SHADOWS 
              IN THE NIGHT  
          
        
        
          By 
            C Paradee
        
        
        Bookcover
        
        Disclaimer: 
          This is an ALT story because that's all I know how to write. ;-)
        Special thanks 
          to my excellent beta readers, Day, Inga, Lois and Lunacy. They Rock!
        © October 
          2002
        
        Prologue
        "Please, 
          Dad, don't take her."
        Bruce 
          sighed impatiently. This conversation was going nowhere. "I told you 
          our new apartment doesn't allow pets. Now, let me have Queenie."
        Amanda 
          cradled the large cat in her arms, tears tracking down her face. "I 
          don't want to move if Queenie can't come. Please, Dad, please. Can't 
          we find someplace she can come, too?"
        Laura's 
          heart was breaking as listened to her husband and daughter from the 
          doorway. She'd already had this discussion with Bruce, but to no avail. 
          They'd gotten Queenie as a kitten when Amanda was only three, and the 
          cat had been her constant companion for the past nine years.
        Looking 
          to his wife for support and finding none, Bruce said sternly, "Give 
          me Queenie, right now, or you're going to your room for the rest of 
          the day."
        "I 
          don't care!" Choking back tears, Amanda hugged Queenie and felt the 
          feline's answering purr. She kissed her best friend, murmuring, "I love 
          you, Queenie," and began crying harder when the feline extended a paw 
          to her face. "I'm so sorry..."
        Bruce 
          grabbed the cat from his daughter's arms, exasperated. "Quit acting 
          like a baby. I told you she'd find a good home down there."
        Amanda 
          sobbed, "What if she doesn't? They'll just put her to sleep."
        "Who 
          told you such nonsense? They are not going to put her to sleep."
        Haunted, 
          red-rimmed eyes gazed at him. "Cindy's father told her that's what they 
          do if the animals don't get adopted. Please, can't we at least try to 
          find her a home?"
        "Well, 
          Cindy's father is wrong, and we don't have time to find her a home. 
          The movers will be here tomorrow." Bruce saw the last vestige of hope 
          fade from his daughter's eyes, and abruptly turned toward the door.
        Her 
          heart breaking, Amanda gazed at her beloved companion one last time 
          as her father left, her last goodbye unspoken: 'I love you, Queenie.' 
          Agonizing sobs wracking her body, Amanda ran past her damp-eyed mother 
          and into her bedroom. She threw herself on her bed, crying inconsolably, 
          praying that someone would adopt her beloved cat.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        A lone, dark 
          form eased around the side of the building, a mere extension of the 
          shadows blanketing the perimeter of the narrow alley, their depths unaffected 
          by the dim illumination of a nearby street light. She froze when a rock 
          skittered across the pavement, barely missing Scar Face and Ghost, disturbing 
          the two felines eating a meager meal near the base of the dumpster, 
          and driving them to a hiding place behind it.
        Standing at 
          the mouth of the alley, the dark-haired college student chuckled derisively. 
          "You couldn't hit the broad side of a barn. I'll show you how to make 
          them really run. Five bucks says I nail one with a rock."
        His taller companion 
          smirked. "Go for it."
        A sharp clank 
          echoed through the narrow alley as a rock bounced off the large metal 
          container. Vindictive laughter chased Scar Face and Ghost from their 
          refuge and they tore off down the alley, chased by an onslaught of small 
          stones. Despite their panicked, speedy retreat, several of the rocks 
          slammed with dull thuds against their thin bodies.
        Poking his elbow 
          into his friend's side, he chortled, "Did you see that gray and white 
          one jump?" Completely oblivious to the pain he had caused the innocent 
          creatures, he continued to gloat. "I think I got the white one, too."
        "So, big deal. 
          Let's go."
        "Poor loser." 
          The undergraduate held out a hand. "Come on. Cough it up."
        His comrade 
          pulled a wad of money out of his pocket and peeled off a five dollar 
          bill, handing it over with ill grace. "You just got lucky."
        The recipient 
          of the windfall snickered as he pocketed the money. "Lucky, my ass. 
          I could knock a flea off a rat if I felt like it. Hell, I could've pitched 
          for the Yankees."
        Annoyed by the 
          bragging, the disgruntled loser stalked off, muttering, "Whatever."
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Fools! Humans 
          can't see well in the dark. They should have stayed behind the dumpster. 
          Crouching in the shadows, she lay absolutely still, her eyes and 
          ears tracking the two men as they walked down the street until she could 
          no longer hear their noisy movements.
        During her short 
          lifetime, spanning almost six full moons, she had learned to use an 
          advantage her flashier kindred did not have. Her black pelt blended 
          with the darkness, rendering her nearly invisible at night; and she 
          could usually easily avoid the hated two legged animals and their cruel, 
          merciless ways.
        She fully extended 
          her senses, checking for any other unseen danger. Satisfied, she trotted 
          over and crouched down to enjoy the scrap of bread and smidgen of meat 
          that Scar Face and Ghost had left behind. It wasn't much, but it would 
          take the edge off her hunger until she went hunting.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        The orange kitten 
          raced up the sidewalk, adrenaline fueling her small, scrawny body. Instinctively 
          dodging the legs of two people, her mind was totally focused on escaping 
          the huge beast chasing her. She could hear the steady clicking of the 
          claws on the sidewalk drawing ever closer, and only sheer willpower 
          kept her from succumbing to exhaustion. She frantically searched for 
          a small opening or something high to jump onto, but she was lost and 
          disoriented. Suddenly, she felt the hot breath of her pursuer tickle 
          the hair on her back, and summoned one last burst of energy to dive 
          around a corner into an alley only a hair's breadth ahead of the large 
          canine. Bunching her muscles, she leaped for the top of the dumpster 
          near the alley entrance.
