Chapter Six
How often things occur by mere chance which we dared not even hope for. Terence Phormio
"She's in a Hades of
a mood," Theodorus cautioned Palaemon as the two-- Theodorus moving at
a curious jog-trot-- passed in the balustraded gallery of the palace's
west wing. Judging from his tone alone, Palaemon didn't need to be told
which she the longhaired guardsman meant. Theodorus had been one
of Xena's bed warmers a few years ago, and he'd never lost his adolescent
yearning and semi-religious awe for the Conqueror. And Palaemon knew Theo
wasn't alone among Xena's former lovers in feeling that way.
"What's up?" Palaemon questioned, reversing to follow Theodorus a few paces.
"Who knows?" Theodorus shrugged ruefully. "She's been pulverizing Corinthians
since daybreak, then Darphus and his lot showed up and she started beating
the holy Tartarus outa them. She sent me for Wan Li and the battlefield
healers. I think Prosentus' leg is broken."
"Thanks," Palaemon muttered, resuming his path to the practice ring beyond
the barracks with a quicker stride.
He wondered what had produced such a radical change of mood. Not that Xena's
moods were all that predictable, but last night she'd laughed and conversed
so readily with the bard and himself that he'd genuinely looked forward
to seeing her this morning, and not, for once, with thoughts of winning
her favor to advance his career. Instead, he'd wanted just to talk to her
again, in hopes of seeing another glimpse of that charming, funny woman
with whom he and Gabrielle had shared dinner. Her demeanor had given permission
to relax and think of her as something other than a ruthless, demanding
leader, something more like a friend.
He considered whether Gabrielle might have said or done something to anger
Xena after he had left, but he thought it unlikely. The two of them, incredibly,
seemed to have slipped into some sort of friendship based on their remarkable
intelligence and amazingly similar senses of humor. Palaemon, in the Conqueror's
inner circle for several years, had never seen anyone make her laugh the
way Gabrielle had done.
Aesop's ass and the serendipitous slide, he thought with a grin,
recalling the sparkle of mischievous delight he'd observed in Gabrielle's
eyes as she'd told Xena that story. Xena had looked amazingly young while
she watched the bard, and her expression had held an unguarded quality
that Palaemon felt sure few had seen from the adult Xena. And her laughter....
Palaemon smiled openly. Facing the Conqueror on a daily basis, one forgot
sometimes how attractive she was, but when Xena smiled and laughed, she
was absolutely stunning.
Now, someone or something had unleashed the Destroyer of Nations on them
all once again.
"Ares' left ball, Darphus, you're even slower than usual!"
Palaemon heard the Conqueror long before he actually saw her. He climbed
the high wooden wall of the practice ring and joined the other soldiers
watching the Conqueror decimate the inner circle of the Imperial Guard.
She was dressed in her familiar leather battle dress, breastplate, bracers
and greaves, but she faced more heavily armored opponents. Darphus' chosen
men had come from full-armor drills and each wore a legionnaire's breastplate
and carried spathas. However, three were down already, obviously the ones
Theodorus was getting medical help for, and Darphus was engaging the Conqueror
backed only by two somewhat frightened-looking guardsmen who did little
beyond hamper Darphus' swing.
As Palaemon watched, Xena twirled her sword lazily and made a pass at the
soldier on Darphus' right. The man tripped over his own feet and fell into
the Captain's path. Xena immediately struck at his distracted superior,
and Darphus grunted and twisted to his right, but the cold blade of Xena's
sword moved to block him there. He pushed off with his forward foot, slipping
back a pace and trying to set up an attack, but the Conqueror was on the
offensive again, kicking out at the other guard, forcing him back. She
turned on Darphus with a jab from the shoulder, followed with a cross-body
slash and, unprepared as he was, the block he needed to save his life nearly
cost him the fingers of his right hand. Only Xena's incredible control
stopped the blade before it sliced completely through tendons and bone.
Even Palaemon winced at the damage she'd done.
"Idiot!" the Conqueror hissed, lowering her sword as Darphus clutched his
wound. "How you've lasted this long as a warrior is beyond me. You're doing
nothing I-- or any other halfway experienced warrior-- haven't seen a hundred
times before. There's nothing new with you, Darphus. I have twelve blocks
for every blow you aim at me, and I can predict your next ten strokes because
you never vary them!"
Darphus' flushed face reddened further as she castigated him in front of
the entire first squad of the Imperial Guard. The Conqueror's reprimand
could easily be taken as a signal for some younger member of his officer
corps to challenge him for command of the Guard. He glared balefully at
Palaemon, the likeliest candidate, awash as he was in Imperial favor, perched
on the top rail of the enclosure, but the blond merely smirked.
"You're all pathetic," the Conqueror widened her target range. "You expect
to protect me, to be my elite strike force, and yet I can take on any number
of you and damn near dismember you in practice? How much worse will
you perform in a real battle when you're stressed and frightened?"
She sheathed her sword in a gesture laden with contempt. "I want to see
changes, Darphus. I want to know I can trust you like my right hand."
Trust? Darphus paled visibly. The Conqueror trusted no one and nothing.
