting in a police
station."
Barb nodded. Cory turned and made her way back down the stairs toward Taylor.
She didn't know why, but that's where she needed to go.
Taylor hands lay at her side, clutching back and forth into fists. Her heartbeat
thudded fast and hard. Empathy rolled through her in big waves, slamming into
her psyche. Never had she seen such a thing. Cory's pain for the family, for
Tina, had released the little girl's. She blinked feeling the tears for the
first time but didn't bother to brush them away. She was touched. She was changed.
With the help of this woman, she had seen something special, extraordinary.
She watched as the little blonde made her way towards her. Looking into the
sparkling green wet with tears and bright with pain, she somehow knew what to
do. Raising her arms from the side, she enveloped both Cory and the child into
her embrace. It all just felt so right.
Well, I just don't know what to say. What a way to solidify a friendship and learn about someone, eh? I'll say it again. I love these characters. Give me a jingle at merci_nerva@hotmail.com. Remember I was gracious enough to give you something to read. Now, it's your turn.