        The metal container 
          was too high, and her claws fought uselessly for purchase against the 
          smooth metal as she slid toward the drooling mouth of the excited, barking 
          dog. Terrified, she unleashed a piercing scream that reverberated through 
          the alley.
        So great was 
          her fear; she didn't see the dark form crouching on top of the dumpster, 
          or its perfect arc over her back and onto the head of the beast below. 
          Once she realized that she was on the ground and still alive, her attention 
          turned to the ferocious fight taking place a few feet away. The dog 
          that would have had her for breakfast was yelping and desperately trying 
          to dislodge an angry, growling black feline that clung to the top of 
          his head. Eyes wide with amazement, she watched spellbound as the cat 
          attacked the dog from the safety of her perch on his head, out of reach 
          of his mouth. When the dog began howling and then turned to race away 
          down the street, her savior nonchalantly jumped to the ground and trotted 
          gracefully back to the alley.
        The orange kitten 
          rushed out to meet the stranger, only to be greeted by a hard bop on 
          the head and an angry hiss.
        She dropped 
          to her belly, frightened, but in awe of the fearless cat with the strange 
          blue eyes. "Thank you."
        Shadow narrowed 
          her eyes and spat, flicking the tip of her tail back and forth. "Don't 
          thank me. I didn't do that for you. A dog killed my brother. I hate 
          those beasts almost as much as I hate humans."
        Looking puzzled, 
          the younger feline quietly disagreed, "Humans aren't all bad."
        "Where do you 
          come from, stupid kitten? Of course they're all bad. Now get lost," 
          Shadow growled menacingly, and began making her way down the alley.
        Sunshine watched 
          the older feline walk away, then rose to her feet and slowly began trailing 
          her, staying well back, but never losing sight of her.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Shadow knew 
          the kitten was following her, but she was unconcerned. She would lose 
          the youngster before she returned to her lair. Danger was greater during 
          the day, and she spent that time sleeping under the porch of an old 
          house. She had been lucky to find such a good hideaway. It had only 
          two openings: an entrance and an escape route. 
        Several weeks 
          before, she had almost abandoned it when a human moved into the house. 
          For two nights, she stayed hidden in the hedge surrounding the yard, 
          waiting and watching. When it became obvious that only one person had 
          moved in, Shadow decided to stay, but took extra care to avoid being 
          seen when entering or exiting her den.
        The black cat 
          briefly wondered why the orange kitten wasn't with her family group, 
          where she would have some protection. She couldn't be any more than 
          three moons - way too young to be on her own - and she was pitifully 
          thin. Shadow pushed the kitten from her thoughts. She had to be concerned 
          with her own survival, and didn't have time to worry about one of the 
          many other kittens trying to survive in their harsh world. Most of them 
          never lived to see six moons as she had, anyway.
        Shadow knew 
          this because she had watched her own family fall, one by one, until 
          she was the sole survivor. Even her mother was gone, victim of a big 
          wheeled, metal machine. She turned around, spied the tag-a-long, and 
          hissed angrily, then growled loudly. Sunshine stopped, gazing at her 
          forlornly.
        Irritated that 
          the kitten hadn't run off, Shadow continued on her way, freezing at 
          a slight movement in the weeds to her left. Her patience was rewarded 
          when a mouse slowly ventured out. In one swift movement, she killed 
          the rodent, planning to consume it in the safety of her hideaway.
        She picked up 
          her kill, catching sight of the orange kitten in her peripheral vision. 
          The younger feline had moved a little closer and dropped to her belly. 
          Shadow could see the hunger in the round green eyes looking at her hopefully. 
          She stood indecisively for a moment, and Sunshine crept one step closer.
        Shadow decided 
          this might be a good way to shake her unwanted follower. Besides, she 
          could detour to one of her favorite feeding places on the way to her 
          lair and retrieve a meal there.
        Dropping the 
          mouse on the ground, Shadow stepped back and blinked at the orange kitten.
        The young feline 
          ran to the offering and eagerly began eating, meowing her thanks between 
          bites.
        Shadow watched 
          her eat for a moment, unnerved by the feeling of kinship the kitten 
          evoked, then turned and trotted off. By the time the waif finished her 
          meal, she would be long gone. 
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Sunshine scarfed 
          down everything edible, the sharp hunger in her belly partially abating 
          for the first time in days. She licked a paw and began washing her face 
          as she looked around for her benefactor. Loneliness washed over her 
          when she realized the older kitten had disappeared, and her paw slowly 
          dropped from her face, cleanliness no longer important. She broke the 
          rule of silence her mother had taught her and meowed softly, yearning 
          to hear the scary hiss or growl of the other feline. However, her cry 
          went unanswered.
        The kitten knew 
          she should hide soon because the darkness was slowly fading, but a primal 
          urge to find the black cat overpowered her instinct to seek safety. 
          Standing up, the orphan looked around, trying to decide which way the 
          other cat might have gone, deciding to go in the direction they had 
          been traveling. Sunshine set off, determined to find the elusive feline.
        She trotted 
          at a quick pace, ignoring her tired body's complaints - sleep would 
          have to wait. Slowing to a walk, her eyes hopefully searched every nook 
          and cranny she passed, but none revealed a lone, black cat. Distracted 
          by a piece of paper fluttering across the sidewalk, she playfully batted 
          it until remembering her mission. Reprimanding herself for taking time 
          out to play, the kitten renewed her search, this time unwavering in 
          her quest. 