Darphus' thought process, like his swordplay, ran on a hopelessly unimaginative
track. She knows something; she's playing with me. He'd been in
a sweat since she'd called that bastard Autolycus in to investigate that
irritating blonde bard, and now the Conqueror was talking to him about
trust? She must know something! Darphus could feel his knees begin
to shake. Xena, he knew, was always one step ahead, even when you thought
she was behind you.
"The-- the Guard would lie down and die for you, Conqueror," he stammered,
wrapping a rag around his injured hand.
"I want the Guard to stand up and fight for me!" Xena turned to pace around
the enclosure, laying the baleful fire of her gaze on one after another.
"I'm sick of beating you all senseless two mornings a week and having you
in infirmary the rest of the time."
Darphus, released from her attention, felt relief. The Conqueror was genuinely
angry over the Guard, he realized, and not just berating them as an introduction
to uncovering his disloyalty. She had no idea what he was plotting. His
secret, his grand and glorious secret, remained his alone. He felt a glow
of satisfaction, tempered by a healthy fear of Xena's ability to sniff
out a plot as soon as it was hatched. She must not find out until everything
was in place, and then... then it would be too late for even the Conqueror
to do anything to stop it. A small smirk curled his mouth as he watched
her.
"You're supposed to be finest fighting force in the Known World, perhaps
the best ever assembled," Xena informed them, her tone making her disbelief
of that supposition patently obvious. "That's the most dangerous situation
possible: to have a reputation you cannot maintain. If one swordswoman
can best ten of you--even if that swordswoman is me-- your reputation is
grounded on nothing! Get yourselves together, Guard, or I'll muster
out every one of you and recruit myself an Imperial Guard I can count on."
It wasn't an idle threat, they all knew. Xena's resources knew no limits
and selecting another 250 guards from the elite of her legions, armies,
and local levies would be less than a day's employment for her administrators.
For the mustered out, however, little awaited them, but destitution and
eventual death. No man or woman asked to leave the Imperial Guard would
ever be allowed to fight in another portion of the Conqueror's army. The
Guard was the elite and the only honorable way to leave it was on your
shield, dead or dying, having given everything for the honor of the Empire.
"The Conqueror's will be done," Darphus ordered, his voice tight with easily
manufactured rage. "Double the exercise schedule." There was a collective
groan and Darphus leapt at the throat of the nearest guardsmen. "Did you
say something?!" he demanded.
"Sir! No, Sir!" the man choked out.
"Did anyone here wish to express an opinion?" Now he glared around at the
assembly.
"Sir! No, Sir!" They answered in unison.
Xena nodded, not pleased but satisfied for the moment. "More weight training
and running. And we'll start the surprise drills again. I don't care how
much of Corinth you keep awake; there will be unannounced skirmishes whenever
the mood strikes me. We may be at peace at present, but war is inevitable
and I want my warriors prepared."
"Thy will," Darphus said docilely, convinced that he'd smoothed over her
suspicions once more.
Palaemon jumped down from the wall and caught up with the Conqueror as
she made her way back to the palace.
"My queen," he began hesitantly.
"My security chief," she mimicked his solemnity.
"I would like to make a request of you, Conqueror."
"Then make it, Palaemon. I can't say I will grant it until you ask it."
"I would like to help in setting up the unannounced drills." He rushed
on as she paused her stride and turned to him. "It's Darphus' men you're
testing, and I know Darphus-- he'll tip them off every time, just to make
himself look good. If you let me help, he won't know anything and the tests
will be true ones."
The Conqueror frowned. "I'm not happy with the divisiveness I already feel
in my Imperial Guard, Palaemon. Making you my lieutenant in this will only
solidify the two camps I see forming. Darphus will be insulted and his
men will be as well. They'll be picking fights with your squad whenever
the chance arises. I won't have infighting, in addition to lack of preparation,
hampering the Guards' ability to fight at a moment's notice."
Palaemon nodded, trying to cover his expression of disappointment. "Thy
will, Your Majesty." He took a deep breath and made his decision. "There's
something else, though."
The Conqueror folded her arms, looking expectant.
"I-- I don't have much solid evidence, but I think Darphus is... is preparing
to betray you in some way," he finished in a rush.
"Well," the Conqueror's expression held mock-horror, "that's a pretty strong
accusation, oh security chief." Her tone implied just the opposite, heavy
as it was with sarcasm. "Especially since you readily admit you don't have
proof."
He went scarlet under her gaze. "My Queen, I wouldn't bring this up if
I weren't..."
"Deeply concerned for my personal safety," she interrupted acidly. "Yes,
Palaemon, I know. Of course, the fact that you're perfectly positioned
to move into Darphus' command has nothing to do with it." The Conqueror
threw up her hands in disgust. "Gods preserve me from ambitious seconds!"
"Conqueror, I swear, by any god you name," Palaemon pleaded sincerely,
"this is not about my promotion. I take my position as chief of security
very seriously, and right now I'm worried about your security. My
gut tells me Darphus is up to something, and I'm afraid... afraid for you
and for the Empire. I don't trust him."
Xena's expression softened some at the honest emotion she read in the younger
officer's face. Besides, what he said only confirmed what her own gut was
telling her. "Darphus is always up to something," she told Palaemon reassuringly.
"I won't let this go too far. If I give him enough rope, the idiot will
hang himself."
Palaemon bowed, knowing that that was as close to an apology as he was
going to get. "I am yours to command, Your Majesty."