        All of a sudden, 
          she froze. The savage sounds of growling and snarling shattered the 
          calm night air. Sunshine recognized the ferocious hissing as that of 
          the black feline, who sounded as if she were engaged in mortal combat.
        Battling her 
          fear, the small orange kitten urged her rigid body into motion. Staying 
          close to the ground, she followed the sounds to a narrow opening surrounded 
          by three buildings. Garbage cans lined the inner walls, and even in 
          her apprehension, she couldn't help noticing the tantalizing smell of 
          fish wafting through the air.
        Her keen hearing 
          pinpointed the growling and snarling to a corner behind a garbage can. 
          Fear increased her heartbeat to a staccato rate, but still she crept 
          slowly forward, anxious to help the dark cat should she be in danger.
        Sunshine reached 
          the garbage can and peeked around it. A fish on the ground at her feet, 
          the older feline was cornered, striking out at a small, dog-like creature 
          with a fuzzy, ringed tail. The orange kitten watched the long-clawed 
          animal moving closer to her trapped friend, and realized she needed 
          help.
        Remembering 
          how the black cat had rendered the dog helpless earlier that night, 
          she knew what to do. Sunshine swallowed her fear, knowing that if she 
          missed her mark, the strange creature would surely kill her. Fortunately, 
          surprise was on her side because the two adversaries were so intent 
          on each other, neither one had noticed her.
        She lowered 
          herself until her belly touched the ground, then crawled around the 
          garbage can. She knew the black saw her when the older kitten savagely 
          intensified her attack, keeping the beast's attention fully focused 
          on her.
        Sunshine crept 
          to within a few inches of the creature's tail, bunched her muscles, 
          and jumped into the air, hoping she would hit her target. She never 
          had time to savor her initial success, instead having to focus on maintaining 
          her hold on the angry animal now vigorously shaking its head.
        When the creature 
          slammed her into the garbage can, she lost her precarious perch and 
          dropped to the ground, stunned.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        The momentary 
          diversion gave Shadow the opportunity she needed to jump on the back 
          of the raccoon, scratching and biting it until it began running toward 
          the street. Jumping from its back, Shadow growled a warning after it.
        She trotted 
          back into the enclave and saw the orange kitten getting shakily to her 
          feet. Shadow walked over and touched her nose to the smaller kitten's. 
          "Are you all right?"
        "Yeah. I think 
          so."
        Shadow sat down 
          and eyed the younger feline. "Thank you." She lowered her head and pushed 
          the fish toward the kitten. "Here. You earned it."
        "No, we both 
          earned it."
        Blue eyes glimmered 
          with new respect for the ragamuffin kitten, and she blinked, crouching 
          down to share a meal, something she had not done since her last brother 
          had died.
        A short time 
          later, when the fish had been reduced to bones, Shadow said, "It's time 
          to get to safety. The sun is beginning to rise. Go home to your family."
        "I don't have 
          a family anymore. They're all gone."
        The black's 
          resolve to leave the kitten behind wavered at the sadness reflected 
          from the emerald green eyes gazing at her. The little stray was just 
          like her - homeless, hungry, and alone. Shaking off the feeling of empathy, 
          she said, "Well, go to wherever you go. I'm out of here."
        "I don't have 
          anywhere to go. Let me come with you, please." 
        For the second 
          time since meeting the waif, Shadow stood indecisively. The kitten might 
          not last another day out here, and her simple lair was big enough for 
          both of them. The youngster had risked her life to help her fight off 
          the raccoon; and as much as it pained her to admit it, she genuinely 
          liked the spunky kitten.
        "Okay, but only 
          until you're big enough to take care of yourself."
        Sunshine ran 
          over and rubbed against the larger feline, the rumbling of her internal 
          motor radiating her happiness. Shadow spat, "Knock it off!" She was 
          loath to admit it, but the contact had been nice and comforting.
        "Come on." Shadow 
          set off at a ground-eating pace, determined to reach the safety beneath 
          the porch before full daylight. Twice, she warred with her instincts 
          to hurry, and waited for the kitten to catch up.
        She hissed a 
          warning to silence her suddenly rambunctious companion, and waited while 
          the kitten crawled next to where she was crouched in the hedges surrounding 
          the house. Shadow lay motionless for several long moments, watching 
          for any movement. 
        Finally satisfied 
          no danger lurked nearby, she nudged the kitten and dashed the short 
          distance to the hole beneath the porch, the orphan at her flank, never 
          seeing the serene copper eyes gazing at them through a window of the 
          house.
        Shadow stopped 
          just inside the entrance and extended her senses to ensure there were 
          no trespassers before venturing further into the dark lair. Walking 
          across the cool earth, she settled into her favorite spot: against the 
          brick wall, halfway between the two openings.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Sunshine watched 
          Shadow lie down, then gazed curiously around the large enclosure. Haphazardly 
          strewn bricks outlined by multi-colored leaves added color to the simple 
          abode. Wrappers from old food containers, now devoid of any odor, lay 
          inside the larger entrance to the porch, and a half buried, rusty piece 
          of metal protruded from the earth beneath the steps.
        Movement captured 
          her attention and the kitten crouched, her tail twitching back and forth 
          as she stalked a small intruder. Her paw snaked out and nudged the tiny, 
          furry, brown and orange, multi-legged creature. When it curled into 
          a ball, Sunshine leaned over and sniffed it, but the odor was unfamiliar. 
          She touched it with her paw again, but it remained motionless. Tired, 
          and bored with the game, the small feline looked around for a place 
          to sleep and chose a space along the rear wall close to Shadow. 
        Though Sunshine 
          was exhausted, her sleep was fitful. She could hear the even, rhythmic 
          breathing of the black feline and knew her companion was asleep. She 
          crept soundlessly across the open area between them and snuggled contentedly 
          against the larger kitten. Warmed and comforted by the contact, she 
          almost instantly fell into a blissful sleep, never seeing one blue eye 
          lazily open to gaze at her, before closing again.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        That evening, 
          Shadow decided to teach Sunshine how to hunt small rodents, knowing 
          it was unlikely that the kitten's hunting skill was refined enough to 
          catch anything but the slowest moving prey. She justified her decision 
          as an attempt to get rid of the orphan by teaching her how to survive 
          on her own.
        She gazed over 
          at the energetic kitten who was jumping on small piles of leaves and 
          attacking them when they scattered.
        "Let's go hunting."
        Shadow saw the 
          pleasure reflected in the bright green eyes, and was surprised when 
          the kitten bounded over and ran her rough tongue across her cheek. She 
          jumped back. "Quit it."
        She watched 
          Sunshine back away and sit down, but the waif's loud purr crossed the 
          distance between them, eliciting a glare from Shadow. "You keep that 
          up and everything will hear you coming."
        "Oh." The vibrating 
          noise gradually stopped.
        Shadow lay at 
          the rear entrance of their habitat, carefully surveying the surrounding 
          area. "Okay, it's safe." The enthusiastic bouncing of the kitten at 
          her side warmed Shadow's heart as she led them to the safety of a field 
          across the street.
        "You stay here, 
          and don't move, or you'll scare everything away. I'll go catch something 
          and bring it back for you to practice on."
        Bright eyes 
          shone excitedly. "Okay."
        Sunshine obeyed 
          her instructions and lay crouched in the weeds for what seemed like 
          an eternity. What if Shadow couldn't find her in the dark? She sat up 
          and looked around, trying to find her teacher. She thought maybe she 
          should look for her, but before she could move, some weeds a few feet 
          in front of her began swaying unnaturally.
        She sat there 
          waiting patiently for Shadow to reappear, and instead found herself 
          face to face with a big, brown, furry animal with ears reaching into 
          the sky. She jumped back, hissing and spitting wildly, every hair on 
          her body at attention. The creature's nose wiggled as it stomped its 
          back feet against the ground before quickly bounding away. Her heart 
          rate had barely returned to normal when a dark shape landed next to 
          her. She spat and growled, backing up steadily.
        Shadow sat down 
          and bopped her. "Stop it. I heard you carrying on all the way across 
          the field, and I'm sure every other living creature did, too. Now, what's 
          wrong?"
        Sunshine ran 
          to Shadow and buried her head between the larger kitten's front legs. 
          "There was this big animal with huge ears..."
        Shadow thought 
          she'd seen a rabbit hop away, but had focused on the kitten's safety 
          and ignored it. Adult rabbits were too difficult, but small ones were 
          definitely doable. She sat still, listening to the muffled words of 
          the frightened youngster, readily acknowledging that she had let a potential 
          meal get away in order to protect the kitten. The black cat also realized 
          at that moment that she would protect this kitten to the death. Shadow 
          didn't know why - she just knew it was true.
        Leaning over, 
          she licked the kitten's back. "It's okay. That was a rabbit. They would 
          rather run away than fight, but their back legs are dangerous."
        "You're not 
          mad at me?"
        Shadow looked 
          at the small face gazing earnestly at her and blinked. "No. Come on. 
          Let's go get some fish."
        She was pleased 
          to see the kitten jump up, her natural exuberance restored. "Okay!" 
          Shadow spent the remainder of the night showing Sunshine many of the 
          things she'd already learned - like how to cross the street and avoid 
          the big-wheeled machines, and how to remain unseen by other predators, 
          including humans.
        The orange kitten 
          listened with wide-eyed wonderment at every new mystery Shadow revealed, 
          and the black feline's heart filled with pride with each small lesson 
          her younger friend learned.
        They also gorged 
          themselves on fish remnants, this time uninterrupted by competing animals, 
          and arrived back in their hideaway well before dawn.
        When Shadow 
          noticed Sunshine gazing longingly at her, she blinked a welcome, and 
          waited for the orange kitten to settle against her before protectively 
          wrapping her body around that of the smaller feline.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        As the days 
          passed, the kittens' bond became stronger until they were virtually 
          inseparable.
        Over the next 
          few weeks, the two felines established a pattern of leaving their den 
          at dusk and returning just before dawn. Shadow continued to teach her 
          young friend how to avoid the dangers of their harsh world, and her 
          student continued to impress her by learning quickly. Sunshine hadn't 
          caught a small rodent yet, but Shadow knew that would come once the 
          kitten honed her hunting skills a little.
        Early one morning, 
          the duo was later than normal returning to their den because hunting 
          had been sparse - even the fish cans had been empty. Just before dawn, 
          Shadow had managed to catch a small rat, but it had only taken the edge 
          off their hunger.
        The felines 
          crouched side by side in the hedge, surveying the area. Sunshine suddenly 
          started when her eyes swept across the porch. "Look!" She stuck her 
          head out of the bushes to get a better view of the feline lying on the 
          wooden floor. The stranger's face was a symmetrical division of black 
          and orange, gradually blending across her back into a richly designed 
          tapestry.
        Shadow saw a 
          human sitting in a chair on the porch not far from the feline at the 
          same time Sunshine unveiled her head for a better look, and hissed a 
          warning.