"Of course you are," she purred, as was expected. "Now, go do something
useful. And Palaemon..." she waited until he turned once more to face her
before finishing quietly, "I'll keep your offer to lead the drills under
advisement."
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The King of Spies'
headquarters in Corinth lay on the lowest level of the palace dungeon,
a place well removed from the light of day and filled instead with the
shadows of fear and horror that clung to all places of torture. The Conqueror
seldom visited the halls of interrogation, not because of any moral squeamishness
but because she found torture mundane after years of bloody battlefields,
massacred cities and the usual destruction of war. Nevertheless, she found
it amazing that Autolycus actually sought these types of quarters in whichever
of her cities he was visiting.
"It tends to keep me honest," he'd confessed self-deprecatingly when she'd
once questioned him.
At Corinth, the choice held more logic: an old, carefully constructed system
of tunnels and passages led from the spymaster's suite to points all over
the city-- basements, cisterns, wine cellars. Autolycus could come and
go invisibly as he controlled the network of informants (usually paid)
and monitors (usually volunteers) that provided the Conqueror with up to
the moment information regarding all her many domains. Fully a third of
Xena's Imperial Budget passed through Autolycus' hands to buy and guarantee
that knowledge, and the Conqueror found the former thief almost suspiciously
honest when it came to handling these funds.
He'd bristled at her inquires into his accounting. "It's no fun to steal
where it's expected."
The Conqueror had never again doubted him. Even thieves, it seemed had
their own codes to live by.
She appeared silently in Autolycus' doorway and watched him as he rustled
through the scrolls lined up along his desk. Dressed, as always, in black,
he did have a certain rakish charm, and he did everything in his power
to enhance that image, including his fastidious concern for his clothes
and his almost obsessive care of his mustache. He fussed like an old housewife,
she thought, allowing herself a slight grin. Just then Autolycus caught
sight of her out of the corner of his eye and jumped nearly out of his
skin.
"Must you?"
Xena sauntered in like a sleepy panther and perched on the end of a sofa,
crossing her long, shapely legs, barely covered by the leather skirt of
her battledress, and folding her hands on her knees. Autolycus swallowed
audibly.
"Yes."
"Couldn't you clear your throat or something? I don't know that my old
heart can take many more of your little entrances."
Xena grinned unrepentantly. "Where's my report on the bard?"
Autolycus made a discomfited gesture. "I can't pull that kind of intelligence
out of my...hat," he grinned as he obviously changed the analogy. "I've
sent my best man out to Poteidaea and I expect him back in a week."
"I don't want to wait a week," she growled.
"Now, now," Autolycus hastened to curb her impending tirade. "I do have
some local information. None of it's been confirmed," he cautioned as he
began sorting through the scrolls again," but it all looks pretty straightforward.
Ah, here!"
Xena took the proffered scroll and unrolled it, scanning it as Autolycus
waited with obvious nervousness.
"She...shops?" the Conqueror asked disbelievingly.
"That seems to be the most egregious error-- aside from the incitement
to riot thing-- that we could find," Autolycus admitted. "This is the most
boring potential criminal I've ever done research on. Everyone loves her;
she's kind to the poor; she even worked to get the local kineterion
to clean up their place and raise the whore's prices so they could make
a living wage."
"Reforming the local whore house," the Conqueror sighed. "Why doesn't that
surprise me?" She skimmed through the rest, murmuring highlights aloud,
"Conducted a morning literacy workshop in the small agora... wrote a recommendation
so a poor boy could get into the Athens Academy... petitioned to have the
crossroad cistern cleaned." The Conqueror snorted with disgust. "How did
she end up on a cross?"
"Well, she did conduct secret meetings with people who later committed
some serious breaches of the public peace." Autolycus seemed to be trying
to sound as pompous as possible.
Xena tossed him the scroll. "Ah, yes, the tax booth arsonist. A few bricks
shy of a load, wasn't he? Oh, and her poster campaigns. Broadsides, posted
in the least literate neighborhoods of Corinth, asking people to write
letters to the Corinthian Administrator complaining of the lack of rights?
That's not an executable act of sedition. That's a minor annoyance like
we face in every conquered city." The Conqueror shook her head ruefully.
"So, tell me, truly, Autolycus, how did she end up on a cross?"
Autolycus stroked his moustache. "Well, apparently, the local police force
received a tip about the arson. Somebody told somebody who told...you get
the idea, but, amazingly, when they went to investigate, they found the
guy standing there, pockets full of straw for tinder, a jug of wine for
fuel, and a flint and striker in his hand. They asked him what he was doing
and he said he was watching the front of the tax booth to see if the fire
he's set in back was burning."
The Conqueror looked incredulous. "He told them?"
"Apparently, he was so intent on making sure his fire had caught, he didn't
even look to see who asked the question."
"Unbelievable."
"Well, it gets better. He's brought in to the Corinth jail and guess who's
coincidentally there? The Captain of the Imperial Guard."
"Darphus," Xena's eyes narrowed to blue bale fire slits.
"Darphus," Autolycus agreed. "Heard from someone that the Corinthians were
holding a political prisoner. Thought he'd come by and escort the prisoner
to the secret police."
"He was waiting when they brought this arsonist in?"