        "Stop! There's 
          a human on the porch. I can't believe you did that. She might have seen 
          you."
        Thoroughly chastised, 
          Sunshine retreated into the leaves next to her companion. "How come 
          that cat isn't afraid of her?"
        Shadow had never 
          seen one of her kin comfortable around a human before. "That cat must 
          not know that humans can't be trusted. Come on. Let's go in the other 
          way." It wasn't the black feline's first choice, because the rear hole 
          was small and she had less room to maneuver if danger lurked inside 
          their lair, but today she didn't have any other option. Half an hour 
          later, both kittens were safely in the den.
        "I'm sorry for 
          breaking cover."
        Gazing at Sunshine 
          affectionately, Shadow said, "Don't be sorry. Just be more careful. 
          I don't want anything to happen to you."
        "How come we 
          never smelled that cat?"
        Shadow had been 
          wondering the same thing, but had finally figured it out. "She stays 
          inside the house, so her scent is in there. That's why we never saw 
          her or smelled her. She must have come when the human did." 
        The kitten rubbed 
          against the older feline, purring. "Do you think we should warn her 
          about the human?"
        "No. Stay away 
          from her. She might lead the woman to us." Shadow groomed the kitten 
          as she snuggled against her, and both soon fell asleep.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        The woman remained 
          motionless, her eyes glued to the spot where she had seen an orange 
          head emerge. She'd woken up early and was sitting on the porch watching 
          the sun slowly rise in the sky. A slight movement in the shrubbery, 
          and a glimpse of orange amidst the green had caught her attention; and 
          shortly thereafter, she had seen the kitten.
        When it became 
          apparent the kitten would not reappear, she went into the house to prepare 
          for work, making a mental note to stop at the store and buy some kitten 
          food. She had thought about getting another cat now that she owned her 
          own home, but maybe a kitten had found her instead. She smiled at the 
          thought.
        The young woman 
          got up early the next morning, opened a can of Friskies kitten food, 
          and scraped it onto a small saucer. She set the dish on the porch before 
          retreating into the house to watch from a window that overlooked the 
          area with the food dish. The beautiful tortoiseshell cat climbed onto 
          the back of the overstuffed chair to wait with her.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Shadow made 
          sure they got back well before dawn the next day, and woke when she 
          felt Sunshine leave her side. "Where are you going?"
        She needn't 
          have asked, though, because a tantalizing odor filled the den. Her curious 
          friend was near the entrance, sniffing the air. She hissed, "Get away 
          from there. The human might see you."
        "I'm hungry."
        Shadow retorted, 
          "You're always hungry." 
        However, she 
          was hungry, too. Lately, the longer, warmer days were slowly giving 
          way to shorter, cooler ones; and the black feline sensed that the lengthening 
          darkness was needed to hunt food that was becoming scarcer. It wasn't 
          something she'd noticed overnight. It had been a gradual, but steady 
          change that had started with the last moon.
        Sunshine meowed 
          quietly. "We only had a mole. Can't we go see what it is?"
        Unable to turn 
          down the orange kitten's request, Shadow decided to risk the danger 
          and investigate. "You stay here. I'll go see what it is. If it's safe, 
          I'll come and get you."
        She stealthily 
          traversed the narrowed escape route and flattened her body against the 
          outside of the porch. Remaining motionless for a long moment, she then 
          very slowly rose to her hind legs, stretching to see the top of the 
          porch where her sensitive nose had pinpointed the source of the aroma.
        Shadow dropped 
          down and froze when she heard the human open the door and walk across 
          the porch before re-entering the house and closing the door. The odor 
          suddenly grew fainter and slowly disappeared. A moment later, Shadow 
          heard the woman step back onto the porch, go down the steps, and walk 
          away from the house. When the feline could no longer hear her, she jumped 
          softly onto the porch, but she knew wherever the smell had been coming 
          from, it was now gone.
        Feeling uneasy, 
          she glanced up at the window overlooking the porch and saw the strange 
          cat that lived inside the house watching her. Shadow hissed, but the 
          cat just blinked at her and yawned.
        She hurried 
          off the porch, hating to have to tell Sunshine that there was no treat 
          waiting for them after all.
        When the same 
          thing happened the following morning, the black feline decided to stay 
          awake the next day until the odor first appeared.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Shadow finally 
          convinced the younger kitten to go to sleep, assuring her that she would 
          wake her if she found the food that morning. Sunshine had argued with 
          her wanting to stay up, too, but finally fell asleep when Shadow lay 
          down next to her.
        It was only 
          a short time later when the tempting scent permeated the air. Shadow 
          carefully followed the same path she had on the previous two mornings. 
          She jumped onto the porch and pressed her body tightly against the wall, 
          out of sight of the window the house-dwelling cat sat in. The smell 
          was coming from a dish of strange looking food sitting near the door 
          of the house.
        Shadow watched 
          the dish for long minutes, but there was no movement from the house. 
          The last two mornings, the human had not come back out until the sun 
          was much higher in the sky. Even the large, multicolored feline was 
          absent from its perch in the window.
        She warred with 
          her instincts. She knew the human had put the food there and that alone 
          made it dangerous, but neither she nor Sunshine had gotten enough to 
          eat for several days. Shadow could ignore her own hunger - it was a 
          way of life. What she couldn't ignore was the hunger she saw reflected 
          in the eyes of the orange kitten.
        Jumping off 
          the porch, Shadow returned to their den and woke Sunshine. "The food 
          is on the porch. You eat and I'll stand guard. If the human comes out, 
          run. I'll distract her long enough for you to get away."