Autolycus shrugged noncommittally, but his expression as he watched the
Conqueror said volumes about what he thought of Darphus.
"So, the arsonist ends up here..." Xena prompted.
"He fainted as soon as Darphus mentioned taking him to the secret police,
so Darphus and his goons-- Marstevius and Garnon-- haul him all the way
over here and dump him on my doorstep."
"Did you interrogate him yourself?"
Autolycus smiled. "I don't usually go in for that sort of thing," he said
demurely. "I think of myself as an... administrator."
Xena gave him an evil grin. "Okay, I'll think about that one, on the off
chance I need another administrator, but you're a damn good spy, Autolycus,
and one of the few-- I hesitate to admit it-- I actually trust."
"I didn't interrogate him," Autolycus continued as if she hadn't spoken,
but he was well pleased with the Conqueror's response to his roundabout
request for a promotion. "They had a lot of trouble keeping him conscious.
He fainted every time they introduced a new tool, but he gave the girl
up quickly. Darphus was hovering at the door like an expectant father,
they tell me, and he came to me with that cheesy grin of his and asked
to be allowed to-- how was it he put it-- 'expedite this matter' for me."
The master spy shrugged. "I figured the less my men are seen picking up
prisoners, the better spies they'll make, so I agreed. He ends up with
the bard; she ends up in the public judgment."
"Well," Xena said, more for something to say while she processed the information
than for anything else. "So, Darphus' grubby paw prints are all over this
and he gets the glory for bringing two rebels to judgment."
Autolycus nodded. "The bard did attend the meetings and my sources tell
me that the self-styled 'freedom fighters' did look to her for leadership.
She was the brains, plain and simple, but she knew nothing about the tax
booth fire. We questioned her hard on it and she was clean."
"And the arsonist? Did he mention anyone else?"
"He mentioned one other name, but by the time they got to that point everything
was pretty incoherent. They wrote it down, but no one's been able to connect
it to the freedom fighters."
"What was it?"
"Rexel."
The name meant nothing to the Conqueror, either, though she was known for
never forgetting anything. She filed it away with the rest of the facts
of the case and tried not to think for the moment about the mistake that
had been made with Gabrielle's life. Darphus was indeed up to something
and Gabrielle had had the misfortune to get caught up in his little web.
"Anything else I need to know?" she shifted her intensity to other matters
with an effortless strength of will.
Autolycus wisely followed her lead and changed the subject. "I'm hearing
rumors from Egypt," he said cryptically.
The Conqueror smiled a crocodile smile, hearing the rustles and movement
of one of Autolycus' subordinates in the outer office and realizing that
Autolycus had heard the man come in as well. Egypt was part of the prearranged
code, which the two of them had agreed upon in the event that anyone could
overhear them. Egypt in their vocabulary stood for Rome. Had Autolycus
really meant to discuss Egyptian policy he would have said he'd heard rumors
of Cleopatra or the Nile.
"And are the Egyptians preparing to give me trouble, oh King of Spies?"
"Very likely," the dark-haired thief grinned. "Perhaps it's time you visited
Ptolemy and reminded him what a pleasant ally you make." He selected a
small anonymous-looking scroll from his desk and handed it to her. "A state
visit to Egypt is always wonderful this time of year."
Xena slipped the scroll into her bracer and stood. "My navy is feeling
somewhat neglected. Perhaps Ptolemy's hospitality would cure them."
"Undoubtedly," Autolycus bowed ironically and escorted her to the door.
"I'll see what my admirals say and get back with you."
"Thy will be done, my queen."
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In her chamber a short time later, the Conqueror retrieved the scroll Autolycus had handed her and read it. Rumors, indeed, from "Egypt" she thought as she read. She sighed and moved to incinerate the scroll with habitual thoroughness. Her eyes lingered on the flame, her thoughts on Rome-- Rome and Caesar, her nemesis, her mirror, her maker. Yeah, I killed you, ya bastard, she thought bitterly. And a fat lot of good it did me. You and your crucifixions still haunt my dreams, and now I'm playing your part with Gabrielle in my place... on the cross.
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Gabrielle sighed and tried again to shift her splinted legs to a more comfortable
position. She'd never slept on her back, always on her side, but the unyielding
bindings made that impossible. To add to her restlessness, she'd done absolutely
nothing all day: no visitors, of course, but no sight of the Conqueror,
either, and no invitation to share her evening meal. Xena had dined elsewhere,
Gabrielle surmised, and was still engaged, for silence had reigned in the
suite since before sundown, when the bard had heard that familiar velvet
lash of a voice dressing down someone named Theodorus.
It was just past midnight, now. Gabrielle had heard the changing of the
palace guard through her open window a few minutes ago, but she was no
nearer sleep than she had been three hours before when she'd heard the
last guard change. Insomniac Gabrielle was not. She usually slept well
and soundly; in fact, it had been a family joke that the only thing that
could awaken Gabrielle was the growling of her own stomach. Of course,
the bard thought with unaccustomed bitterness, that had been back in the
quiet, peaceful days when everyone in Poteidaea slept without fear.
Gabrielle knew precisely the day that peace had been broken. She remembered
it like it was yesterday, and the pain of it hadn't faded at all in the
five years that had passed.
"Lila," she whispered to herself, tears forming in her green eyes. The
guilt was still there, too, though everyone in the village had forgiven
her, rejoicing over the very thing that still made her feel so unworthy
of their trust and friendship that she'd left Poteidaea forever as soon
as she was able.
The morning that everything changed had dawned like any spring morning,
sun-dappled and golden. The village women and girls, gathering family laundry
and laughing and gossiping as they went, made their way to the river to
do the wash, but the Fates intervened. In the clearing below the big olive
grove, slavers waited, and the women walked right into their trap. Ten
women and six girls were taken captive by Draco's men and sold to raise
money for his doomed campaign against the mightiest warlord in Greece--
Xena the Conqueror. It was a trivial attack in the middle of a futile endeavor,
but it had ended the idyllic innocence of the village of Poteidaea.
Gabrielle had seen the whole thing over and over in her mind. The imaginative
clarity of her storyteller's eye made the colors more vivid, the sounds
louder and more distinct, even the smells, of spring flowers and new grass,
stronger. But not because she'd witnessed the event. No, Gabrielle wasn't
there because she, the obedient oldest, the dutiful daughter, had for once
rebelled and disobeyed her parents. She had abandoned Lila, her beloved
younger sister, in the town square with the laundry, and, when Lila and
the others had been taken by the slavers, Gabrielle had been safe on the
other side of the village, listening to Artebus, a traveling bard, regale
the children of Poteidaea with Aesop's fables.
A little sob shook the bard's frame as she thought of it. Oh, sister,
how I wish it had been me, she thought for the thousandth, perhaps
ten thousandth, time.
Her parents had been grief-stricken as a matter of course, but Gabrielle
had been saved from the slavers, they and the rest of Poteidaea believed,
by some divine intervention, and they celebrated quietly even as they grieved
for their lost child. Gabrielle, bearing the weight of both the loss and
the self-recrimination, had sunk into a depression, a listlessness that
had lasted for months. The sole bearer now of all her parents' hopes and
fears, she'd unquestioningly done everything they'd told her. At their
behest, she'd even accepted dull, dependable Perdicus' offer of marriage
and settled down on his farmstead outside of town, determined to be what
she'd failed so miserably that awful day to be: a dutiful daughter and,
then, wife.
With a sigh, Gabrielle tossed her red-gold head against the pillow. What
use was it, going over all this again, she wondered. Nothing she could
do would change anything one iota. She'd had to accept that she truly wasn't
meant to be with Lila, wherever Lila had been taken. She'd dealt with the
grief and learned long ago that her life had needed to go another path.
But the guilt remained because Gabrielle knew that, whatever her current
hardships, she was alive, and she had no proof that her sister had survived.
What makes one life more important than another, she pondered, wishing
sleep would take her away from all these questions that seemed to have
no answers. Why should one person live and another die? Alexander
the Great had ruled nearly as much land as the Conqueror, yet he died suddenly
at thirty-three, leaving no heir and an empire that dissolved almost immediately.
Had he done something to anger the gods, bringing their wrath upon him?
Or was it merely the weaving of the Fates meeting an abrupt end? Perdicus,
her plodding, unimaginative husband, could, under no circumstances, have
been said to have deserved to die, but die he had, and his death had set
Gabrielle free to follow the path in life she had always wanted.
Xena said we change our own destiny with the choices we make, Gabrielle
recalled, and she's right. By choosing to go watch the storyteller that
morning, I altered the course of my life forever. But our choices also
change other people's destinies. Perdicus choosing to enlist as a soldier
and dying in battle freed me from my marriage and allowed me to become
a bard. The right to choose is a double-edged sword.
A flicker of movement distracted Gabrielle from her contemplations and
drew her eye to the window, set high in the wall above the left side of
her bed. She frowned, seeing nothing now but the fierce shine of familiar
stars framed by the casement. The Great Hunter, Orion, stood there, a narrow,
nail-paring moon at his side.
A shadow darted between the two and Gabrielle realized what she'd seen:
a hunting bat, moving on jerky, frantic wings. Bats had nested in the eaves
of her parent's home in Poteidaea, she remembered with an inward smile,
and she and Lila had often watched them, at sunset, fly out for the night,
trailing like smoke, squealing their high-pitched cries. Gabrielle had
been afraid of them, fearing they were Bacchae sent to steal the souls
of farm children, but Lila had laughed and said they were just mice with
wings.
Their squeaks did sound like mice, Gabrielle mused sleepily, settling herself
deeper into her covers, hoping to drop off on that pleasant memory, but
her eyes flew open as she suddenly realized there had been no sound from
the bat she thought she'd seen. And it was far too late in the night for
a bat to be beginning its hunting. She stared hard at the window again.
With so little moonlight, it was nearly impossible to differentiate between
the darkness beyond the window and the darkness within. Gabrielle's eyes,
straining, nervous, saw movements where there were none, but she became
convinced that steadily, stealthily, someone or something was entering
her window.
Had she been asleep as she should have been, Gabrielle would have heard
nothing. As it was, her eyes barely followed the quick, silent movement
of a black clad body dropping through the open casement and landing in
the thicker darkness beside her clothes wardrobe. A few heartbeats of stillness,
then the shadow detached itself from its hiding place and began moving
toward her bed.