        Shadow knew 
          she'd made the right decision when Sunshine bounced up with joy, but 
          the green eyes quickly clouded over with concern. "What about you? You're 
          hungry, too."
        The black feline 
          licked the kitten. "I can wait until tonight." At her friend's reluctance, 
          she lied, "You know I eat faster than you. I ate more than you did last 
          night. Now, come on. Hurry up, before it disappears again."
        Sunshine followed 
          Shadow through the narrow rear entrance of their den. She waited until 
          the black cat jumped onto the porch and called out before joining her.
        Following her 
          companion's instructions to stay close to the house, she hurried to 
          the food dish. She glanced back to where Shadow was crouching, but when 
          the older kitten glowered at her, she quickly turned her attention back 
          to the meal at hand.
        Sunshine attacked 
          the plate of food ravenously, not slowing down until it was over half 
          gone. Oblivious to the woman sitting in the house watching her with 
          the orange and black cat at her side, she licked up the remainder of 
          the meal until her cheeks were bulging and there wasn't a scrap left 
          on the plate, then hurried over to where Shadow was waiting. Sunshine 
          followed her back to the den, and then carefully dropped the food she 
          had carried back in her mouth onto the dirt ground. She sat down, quite 
          pleased with herself.
        Shadow gazed 
          at her little friend, then reached over and touched noses, purring loudly. 
          A short time later, the treat was gone and both kittens were sound asleep. 
          
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        The woman carried 
          the smiling plastic pumpkin outside, setting it on the wide railing 
          of the porch under the close observation of the tortoiseshell cat. It 
          was only a few weeks until Halloween, and she had decorated the inside 
          of the windows days before, but put off decorating outside for fear 
          of scaring off the little orange kitten that came to eat each morning, 
          then quickly disappeared. She suspected the kitten stayed beneath the 
          porch. However, she wasn't about to scare it away for good by nosing 
          around down there. She would be patient. Hopefully, one day soon, the 
          kitten would trust her.
        Each morning 
          she put the saucer of food out, went back into the house and watched 
          the dish from a window. The kitten hadn't shown up the first two days, 
          so not wanting to attract other wildlife, she removed the food before 
          going to work. From the third day on, the kitten ventured onto the porch 
          and scarfed down the food about five minutes after she went into the 
          house. What puzzled the woman was that each day, after the kitten ate, 
          like a chipmunk she packed the remainder of the food into her cheeks 
          before leaving.
        She had even 
          increased the amount of food she put out for the kitten, hoping to reassure 
          it that food would always be available, yet each morning the little 
          feline repeated the odd ritual. She's probably just saving it for 
          later. Maybe I should put out a plate at night, too.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Shadow knew 
          that Sunshine was learning some things amazingly quickly, but she was 
          concerned because the kitten still hadn't caught any mice or other small 
          rodents. On several occasions, she'd gotten frustrated with her young 
          friend because the mouse she given her to practice with escaped.
        She knew part 
          of the reason was because the human had been leaving food out both in 
          the morning and in the evening, and Sunshine wasn't hungry enough to 
          take hunting seriously. Shadow also knew that her friend didn't seem 
          to get caught up in the thrill of the hunt the way she did. She wondered 
          if that was an acquired pleasure. No matter. She would provide for Sunshine, 
          but Shadow still wished the youngster would hone her skills, so she 
          would be able to survive in the unlikely event that something happened 
          to keep her from protecting her young friend.
        Determined to 
          help her learn, the black cat quickly caught a mouse in the tall grass 
          and carried it over to where Sunshine was waiting. Maybe today the kitten 
          would actually catch it.
        She blinked 
          at the kitten and dropped the mouse at her feet.
        Sunshine extended 
          a paw and batted the motionless mouse. It took off running, and the 
          chase was on. She zig zagged behind the rodent, keeping it in sight, 
          just as Shadow had taught her, and was about to pounce on it when a 
          bee buzzed by her head. She forgot all about the small critter and jumped 
          up, trying to swat the bee. Not able to reach the insect, she snagged 
          a yellow leaf that was fluttering to the ground in front of her. She 
          attacked and shredded it into unrecognizable pieces, before jumping 
          back in surprise when a small green snake hissed at her.
        The fur on her 
          tail returned to its normal size and she crouched down, stalking the 
          snake, occasionally bopping it with her paw as it tried to crawl away.
        She froze when 
          Shadow quietly growled in her ear, "Where is the mouse?"
        Chagrined, the 
          kitten looked down. "It got away."
        Shadow stared 
          at Sunshine. The kitten had been having so much fun playing, she just 
          couldn't ruin it. She gently butted her head against her smaller companion.
        "It's okay. 
          You'll get one soon."
        "You think so?"
        Shadow blinked. 
          "Yes."
        Excited and 
          happy, Sunshine playfully tackled Shadow. When Shadow hissed at the 
          unexpected contact, the younger kitten froze for a nanosecond, and then 
          took off running. Shadow forgot her dignity and joined in the game, 
          playing for the first time in months and thoroughly enjoying herself.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Early one morning, 
          the woman caught a brief glimpse of a larger black kitten, which solved 
          the mystery of what the orange kitten was doing with the food she packed 
          into her cheeks. She nodded, smiling. So, there are two of you. I 
          should have known.  Pretty black kitten, I don't know how you 
          paired up with that little orange one, but she sure looks out for you. 
           Don't worry. I have plenty of room and love for both of you.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Sunshine was 
          angry. "You aren't getting enough to eat. I can't carry enough food 
          for you and you won't let me go back and get more."