Instincts she didn't know she possessed took the bard over.
"Xena!" she shrieked and rolled to her right, putting the width of the
bed between herself and her attacker. Her shattered legs screamed in protest,
but Gabrielle clenched her jaw and threw herself off the side of the bed,
landing on the thick sheepskin rug and rolling under the bed frame.
Whatever she had previously speculated about Xena's almost supernatural
abilities, Gabrielle blessed them as the connecting door from the Conqueror's
supposedly empty bedchamber flew open, silhouetting the tall, armed form
of the Conqueror in golden light.
"By the window," Gabrielle warned, but Xena had already launched herself
unerringly at the nearly invisible figure that was struggling up the wall
toward the opening.
The chamber's outer door burst inward just as the Conqueror grabbed the
fleeing assassin, and Palaemon and three palace guards stormed in with
torches and lanterns.
"It's about time," Xena muttered, catching the upraised arm of the black-clad
assassin with her free hand.
A knife glittered and Palaemon threw himself forward. There was a brief
scuffle, and then the knife clattered into the corner, and the intruder
was on his knees, unmasked, arms pinioned behind him by the burly security
chief.
"Chinese," Xena frowned at the revealed features.
To Gabrielle's wonder, the warlord barked out a question in the strange,
singsong dialect of Chin. She got no answer and her tone went icy as she
repeated the question. She slapped him roundly, sending blood and spittle
flying from his open mouth.
"Who sent you?" Xena repeated in Greek, but the man just shook his head.
Snarling, the Conqueror tossed aside her sword and administered two sharp
jabs to the base of the assassin's neck. Palaemon released his hold and
stood, signaling the guards to withdraw. The assassin was immobilized.
"I've cut off the flow of blood to your brain," she informed him with some
satisfaction, not bothering with a Chinese translation. "You'll die in
seconds unless you tell me who sent you."
He stared stoically ahead, not even acknowledging her.
"What the Tartarus took so long?" the Conqueror snapped, turning her tigerish
gaze on Palaemon.
"Two sentries were killed. They met with their counterparts only every
quarter candlemark."
Xena grunted with dissatisfaction and moved to light the bedside lamp.
She almost smiled when she saw where the bard was. Smart girl, she
thought proudly.
"Are you all right?" she questioned, bending to help Gabrielle slide out
from under the bedstead, then lifting her up onto the mattress.
Gabrielle nodded tightly, white-faced with pain. "Yes... but what about
him?"
Xena glanced at the assassin. "What about him?"
"Will he really die?"
"I'm hardly the bluffing type, Gabrielle."
He was writhing, Gabrielle observed, a thin trickle of blood trailing from
one nostril, but he betrayed little panic.
Don't kill him," Gabrielle begged, watching the color drain from his face.
Finally, the man made a weird, ululating moan, meeting the Conqueror's
implacable blue gaze.
"Son of a bacchae," Xena hissed, stepping over to grasp his chin and peer
into his gaping mouth. "He's had his tongue cut out." With a frustrated
growl, she reversed the pinch. The man collapsed, nearly unconscious. "A
mute assassin so he couldn't reveal who sent him."
"He must have mistaken my bedroom for yours," Gabrielle said, voice shaky.
"Don't be too sure of that," Xena murmured absently, still looking at the
intruder.
Silence filled the gap as Gabrielle and Palaemon both waited for her to
continue. Xena's intent gaze, however, never left the assassin; though
it was obvious her thoughts were elsewhere and the elsewhere was nowhere
pleasant.
"I'll fetch Autolycus," Palaemon offered after a long moment.
"No," Xena halted his movement toward the door. "Do you trust any of those
men with you?"
"Y-yeah, I think they're all trustworthy."
"Don't think, Palaemon," Xena bit out, "know."
He flushed, but nodded, "Yes, Conqueror, they can be trusted."
"Okay, have one of them fetch Autolycus. Send the others back to their
posts. Tell them it's under control. I don't want the whole palace up and
about. And secure him somehow," she pointed contemptuously to the assassin.
Palaemon called the guards in and gave them their orders. The men glanced
at the Conqueror and saw the gravity of the situation in the icy stare
she gave them. They acted without question. When they'd gone, Xena crossed
to the dresser and poured a goblet of water, then took it to Gabrielle.
"Drink this," she ordered, perching on the side of Gabrielle's mattress.
Gabrielle wiped surreptitiously at the tears of pain that had formed in
her eyes. "Is water your answer to everything?"
Palaemon, binding the assassin's arms, found that despite the seriousness
of the moment he had to suppress a laugh. He was glad his back was to the
Conqueror.
"Just drink it and stop back talking me." Xena's tone held some of the
exasperation that was beginning to be habitual when she dealt with the
bard, but her long, elegant hands checked Gabrielle's splints with a light,
almost tender care.
"Do you need Wan Li fetched, Gabrielle?" she asked, as she saw the bard
wince away from one particular sore spot.
"No," Gabrielle muttered, reaching to push the Conqueror's probing hand
away with a frown. "He'll only give me something to make me sleep."
"That might not be such a bad thing," the Conqueror hazarded, absently
straightening the blonde's thin cotton nightdress and reaching for the
blanket at the foot of Gabrielle's bed. She knew Gabrielle wasn't even
aware of her almost convulsive shivering, but the water in her goblet threatened
to spill with her shaking. Shock was setting in now that the danger had
passed.
"Someone just tried to kill me," the bard protested as Xena wrapped her
in the blanket. "I'd prefer to be awake to hear the precautions being taken
to prevent it happening again."
"Drink it all," the raven-haired woman ordered, touching the forgotten
wine glass full of water.
Gabrielle gave her a look, but did as she was told.
"Okay," Xena said, replacing the goblet on the dresser and swinging into
a pacing circuit of the room. "Someone hired an assassin-- whether to kill
me or Gabrielle is at the moment a moot point-- but whoever that someone
was, he or she knew enough about my methods to hire a mute so that I couldn't
get any information from him. The planner also knew palace security well
enough to know which guards to kill and how long it would be before the
killings were discovered."
Palaemon nodded, cradling his chin in his hand. "Your pinch interrogations
are widely known, but the security plans were changed only night before
last."
"And who all knew of the changes?"
"Yourself, me, Darphus, Theodorus, Autolycus, the men assigned to night
watch guard duty."
"So, some forty or fifty people," the Conqueror sounded displeased at the
odds. "But, this took more than two days to plan, so who knew ahead of
time that the change would be taking place?"
"You, me, Darphus, Theo, Autolycus, and my sergeant."
The Conqueror's smile wasn't pleasant. "Of those, who has a motive to kill
me? Pretty much all of them. But I still think Gabrielle was the target,
not me." She stilled Palaemon's protest with a gesture. "No, Palaemon,
I don't think you're in on the plot, but let's be completely honest. Who
can I trust? Only myself, of course."
"Well, I didn't try to kill myself," Gabrielle piped up.
"No, Gabrielle, you didn't," Xena agreed, "but you could have been trying
to escape, and you're still under suspicion because of your previous activities
and what went on at the public judgment."
"How could I escape with two broken legs?"
"I killed six of Caesar's legionnaires who were sent to kill me and escaped
to Chin two nights after my crucifixion."
Gabrielle paled, but said nothing more, letting the Conqueror work through
her suspect list in silence. She shared a glance with Palaemon who looked
faintly apologetic at the Conqueror's hard-bitten paranoia. Xena completed
another circumnavigation of the room.
"None of those who knew the guards' schedule has anything to gain by Gabrielle's
death, at least at first glance."
Palaemon frowned. "Autolycus could have turned rebel. He's been in Corinth
for the last nine moons, the same amount of time you've been having trouble
with the insurrectionists. He could fear that Gabrielle knows something
about the Corinthian underground that would implicate him."
The Conqueror smiled. "Two flaws in that theory: First, Autolycus could
have killed her in interrogation without a single question being raised
and, second, Gabrielle wasn't captured because of the spy network. The
locals got her name in an interrogation: some half-witted fumbler tried
to burn a tax booth and was caught."
Gabrielle whispered a name that Xena didn't catch. "He thought I would
fall in love with him if he did something heroic."
"What was his name?"
"Joxer."
"Well, Joxer spilled his guts, and yours was the only name he knew, even
after the Corinthians gave him to the secret police for... more drastic
interrogation."
Gabrielle's tear-stained eyes met the Conqueror's. "He wasn't a bad person,
Xena. He didn't deserve to die like that."
Why does the sight of you in tears rip my heart out? Xena thought.
"He committed a crime against the state, Gabrielle," she fought not to
sound conciliatory.
"Someone else had to have put him up to that. He just wasn't smart enough
to think it up on his own."
"He's the reason you were arrested!" Xena exclaimed. "How can you defend
him?"
"He didn't mean to get me into trouble," Gabrielle explained, a note of
pleading in her voice. "He cared about me and it's my fault he died. If
I'd just let him..."
"It is not your fault," Xena cut in, shocked at how angry Gabrielle's guilt
made her. "He made his own choices. You didn't tell him to set fire to
anything."
"No, I didn't. But I also didn't take him seriously when he said he'd do
anything for me. Someone else did, though, and that person used Joxer's
love for me to get him killed and me... well, we know where it got me."
There was another moment of uncomfortable silence that threatened to overcome
them all. Xena glanced at Palaemon who was trying very hard to pretend
he wasn't there.
"Palaemon, see if you can find anything up there," she pointed to the open
window and the rooftop beyond. "See if he had anything with him-- ropes
or more weapons."
The blond man gratefully accepted the chance to escape and, with a boost
from the Conqueror, made his way up and out of the window.
Gabrielle looked at Xena in silence.
"What?" Xena asked, almost defensive.
"You know I wasn't trying to escape."
Xena sighed, rubbing the nape of her neck in a gesture that combined embarrassment
and exhaustion. "No assassin has ever gotten this close to my chambers
before, Gabrielle. At the moment, everyone is a suspect to me."
At that moment, Autolycus knocked and Xena moved to let him in. He looked
at the bound man curiously, but shook his head at the Conqueror's inquiring
look.
"Never seen him before," the King of Spies admitted.
The Conqueror quickly recounted what had happened and her major theories
about the crime.
"They weren't trying for you," Autolycus concurred. "It's too easy to find
out which room you sleep in. It had to have been the bard."