        "I'm fine. I 
          catch plenty of stuff at night."
        "One mouse is 
          enough? I don't think so. You're getting thin."
        Shadow hissed. 
          "Enough!"
        "Please, Shadow. 
          Please come with me to eat tonight."
        Shadow looked 
          away, the simple request tugging at her heart. How could she turn the 
          orange kitten down? Yet, she needed to be able to divert the human's 
          attention if the woman made a move toward her friend or if the house-dwelling 
          cat suddenly became threatening. However, Shadow grudgingly acknowledged 
          that the cat had never shown anything but friendly disinterest. Could 
          she react quickly enough if she was right next to them? If it's for 
          Sunshine, I can.
        She turned back 
          around. "Okay." Shadow knew she'd made the right decision when she saw 
          the happiness radiating from the emerald green eyes.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        The woman set 
          the food and water bowl onto her front porch and smiled to herself. 
          For the past week, the black kitten had been coming to eat, too. Clicking 
          her tongue against her teeth, she softly called out, "I won't hurt you. 
          Come on, now. It's time to eat."
        Smiling warmly, 
          she waited as the black adolescent emerged from its hiding place and 
          gracefully walked the length of the porch, stopping a foot away from 
          her. The feline stared at her brazenly and hissed, just as it had every 
          single day since it had first come to eat. She stood there unmoving, 
          waiting for the black to summon the orange with a soft meow. Once the 
          smaller kitten appeared, she went back into the house, followed by the 
          tortoiseshell, and sank down into a chair strategically placed to observe 
          the kittens as they ate. The torti contentedly curled up at her feet.
        The woman watched 
          the kittens and smiled. She had originally thought that the little orange 
          kitten really looked out for the larger black one, but she had come 
          to understand that the older black kitten was the protector and that 
          these two felines had a very special relationship, taking care of each 
          other.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Shadow walked 
          toward the woman on the porch, stopping just out of reach and hissed. 
          She could sense no danger emanating from the woman standing in the doorway 
          or the house-dwelling cat sitting in front of her, purring loudly. She 
          called out to Sunshine and waited for the kitten to join her, then sat 
          guard until her young friend finished. Against her wishes, Sunshine 
          always remained with her until she ate, too.
        Licking her 
          mouth, Shadow glanced at the orange and black cat that was standing 
          next to the human. The Tortoiseshell blinked at the two kittens and 
          spoke for the first time. "Trust her and be her friend and she'll love 
          you forever."
        "You're crazy." 
          Shadow signaled Sunshine and they hurried off, leaving the odd house-dwelling 
          cat and human behind.
        In the safety 
          of their den, Sunshine gazed at Shadow. "That cat really likes that 
          human, Shadow. I wonder how they met?"
        Shadow was just 
          as curious, but was leery of a cat that lived with a human. "I don't 
          know. Don't pay any attention to her. She's not normal. Cats don't live 
          with humans."
        "But she seems 
          happy..." Sunshine trailed off when Shadow narrowed her eyes, and curled 
          up next to the larger feline, quickly falling asleep. The black cat 
          remained awake longer, intrigued by the mystery of the house-dwelling 
          cat despite herself.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Shadow and Sunshine 
          returned to the porch twice a day, once in the morning and once in the 
          evening, and the woman never failed to appear with delicious food, always 
          accompanied by the large tortoiseshell feline. Each time they ate, the 
          house-dwelling cat gently urged them to trust the human and be her friend, 
          promising that in return she would love them forever.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        "It's cold. 
          Why can't we just go into the house? That human is nice, and she wants 
          us to come in. She holds the door open for us everyday and that pretty 
          cat likes us."
        Shadow glanced 
          out the entranceway of the porch. It was cold, and she hated the strange 
          white stuff on the ground that made their feet wet and even colder. 
          But, except for this woman, all of her experiences with humans had been 
          bad. People had kicked her, thrown stones at her, chased her, and screamed 
          at her. Shadow didn't understand why this woman kept leaving food out 
          for them and beckoned them to enter the house, nor did she understand 
          why the house-dwelling feline seemed so content. Perhaps it was a trap 
          of some kind, but the big black and orange cat seemed happy. She needed 
          to think about it some more.
        "No. It's not 
          safe." Shadow wasn't so sure that was true, but she didn't want to endanger 
          her friend by making a rash decision.
        The orange kitten 
          looked at her pleadingly. "Please. I'm freezing, and the ground's all 
          wet and hard. The cat that lives with her says to trust her."
        Her entreaty 
          was met with a scowl. Shadow moved closer to Sunshine, trying to shield 
          her from the cold with her own body. "We don't know if we can believe 
          that cat. Aren't you afraid something bad will happen in there?"
        Sunshine mewed 
          softly. "No. My mother told me there are good humans. She lived with 
          one when she was a kitten, just like that cat does. She told me during 
          her last week with the humans, she started hearing really loud bangs. 
          The noise scared her and she hid under the bed. Then one night, the 
          whole sky lit up with flashes and booming sounds, and it didn't go away 
          right away like on the other nights. My mother was so frightened, when 
          a door opened, she ran out. She ran so far, she got lost; and even though 
          she tried to find her home again, she never could. She looked for her 
          human until she died of wounds she got protecting me from a male cat."
        Gazing at her 
          older friend, Sunshine added, "I think this human is one of the good 
          ones or that cat wouldn't live there."
        Shadow affectionately 
          licked the younger kitten's face and curled her body around her companion's. 
          She had to admit that Sunshine had a point. "Maybe tomorrow."
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Halloween broke 
          with another few inches of unseasonably early snow. A northern clipper 
          carrying arctic air had moved down from Canada and temperatures were 
          plummeting. The woman bundled up and swept the snow from the porch for 
          the second time that day, worried about the kittens. She'd been heartened 
          when they had showed up to eat that morning - and for the past few days 
          had even stood there, holding the door wide open the entire time they 
          were feeding - but so far they had not ventured inside.
        Maybe this evening... 
          She carried the food out and set it down, and stood shivering in the 
          doorway. Waiting until both kittens had finished eating, she spoke softly, 
          "Come on in. It's warm in here."
        The tortoiseshell 
          cat stood at the woman's side, her friendly copper eyes blinking at 
          the two kittens. She purred loudly, her love for the human evident. 
          "Trust her and be her friend and she'll love you forever."
        Sunshine could 
          feel the warmth radiating from the house onto the porch. She gazed longingly 
          into the bright interior, her paws numb with cold. She glanced at Shadow 
          to make sure she had her friend's attention, then casually walked past 
          the human and torti into the house, leaving a very surprised looking 
          Shadow staring after her.
        Shadow was beside 
          herself. She couldn't let anything happen to her friend. Hissing at 
          the woman and resident cat to remind them that she was in control, she 
          dashed into the house to protect Sunshine.
        A bright smile 
          covered the woman's face when the orange kitten walked right by her 
          legs and into the house. She smiled encouragingly at the black feline 
          as it stared first at her, then into the house where the orange kitten 
          had gone. The woman knew there was a strong bond between them, and waited 
          patiently for the black to follow her companion, instinctively knowing 
          she would. Her smile broadened when the older kitten half-heartedly 
          hissed and ran inside. She smiled and closed the door. Her patience 
          had finally been rewarded.
        * 
          * * * * * * * * * 
        Sunshine greeted 
          Shadow with a loud purr and looked around the kitchen in awe. The floor 
          felt funny - it was hard and cool, but not cold. She watched the human 
          close the door, then darted into the living room, Shadow at her side.
        She gazed in 
          wonder at the many obstacles to jump up onto, and leapt onto a soft 
          cushion. The tortoiseshell cat was sprawled on the opposite end of the 
          large soft fixture, with a cushion separating them. She began kneading 
          the soft cushion, blinking contentedly at Shadow who had joined her.
        Shadow looked 
          around, taken aback when her eyes fell upon a talking, moving picture 
          box. She watched, fascinated, as figures danced across the screen until 
          she saw the human approaching. She tensed to leap from the couch, calling 
          out to Sunshine, "Come on. She's coming over here."
        The orange kitten 
          looked at the inside cat, contentedly washing her face, then at the 
          smiling woman. "No, Shadow. It's okay. She's nice. She won't hurt us."
        Sitting on the 
          cushion between the cat and kittens, the woman slowly extended her hand 
          toward Sunshine, elated when the kitten walked over and sniffed her 
          fingers. She softly stroked her behind the ears, gradually moving her 
          hand down the small body, grinning widely when the kitten began to vibrate.
        A few moments 
          later she extended her hand to Shadow, but stopped short when the kitten 
          glared at her and raised its paw to strike out.
        Meeting Shadow's 
          eyes, the tortoiseshell cat quietly assured her again, "Trust her and 
          be her friend and she'll love you forever."
        Sunshine piped 
          up, "Yeah, Shadow. Come on. She's nice."
        Shadow grudging 
          allowed the hand to approach and touch her, hairpin reflexes ready to 
          fight or retreat if need be. To her surprise, the hand felt nice against 
          her head and back - not as pleasant as when she brushed her body against 
          Sunshine's, but quite nice, nonetheless. 
        The woman softly 
          stroked the kittens, both of whom were now purring contentedly. "Oh, 
          you two are so beautiful and precious. You'll always be safe here, and 
          I promise to love you forever."
        Seeing the orange 
          and black kittens sitting side by side elicited an old memory and she 
          reached for a framed photograph sitting on her coffee table as she spoke 
          softly to the purring felines. She looked at it for a long moment, before 
          she set it next to her on the cushion, and started reminiscing. 
        "When I was 
          a young girl, I had the most wonderful cat. Her name was Queenie and 
          she was gorgeous. Half of her face was orange, just like you," she smiled 
          at Sunshine, then turning to Shadow said, "and the other half was all 
          black, like you. The rest of her body was jet black with bright splashes 
          of orange mixed in. She was my best friend and I loved her so much, 
          but I lost her. We moved and my father took her to the shelter. I never 
          found out what happened to her. I still miss her, sometimes." 
        Amanda smiled 
          through damp eyes. "She would have liked you two." She reaffirmed her 
          promise to the kittens, "You'll always have a home with me and I promise 
          both of you, I'll love you always and forever."
        Sunshine nudged 
          the melancholy woman's hand with her nose, eliciting a warm smile, as 
          Shadow gazed curiously at the framed portrait on the cushion. The black 
          feline bumped her head against Sunshine to get her attention and meowed 
          softly, inclining her head toward the picture.
        The kittens 
          gazed questioningly from the old photograph to the big tortoiseshell 
          cat that was the spitting image of the cat in the picture. Copper eyes 
          twinkling, Queenie sat up and assured them, "She'll love you forever..." 
          then slowly faded away.
        Amanda looked 
          at the two kittens staring at the other end of the couch. "What are 
          you two looking at?"
        Sunshine and 
          Shadow turned back to Amanda and climbed into her lap, accepting her 
          gift of love and purring a promise to return it.
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