"Hey, I've got a name," Gabrielle protested.
Now that all the excitement was over, she found herself amazingly weak
and more than a little irritable.
"Look, blondie..." Autolycus began.
"Both of you calm down," Xena snapped. "Look, here's Palaemon back from
checking the roof."
The security chief appeared a moment later and swung down into the chamber
from the windowsill. Taking a moment, he stood on a chair and closed the
interior shutters, dropping the bar across them.
"It's clean up there. A scuff or two on the roof tiles, but no cache of
weapons or any climbing gear. It's almost like he intended to leave through
the front door."
"He probably did," Autolycus agreed. "He'd look far less conspicuous walking
down the corridor than climbing off the roof. This is the one place in
Corinth where his Chinese features would go largely unnoticed."
They all turned to contemplate the unconscious assassin.
"So," Autolycus said cheerfully, "I'm guessing he's my responsibility now?"
"Yes," Xena agreed, folding her arms. "Take him down and keep him somewhere
secure. I imagine someone's going to come looking for him when he or she
learns that he didn't manage to kill Gabrielle."
"I won't be able to get anything out of him, probably," Autolycus ventured
cautiously.
"I don't expect you will," Xena nodded wearily. "Someone played their cards
well when they chose a mute to do their dirty work. But he can still be
bait to catch the shark that's behind all this. Keep him under watch and
let's wait to see which fish strikes. Now, get him out of my sight."
Palaemon moved to drag the assassin to his feet, but the man was nearly
dead weight.
"Help Autolycus get him downstairs," Xena ordered. "And try to keep from
being seen. I'd prefer that whoever sent him has to ask lots of questions
to find him again. You know what to do, Autolycus."
The soldier and the spy manhandled their prisoner out of the chamber and
the Conqueror closed the door behind them and set the bar on it.
"Very well," she said briskly, turning to Gabrielle. "Now, suppose you
get some sleep."
The bard stared at her bedcovers, a flush rising to her cheeks. "I don't
know if I'll ever sleep again," she whispered.
The Conqueror looked momentarily nonplused, then moved to seat herself
on the edge of Gabrielle's bed. "You know there's no chance they'll try
anything else tonight," she began reasonably. Gabrielle nodded, but Xena
heard the small sob that slipped through. "Hey, look... I'll be in the
next room," the Conqueror tried a smile, reaching to lift Gabrielle's chin.
"I got over here pretty quickly, didn't I?"
The awkward attempt at comfort broke down the last of Gabrielle's control
and she held out her arms to Xena like a small child, weeping openly now.
Xena flinched away from the embrace for an instant, a look of combined
wonder and fear on her usually impassive face, but one glimpse of those
tear-drenched green eyes and she gathered Gabrielle close.
"Shhh, I've got ya," she whom they called the Destroyer of Nations whispered
in a low, crooning voice. "It's all right. It's all over now."
Xena held the shaking form close, amazed at how small Gabrielle felt in
her arms and how easily the blonde head tucked into the hollow of her throat.
Gabrielle's hair was silky soft as she turned her cheek against it and
it clung against her lips when she pressed a kiss onto the top of the bard's
head. She rocked Gabrielle slowly, waiting the storm of tears out. After
a few moments, the worst had passed and Gabrielle lay more relaxed in the
embrace, hiccupping now and then.
"I don't want to be alone," the bard breathed against Xena's chest, voice
so low Xena had to strain to hear it. She drew back and lifted those drowningly
green eyes to the softened sapphire ones above her. "No one's ever tried
to kill me before," she choked another sob. "I don't think I'll ever feel
safe again."
"Don't worry. No one's gonna hurt you now," Xena promised, all the while
thinking that she'd tried to kill Gabrielle as well. The bard obviously
didn't see it that way. "C'mon," she invited, moving to lift Gabrielle
and standing with the young woman cradled against her chest. "Everything
will be better in the morning, Gabrielle, I'm sure of it. For tonight,
you can sleep with me."
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The cool hour before dawn, the hour when warlords, conquerors, and innkeeper's
daughters are wont to awaken, came and the heavy fringe of dark lashes
lifted, unveiling the storied blue of Xena the Conqueror's eyes. She was
sleeping on her back, which she never did. In what should have been another
alarming development, an elbow rested in the middle of the Conqueror's
chest, the arm curled up around her neck to where the hand tangled in the
dark strands of her hair. It was a slender arm, the Conqueror noted, lifting
a hand to trace it, downed with blonde hair and attached to the lightly
snoring form of Gabrielle of Poteidaea. The bard lay on her back, too,
shoulder tucked quite comfortably into Xena's armpit. But what truly amazed
the Conqueror was that her own arm, as if it had an independent mind, had
snaked around the bard's body and was holding the slender woman close.
Their heads, dark and light, had tilted so that they rested firmly against
one another. The Conqueror was sure that her neck would never straighten
out completely.
I should get up, the Conqueror told herself. I shouldn't be lying
here holding her. I don't have any proof that she isn't as much a threat
to my life as that assassin was to hers. She waited to see if her body
would react with its usual instinctive recoil from a potential threat.
She waited.
She waited.
Dark lashes drifted down over brilliantly blue irises. I haven't slept
this well in years, she thought distantly as she allowed herself to
sink back into Morpheus' embrace.